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A Cellarful of Nose - Future Shoes

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miles. An invigorating thing to do in the high thin air.<br />

We inspected the set <strong>of</strong> old buildings next to where we slept,<br />

tried to find clues to the commune's decline. I couldn't find much.<br />

I found some summer scat – antelope, was my guess. And<br />

cowpies that I calculated to be years old. There were no cattle<br />

around any more.<br />

A cache <strong>of</strong> unbroken bottles lying in the sand told me I was at<br />

the right place. Most people in the area did not recycle glass. The<br />

commune was religious about it, long before recycling became<br />

common.<br />

One shed had had a fire, and a bedspring and mattress lay in<br />

ashes inside.<br />

Here was a mystery – tin can lids, nailed side by side onto a<br />

lintel or ro<strong>of</strong> beam … to reflect sunlight to help visitors find<br />

house in their headlights? Was it a score card? A prayer? I would<br />

ask on Saturday.<br />

I thought I saw a cursive scrawl on the old wood by the door,<br />

but when I got closer, was just "worm writing" – intricate patterns<br />

<strong>of</strong> some larva burrowing through the mean <strong>of</strong> the wood … still, it<br />

seemed to have personality, a voice calling out to the loneliness, a<br />

message <strong>of</strong> survival from one who is no more.<br />

Saturday came, and my fears <strong>of</strong> resentment were not realized.<br />

No one mentioned my story from 23 years earlier. It was<br />

wonderful to see Donna and Jo and Julia again. We picked up<br />

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