vol. xxx, no. 4 april 1926 universal brotherhood - a fact in nature
vol. xxx, no. 4 april 1926 universal brotherhood - a fact in nature
vol. xxx, no. 4 april 1926 universal brotherhood - a fact in nature
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THE THEOSOPHICAL PATH<br />
always, were full of s<strong>in</strong>cerity and good will, he did <strong>no</strong>t k<strong>no</strong>w the real<br />
needs of the lower classes of Russia, because he had <strong>no</strong>t yet experienced<br />
the suffer<strong>in</strong>g and misery of their poor, wretched existence. It was, how-<br />
ever, his first attempt to enlighten the people and to better their con-<br />
ditions. He left his estate moved by the urge to f<strong>in</strong>ish his studies, and<br />
went to St. Petersburg; there he passed through several exam<strong>in</strong>ations<br />
and returned aga<strong>in</strong> to spend a year <strong>in</strong> Yasnaya Polyana.<br />
It is said that he lost considerably <strong>in</strong> play<strong>in</strong>g at cards, at that<br />
time. Tolstoy felt uneasy and realized that if he did <strong>no</strong>t change his way<br />
of liv<strong>in</strong>g altogether, he would <strong>no</strong>t be able to pay his debts. Thus, <strong>in</strong><br />
order to eco<strong>no</strong>mize and also to see new surround<strong>in</strong>gs and new people,<br />
he left his paternal estate once aga<strong>in</strong> and went to the Caucasus, where<br />
his beloved brother, Xikolas, with whom he was <strong>in</strong> an unusual friendship<br />
many years till the death of the latter, served as an officer.<br />
It was <strong>in</strong> the Caucasus, <strong>in</strong> the midst of primordial <strong>nature</strong> and<br />
grand scenery, among the eternal youth of the wild and primitive life,<br />
<strong>in</strong> the simplicity of a Cossack milieu and the sane and healthy habits<br />
and customs of the aborig<strong>in</strong>al population, that Tolstoy, some twenty-six<br />
years of age then, felt once more, and perhaps for the first time <strong>in</strong> the<br />
true sense, the bless<strong>in</strong>g of the great solitude, face to face with the grandeur<br />
of <strong>nature</strong>, <strong>in</strong> that glorious corner of his native country. Disgusted for<br />
the time be<strong>in</strong>g with the pett<strong>in</strong>esses of a landowner's life, he was touched<br />
by a romantic dream of military glory and the love of primitive life among<br />
the wild tribes of the mounta<strong>in</strong>s. This existence had for the time be<strong>in</strong>g<br />
a great charm for his weary soul.<br />
Tolstoy did <strong>no</strong>t conceive the idea of enter<strong>in</strong>g at once <strong>in</strong> the army,-<br />
which he did later on. He started a hunter's life, <strong>in</strong> company with an<br />
old Cossack, Epishka (immortalized <strong>in</strong> The Cossacks under the name of<br />
Eroshka). With the five rubles (two dollars and a half) he spent monthly,<br />
Tolstoy became able to pay his debts <strong>in</strong> a very short time.<br />
After that he yielded to the advice of some relatives and entered<br />
the military vocation by enroll<strong>in</strong>g himself <strong>in</strong> the fourth battery of the<br />
Twentieth Artillery Brigade as a <strong>no</strong>n-commissioned officer. If we wish<br />
to k<strong>no</strong>w someth<strong>in</strong>g about his life, his thoughts, and the gradual e<strong>vol</strong>ution<br />
of his conceptions at that time, we ought to turn to his Cossacks, that<br />
wonderful description of the wild life of a still more wild country along<br />
the w<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g Terek that rushes headlong through the midst of gigantic<br />
rocks and boulders, <strong>in</strong> scenery of primordial beauty and overwhelm<strong>in</strong>g<br />
grandeur. "FTThat happ<strong>in</strong>ess," he wrote, "to be alone with <strong>nature</strong>, to<br />
contemplate her,, to talk with her!"<br />
In the lead<strong>in</strong>g type of his story, Olen<strong>in</strong>, we immediately see the