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EVERYBODY'S CHALLENGE - Jesuit Refugee Service | USA

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Ban Vinai<br />

William Yeomans SJ<br />

Ban Vinai is 11 years old. I have been here for 16 months. I am<br />

a newcomer. I have not grown up from infancy to boyhood or girlhood,<br />

to manhood or womanhood in Ban Vinai, like those who<br />

arrived here at the age of nine, 10, 11, 12. They are bred of Ban Vinai.<br />

I am a foreigner. I live outside the camp. Therefore, I speak not from<br />

knowledge but from ignorance.<br />

I do not know what it means to be a grown man used to a hard life<br />

of work in a tiny mountain village and who now, after years of enforced<br />

idleness, has lost the habit and taste for work. A man whose<br />

moral fibre has been sapped because he has nothing to do, whose<br />

children have never seen him work!<br />

I do not know what it means to be an old woman of 60 or more<br />

who spends her day in her hut weeping for a homeland and a life<br />

from which she has been brutally torn.<br />

I am not a former responsible village leader who now finds his<br />

position and prestige disintegrating among his own people, and so<br />

turns to degrading subservience to those who can provide privileges<br />

and status symbols.<br />

I am not a Hmong forced to live in a situation that can neither<br />

support nor nourish my culture, where there is no stimulus for creativity<br />

because life is secure, sheltered, unvaried, dull.<br />

All this, and so much more I do not know, here in the heart, the<br />

only home of true knowledge. I do not speak the language of the<br />

refugees on any level: linguistic, psychological, social, spiritual. I<br />

have never walked in their shoes.<br />

What then is the life of the refugees in Ban Vinai? Is material<br />

security, guaranteed food, housing, medical care, education (up to a<br />

point), a life? Is being deprived of the dignity of work a life? Is procreating<br />

children for an unknown or illusory future a life? Is education<br />

without purpose a life? Can life be found in an opium pipe? What is<br />

life for those who have been born of the soil and who now are without<br />

land, like the native Americans without their great plains?<br />

And what are the needs of the refugees in Ban Vinai? Materially<br />

theirs is not a life of material hardship. It cannot be compared with<br />

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