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without valuing, without weighing one against the other. We are not weighing theordinary breath against the beautiful breath. We are not weighing the beautiful breathagainst the nimmitta. We are not weighing nimmittas against jhānas. We are notweighing anything or evaluating; we are just looking on to see what happens. And ifwe have done upekkhā enough to turn the uncomfortable breath into a comfortablebreath, then we can very easily continue that degree of upekkhā, that ‘just looking’aspect of the mind, just upekkhā, upekkhā, upekkhā. You’ll notice the breath will getbeautiful all by itself. It will get soft <strong>and</strong> peaceful, slow <strong>and</strong> refined. It will becomecalm because this is what upekkhā does.Upekkhā takes the business away, takes all disturbances away. It takes the wind fromthe leaf so that the leaf wobbles <strong>and</strong> shakes less <strong>and</strong> less. <strong>This</strong> is just what you’reseeing, the mind vibrating less <strong>and</strong> less as it gets more <strong>and</strong> more still, as it gets more<strong>and</strong> more beautiful, as it gets more <strong>and</strong> more energy. But be careful in these stages:when you start to get energy in the beautiful breath <strong>and</strong> lots of bliss comes up, thatcan excite the mind. And so instead of looking on with upekkhā you start to getexcited. Looking on with excitement. “Wow! <strong>This</strong> is really good; at last I’m gettingsomewhere.” That’s not upekkhā, that’s another type of wind, <strong>and</strong> it starts to shakethe leaf again.The Perfection of EquanimityIf you develop upekkhā from the very beginning you can very easily carry it though asan important aspect of your attention. Remember also, upekkhā is just lookingclosely. Be very careful here that when the breath becomes refined, you don’t get lostin a lack of mindfulness, where you can’t really see clearly what’s going on. If youcultivate upekkhā, it’s a very clear seeing, but a very silent seeing. It’s like seeing justwith eyes <strong>and</strong> having no h<strong>and</strong>s to mess things up, just the armless seer. If you can dothis then everything starts to happen as a natural process because the ‘doer’ has beentaken away <strong>and</strong> you are just looking on with upekkhā.When the beautiful parts of the meditation start to happen, the beautiful breath <strong>and</strong> thenimitta start to come up, the mind doesn’t wobble <strong>and</strong> shake because it’s been set upwith upekkhā. The mind is generating the ability to just look on clearly without172

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