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Mrs.<br />
A in Anaheim; and high-altitude wind tunnels in<br />
Denver’s Mile High Stadium.<br />
We hold disparate memories of this time period.<br />
Skip remembers who hit what pitch on what count,<br />
the childish pranks in the clubhouse, the endless<br />
hours spent icing his shoulder or groin, the anguish<br />
of giving up a bases-loaded dinger, the ecstasy of<br />
striking out the side, the catharsis of the competition.<br />
I remember the special friendships, the overwhelming<br />
camaraderie and compassion among the wives<br />
(tempered by occasional jealousy and back stabbing),<br />
the loneliness of long road trips, the anxiety that<br />
accompanied the insecurity, the constant packing and<br />
unpacking, the joy of joining in passionate standing<br />
ovations, the delight in purchasing a permanent home<br />
in the city we were playing in (three times), and the<br />
anguish of learning (over the radio) that we had been<br />
traded and would have to uproot again.<br />
There is a fine line a baseball<br />
wife must walk between CHiEF<br />
CHEERLEADER and personal<br />
anger management THERAPisT.<br />
Forty years ago I vowed to unconditionally love<br />
my husband for better and for worse, in good times<br />
and bad. Looking back, we have had over 38 wonderful<br />
years of wedded bliss and more than our share<br />
of weeks and months of depressing dark days. How<br />
did our marriage manage to survive the turmoil, the<br />
trades and the temptations? A deep love for each<br />
other, a strong belief in a higher power, and a huge<br />
dose of humor helped us through.<br />
My introduction into the world of baseball coincided<br />
with my initiation into adulthood during the tumultuous<br />
decade of the 1970s. The country’s disillusionment<br />
with the Vietnam War was growing as protest<br />
rallies spread across the nation. Civil rights laws<br />
might have been registered in the books, but they still<br />
had a long way to go before becoming a reality. The<br />
Camelot dreams of the White House had turned into<br />
a Watergate nightmare. The women’s movement had<br />
opened up new and exciting options for young women,<br />
but many soon discovered that “free love” was not<br />
totally free of deception and heartache. Personal fulfillment<br />
often came at the expense of a devoted spouse<br />
and family. Some skeptics in the media posed the<br />
question “Is God dead?” while subversive cults preyed<br />
on lost souls who had forgotten how to pray. To deal<br />
with the daily uncertainty and turmoil in professional<br />
baseball, I found comfort in my faith, reflecting and<br />
refocusing on the true meaning of life in the company<br />
of a community of believers on Sunday mornings.<br />
From my first freshman convocation at <strong>Regis</strong> to<br />
our final graduation ceremony, every major assembly<br />
began with the community intoning a musical adaptation<br />
of John Donne’s Meditation 17. Wearing Fair<br />
Isle sweaters and A-line wool skirts, my classmates<br />
and I would form a circle, cross our arms, hold hands,<br />
and chant:<br />
No man is an island, no man stands alone<br />
Each man’s joy is joy to me, each man’s<br />
grief is my own<br />
We need one another, and so I will defend<br />
Each man as my brother<br />
Each man as my friend.<br />
Two weeks after singing this mantra at my college<br />
commencement, I sat in an empty apartment in<br />
Brown Deer, Wisconsin, wishing I had just one friend<br />
with whom I could share the joy of my recent wedding<br />
and my all-too-short road trip honeymoon.<br />
My new husband would be away for another<br />
week as he continued on a long road trip with the<br />
Milwaukee Brewers. So there I sat, sprawled out on<br />
the multicolored shag carpet, surrounded by mounds<br />
of bubble wrap, serenaded by the soulful strains of the<br />
Righteous Brothers’ Unchained Melody over the radio<br />
(we did not yet own a television). A short while later<br />
my doorbell rang. The wife of one of Skip’s teammates<br />
was at the door. Her familiar Boston accent, along<br />
with a request to share dinner with her and her twoyear-old<br />
son, rejuvenated my spirit. Suddenly I was<br />
no longer adrift alone on an island; I was being welcomed<br />
into the baseball community by another young<br />
wife who understood my need for companionship.<br />
Baseball is a seasonal game played by young boys<br />
in dirt fields throughout America. For a special, few<br />
the baseball seasons continue to go round and round<br />
into adulthood. However, the heart of the game is<br />
rooted in childhood, and the professional athletes