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<strong>The</strong> Crime<br />
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<strong>The</strong> leader had taken Karen. <strong>The</strong> rest <strong>of</strong> us were tied together like<br />
prisoners, in one long chain. <strong>The</strong> other intruder marched us up<br />
the stairs.<br />
Our feet were bare, and the shuffling noises they made sounded<br />
piteous. I was almost glad to take my place in the dining room<br />
again, in sardine formation, on a carpet. This time I noticed how<br />
much floor space we took up. How could we be so many and yet so<br />
helpless? I also saw that the phone had been disconnected. I hadn’t<br />
even thought about the phone as an escape route, only the door.<br />
My foolishness pierced me. <strong>The</strong>y had caught us unaware and unprepared.<br />
No wonder they could prey upon us as they liked.<br />
Events began to blur together. Over and over, one <strong>of</strong> the intruders<br />
would return to the dining room with the latest victim and<br />
choose the next. I could no longer catalog it all, like a dream that<br />
drags on. Each moment is so unreal, so intensely colored that you<br />
think you’ll never forget it. But that very intensity pushes the previous<br />
moment out <strong>of</strong> mind.<br />
My prayers lessened to a trickle. I could no longer hold everything<br />
in my mind at once. And what was the point? So I was a good<br />
girl. So what?<br />
At one point I smelled cigarette smoke and turned my head to<br />
watch a red circle <strong>of</strong> ash travel through the darkness.<br />
At another point an intruder brought Cheryl into the kitchen,<br />
saying he wanted a sandwich. I heard the refrigerator door open.<br />
<strong>The</strong>n came the angry shout: “You ain’t got nothin’!”<br />
“<strong>The</strong>re’s peanut butter,” Cheryl said diplomatically.<br />
“I don’t want no peanut butter! Ain’t you got baloney?”<br />
“<strong>The</strong>re’s no baloney in this house,” Cheryl said. “We don’t eat<br />
processed meat.”<br />
Decades later, I remember that line exactly, along with her prim<br />
tone <strong>of</strong> voice, because wouldn’t you?<br />
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