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giorgi gvaxaria / cremliani saTvale<br />
ilustracia: maia sumbaZe<br />
nawili merve 1980<br />
ra gacinebT, hiCi mokvda!<br />
uxarisxod Sesrulebuli samuSao codvaao, amtkicebda misi<br />
udidebulesoba iohan volfgang goeTe.<br />
germanelebisTvis bunebriv, qarTvelebisTvis ki Zalze saeWvo<br />
am gancxadebaSi, qvemdebare `samuSaoa~... Tumca aq gacilebiT<br />
ufro sagulisxmoa sityva `uxarisxod~! sagulisxmo isev<br />
CvenTvis, qarTvelebisTvis.<br />
xom gaxsovT andaza _ `cudad jdomas cudad Sroma sjobia~...<br />
ilias rom gaaxsenda `kacia adamianSi?!~, luarsabze roca<br />
werda, Tu ejavreboda stumari, imitom ejavreboda, rom unda<br />
amdgariyo da tanT Caecvao.<br />
`am dalocvils andazas ramdenime uxeiro kaci xeirianad gamohyavs<br />
da gamouyvania, mec imaTSi...~ _ wers ilia da egreve<br />
luarsabze gadadis. iseTi STabeWdileba iqmneba, rom sakuTar<br />
Tavze iwyebs msjelobas.<br />
`mec imaTSi~... `Senc imaTSi~, pativcemulo mkiTxvelo... ramdenic<br />
ar unda amtkico axla, samuSaos yovelTvis xarisxianad<br />
vasruleb, arasdros `vxalturobo~, aravin dagijerebs. vis ar<br />
`gvixalturia~ cxovrebaSi!<br />
anda es `cudad jdoma~ raRaa? imas xom ar niSnavs, rom `kargad<br />
jdomac~ arsebobs am qveyanaze... da Tuki arsebobs, iqneb<br />
cudad Sromas `kargad jdoma~ mainc jobia?<br />
kargad jdomis netarebac yvelas gamogvicdia. kargad jdoma<br />
xom marto buzebis Tvlas ar niSnavs. `kargad jdomaa~ _ mzes<br />
rom eficxebi plaJze, an Tundac TbilisSi, `laguna vereze~.<br />
`kargad jdomaa~, daqalebSi rom Cajdebi, yavas rom dalev da<br />
mere Wiqas gadmoabruneb. maSinac ki, roca mkiTxaobas ar apireb;<br />
ubralod, sxvanairad ver warmogidgenia yavis smis mizanscena.<br />
`kargad jdomaa~, sufraze sadRegrZelos rom Sesvam (`vinc<br />
dgas, vinc zis da vinc wevs!~... am stilSi), mere kai Rvinos rame<br />
mwares an nigvzians rom daayoleb da Zmakacs eamborebi, radganac<br />
igi (Zmakaci) kai qarTveli vaJkacia.<br />
cxadia, `kargad jdomas~ Tavisi minusebic aqvs. gasuqeba icis!<br />
Tu ginda rom yavaSi, daqalebTan WukWukis dros, bedi amogivides,<br />
xandaxan am saamoze saamo kargad jdomazec unda Tqva<br />
uari. Tu ginda, rom Tavad ar iqce personaJad sadRegrZelosi,<br />
saxelad `vinc wevs~, xandaxan mainc unda gaiar-gamoiaro.<br />
magram sxva gamosavalic arsebobs _ kargad jdoma da kargad<br />
Sroma, erTad!<br />
me, magaliTad, 1980 wlis zamTarSi, xarisxiani jdomisa da<br />
Sromis erTobliobam ise gamaZvaltyava, rom zrdilobiT gamorCeul<br />
nacnob-megobrebsac ki gaeRviZaT vneba, erTi wamiT<br />
mainc yofiliyvnen gulwrfeli da pirdapir eTqvaT: `rogor<br />
gamxdarxar!~ (rogor gasuqebulxaro, qarTvelebi arasdros<br />
ar ityvian. amis Tqma, ratomRac, gansakuTrebul uzrdelobad<br />
iTvleba).<br />
vinaidan Cems gaZvaltyavebul figuras droebiT aseTi diagnozi<br />
dausves: `Sromisunardakarguli~; momeca araCveulebrivi<br />
Sansi, mTeli dRe fanjarasTan gametarebina da met-naklebad<br />
mainc Cavwvdomodi `zastois epoqis~ qarTvelTa cxovrebis<br />
stils.<br />
naCqarev daskvnebs ar gTavazobT. miT umetes, rom ganzogadebas<br />
yovelTvis gavurbivar da kargad mesmis; is, rac Canda<br />
pavlovis 29-e nomris pirveli korpusis merve sarTulis fanjridan,<br />
sulac ar aris breJnevis epoqis yvelaze kritikuli<br />
vinaidan Cems gaZvaltyavebul figuras droebiT aseTi diagnozi<br />
dausves: `Sromisunardakarguli~; momeca araCveulebrivi Sansi, mTeli<br />
dRe fanjarasTan gametarebina da met-naklebad mainc Cavwvdomodi<br />
`zastois epoqis~ qarTvelTa cxovrebis stils.<br />
146 cxeli Sokoladi<br />
wlis sabWoTa saqarTvelo. arc is saqarTveloa _ 1980 wlis<br />
`sabWoTa saqarTvelo~, romelsac maSindeli televizia gadmoscemda<br />
`cisfer fanjaraSi~. miT umetes, rom yvelafers<br />
mainc ar gadmoscemda... magaliTad, saqarTveloSi dagvianebiT<br />
Seityves vladimer visockis gardacvalebis Sesaxeb. arada, jo<br />
daseni, magaliTad, baraqianad gamoitires _ Cveni, iseve rogorc<br />
centraluri televizia da radio, yoveldRe gvasmeninebda<br />
dasenis simReras `Sen rom ar iyo, miTxari, rogor unda<br />
viyo, aba?~... jo dasenis musikaze, gogoebi yavis Wiqebs atrialebdnen.<br />
biWebi gogoebs siyvaruls am simReriT uxsnidnen.<br />
CvenSi visocki, rogorc musikosi, arasdros yofila popularuli,<br />
(qarTvelebs ar uyvarT, simReraSi `leqsi~ romaa<br />
mTavari). magram yvelam icoda, rom es kaci sxvanairad cxovrobda<br />
_ xuligani iyo, loTi, (mogvianebiT gairkva, rom narkotikebiTac<br />
celqobda), cudi meojaxe... mokled, sxvanairi<br />
kaci iyo!<br />
damemowmeba yvela, visac `zastois epoqaSi~, Tundac ramdenime<br />
wliT mainc mouxda cxovreba; saqarTveloSi maSin Zalian,