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sinamdvileSi ki ra Semzaravi perspeqtivaa! sul imas<br />
vambobdiT, rom kacobrioba TviTganadgurebis gzas adgas.<br />
ho<strong>da</strong>, axla es yvelaferi ise axlos Cans, mxolod<br />
aTwleulebisa <strong>da</strong> ramdenime bombis ambavia. atomuri<br />
afeTqeba teqnikis saboloo gamarjvebas moaswavebs.<br />
roca fizikas vswavlobdi, im dros mxolod uwyinari<br />
gamoTvlebi tardebo<strong>da</strong>, es TiTqmis ganuxorcielebel<br />
<strong>da</strong> mainc Tavzar<strong>da</strong>mcem ideas warmoadgen<strong>da</strong>: muxudos<br />
marcvlisodena masis atomuri energia xom savsebiT sakmarisia,<br />
raTa lokomotivma zRaprulad bevrjer ga<strong>da</strong>seros<br />
mTeli de<strong>da</strong>miwa.<br />
vfiqrob, Cveni epoqa samu<strong>da</strong>mod <strong>da</strong>asamarebs iseT cnebebs,<br />
rogoricaa a<strong>da</strong>mianis neba <strong>da</strong> masebis Zalaufleba.<br />
msoflio ramdenime politikosisa <strong>da</strong> meqanikosis xelSi<br />
aRmoCndeba _ Spengleriseuli gviandeli <strong>da</strong>savleTevropul-amerikuli<br />
civilizaciis warmomadgenlebis<br />
xelSi. me ki, miuxe<strong>da</strong>vad imisa, rom mraval saazrovno<br />
impulss maZlevs, Spenglerianeli mainc ara var. Tu ar-<br />
Cevanis winaSe <strong>da</strong>vdgebi: is gavakeTo, rac aucilebelia,<br />
an TiTic ar gavanZrio, TiTsac ar gavanZrev, Tuki is,<br />
rac aucilebelia, gulis amrevi aRmoCndeba.<br />
marTlac saSineli perspeqtivaa, Zvirfaso. kidev<br />
erTi omi gvelis oc weliwadSi Tu ara, ormoc<strong>da</strong>aT<br />
weliwadSi mainc, <strong>da</strong> Tu naxevari msoflio ga<strong>da</strong>rCeba,<br />
<strong>da</strong>rwmunebuli var, momdevno omis dros, usafrTxoebis<br />
mizniT, momavlis didi qalaqebi miwisqveS iqneba<br />
aSenebuli. a<strong>da</strong>miani cxoveliviT iq aRar icxovrebs, sa<strong>da</strong>c<br />
<strong>da</strong>iba<strong>da</strong> _ mwerebi mas aRar Seawuxeben <strong>da</strong> is, vinc<br />
samoTxes antarqtikis mkvlevariviT eZeb<strong>da</strong>, jojoxeTs<br />
aTasobiT futiT miuaxlovdeba...<br />
aq siyvarulis adgili aRar aris, me ki axla iseTi<br />
gulmokluli var. rac ufro mets vfiqrob am yvelaferze,<br />
ufro Semzaravad meCveneba. aba, romeli Senadnobi<br />
Seedreba meqanikisa <strong>da</strong> sentimentalurobis nazavs.<br />
rogor min<strong>da</strong>, amaRam mklavebSi mogiqcio.<br />
miyvarxar,<br />
normani<br />
feni <strong>da</strong> aizek meilerebs, en <strong>da</strong> deivid<br />
keslerebs<br />
4 seqtemberi, 1945<br />
Zvirfaso de<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> mama, dei<strong>da</strong> nen <strong>da</strong> biZia deiv,<br />
...rogorc radios diqtorma mauwya, istoriul movlenas<br />
Sevswrebivar. <strong>da</strong>axloebiT erTi mili gvaSoreb<strong>da</strong><br />
xomald `misuris~, roca iq iaponiis kapitulaciis aqts<br />
moaweres xeli. mesiamovna, radioSi es ambavi rom gadmosces,<br />
me ki am xomalds iluminatori<strong>da</strong>n vxe<strong>da</strong>vdi.<br />
mimomxilvelma Tqva: „xatovnad Tu vityviT, tokios<br />
yuris Tavze mze amobrwyin<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> naTeli mohfina aremares:<br />
kapitulaciis aqts xeli ukve moewera <strong>da</strong> mSvidobam<br />
sabolood <strong>da</strong>isadgura~. SeiZleba Tvali ise kargad<br />
ver miWris, rogorc am kacs, magram im dRes ca iseTive<br />
Rrubliani Can<strong>da</strong>, rogorc yovelTvis...<br />
Targmani<br />
miyvarxarT, Zvirfasebo,<br />
normani<br />
P.S. axla 145 funts viwoni, rogorc adre. ase rom, ar<br />
i<strong>da</strong>rdoT Cems janmrTelobaze.<br />
bietris meilers<br />
13 Tebervali, 1946<br />
gamarjoba, Cemo Steruka,<br />
amas winaT vcdilobdi, Cemi mrwamsis umTavres principebSi<br />
gavrkveuliyavi _ politikur mrwamss vgulisxmob.<br />
Tumca, sinamdvileSi, mxolod im politikur kredos<br />
vTxzavdi, romelsac im SemTxvevaSi vuerTgulebdi,<br />
a<strong>da</strong>mianis progresulad ganviTarebis rom mjerodes.<br />
pirvel rigSi, sruliad cxadi mgonia, rom marqsistuli<br />
mTavroba erTaderTi Rirseuli mTavroba iqnebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
magram _ marTlac Zneli warmosadgenia, es rogor un<strong>da</strong><br />
moxdes _ man a<strong>da</strong>miani ki ar un<strong>da</strong> marTos, aramed saxelmwifo.<br />
politikosi rom viyo, erTaderT rames gavakeTebdi<br />
_ axal komunistur partias Sevqmnidi, romelsac ruseTTan<br />
saerTo araferi eqnebo<strong>da</strong>. ruseTi mZuls (misi<br />
mTavroba <strong>da</strong> ara xalxi). am qveyniT Sens aRfrTovanebas<br />
ver gaviziareb. Tu <strong>da</strong>vuSvebT, rom misi agresiuloba<br />
<strong>da</strong> TviTorganizeba msoflio zewolam ganapiroba, im<br />
faqts versad gaveqceviT, rom is axla pirovnebis Tavisuflebas<br />
axSobs <strong>da</strong> totalitarizmis gzas adgas, sai<strong>da</strong>nac<br />
ukan veRar <strong>da</strong>brundeba. Cemi axali komunisturi<br />
partia nakleb mniSvnelobas mianiWeb<strong>da</strong> ekonomikasa <strong>da</strong><br />
politikas, radgan a<strong>da</strong>mianis sulis mxolod erT nawils<br />
ver <strong>da</strong>eyrdnobi, roca cxovrebis sxvagvari wesis <strong>da</strong>mkvidreba<br />
gsurs. am partiis yuradRebis centrSi moeqceo<strong>da</strong><br />
swored a<strong>da</strong>mianis pirovnuli zr<strong>da</strong>, rac yvelaze mTavaria.<br />
gaixsene Cemi mebrZoli qristiani komunistebi _ esec<br />
msgavsi ideaa. eTikas ekonomikaze ver <strong>da</strong>afuZneb, ufro<br />
gonivruli iqneba, Tu mas, vTqvaT, seqsTan mimarTebaSi<br />
ganaviTareb. amgvari komunisturi mTavroba mxolod<br />
<strong>da</strong>mxmare ram iqneba, im drois erTgvari bunebrivi warmonaqmni,<br />
roca namdvilad <strong>da</strong>afaseben Tanasworobas, zomierebas,<br />
Rirsebasa <strong>da</strong> SemoqmedebiT midgomas. Cemi azriT,<br />
amis saukeTeso magaliTs kvakerebi warmoadgenen.<br />
gasagebia, maT kargi xelmZRvanelebi hyavT, magram esec<br />
xom maTi mrwamsis bunebrivi, samarTlianad moweuli<br />
politikuri nayofia...<br />
rac <strong>da</strong>vwere, sruli absurdia, miamituri absurdi.<br />
ar mjera amis, radgan saerTod arafris mjera. Tumca,<br />
raimesi rom mjerodes, swored am principebs <strong>da</strong>vicavdi.<br />
aba, ras ityvi, patarav?...<br />
Zalian miyvarxar, Steruka,<br />
normani<br />
Jan malakes<br />
13 oqtomberi, 1956<br />
Zvirfaso Jan,<br />
...radikalad yofna ucnauri ram aris _ wlebi gadis<br />
cxeli Sokoladi 73
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