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5 - 18 Tebervali 2010literaturuli gazeTipoezia5Turme leqsebic...tyavisydiani yviTeli bloknoti. gacrecil,vardisfer furclebze Cawerili oTxi leqsi (mexuTesdidi nafleTi amoglejilia) _ 1976 weli.jemal TofuriZem Tavisi pirveli moTxroba,“leqso”, samocdaaTiani wlebis SuaSi (1975) gamoaqveynaJurnal “ciskarSi”. pirveli wigni “dioskuriazRvaSi CaZiruli qalaqia” misi gardacvalebidanerTi wlis Semdeg, 1979 wels gamovida.jemal TofuriZis mTeli Semoqmedeba sulcxrameti moTxrobisgan da ramdenime Jurnalisturistatiisagan Sedgeba. leqsebi mis arqivSiaravis unaxavs.vfiqrob, igi dedamisma, guguli diasamiZem,TavisTvis Seinaxa da sicocxlis bolomde CanTiTatara. mere iq darCa, sadac gardaicvala _ TavisdasTan, tusa diasamiZesTan. SarSan, gardacvalebamderamdenime kviriT adre qalbatonma tusam esbloknoti misi Zmis da jemalis usayvarlesi bi-Zis, niaz diasamiZis vaJs, Temurs gadauloca. Temurmaki sul axlaxan me gadmomca.ase gavige, rom jemos Turme leqsic dauweria_ oTxi leqsi (mexuTe etyoba Tavad amoxia bloknotidan).jemalis xeliT Cawerili leqsi pirveladrom davinaxe, gavogndi, nuTu marTla misiameTqi, wamiT isic ki gavifiqre, magram pirvelivestrofidan vicani jemos xasiaTi, misi fraza, mzera,misi sevda da Cumi, ironianarevi iumori. momeCvena,rom es leqsad dawerili misi Zveli, dakargulioTxi moTxrobaa, romlebmac ocdacametwlianiSoreuli mogzaurobis Semdeg, rogorciqna, miaRwies sakuTar navsayudlamde.manana dumbaZeoTxi usaTauro leqsi gayviTlebuliubis wignakidan. 1976weli***ramxela gzas davadeqisul marto, fexiT,qalaqis quCebs dilis nisli dahkravs laqebad,gadauara grigalma qalaqsda kedlebi grigalisfer mtverma dafera.jer sZinavT albaT gadarCenil ucodvel asulTda esizmrebaT vardisferi cisfrad sizmrebi,rom aTxoveben da uzado xvdeba dedofalsfarCiT morTuli spilosZvlisferi palantinebi.sZinavs mTel qalaqs,mxolod Cemi codvili sulidaZrwis quCebSi da sevdian princesas eZebs,Tu gaiReba sadme kari xaverddakrulida saswauli gaaSiSvlebs uxorco xelebs.jemal TofuriZesZinavs mTel qalaqs,imedia, bedis borbaliTavis uxmo RmerTs am quCebSic Semoaxedebs.***gaTenebula,susxi misdevs gadaRlil loTebs,aha, sardafi da saSveli Ramis sizmrebis,mezoblis ZaRli ra xania nacnob loTs misdevs,rom eCxubeba sakuTar Tavs ucxo sityvebiT.gaTenebula,beRurebi kivian erTxmadmezoblis ZaRlsac ase uazro moswyinda devnada zecis kide usaSvelod nela fiTrdeba,gamxdari loTi xom arafers ara hpirdeba.gaTenebula,Sewyda sizmari da moparuli saamo kocna,dRe amuSavebs saTavisod saWiro fiqrebs,sinamdvilem xom arasodes ar icis mocda.gaTenebula,loTi aRar uyurebs miwas,zecas uyurebsda Tavis dards TvalebSi adnobs,fiqrobs ojaxze, fiqrobs colze, rom miatova,fiqrobs arayze, Zveleburad rom aRar aTrobs.gaTenebula,dRe daakvda qalaqis quCebs,dRe ibadeba _ zeca amcnobs xalxs am sixaruls,dRe ibadeba _ rekavs sxivi cisferi cidan,gza mieciT, daukocneT xeli siyvaruls!***daiRala mTvareTxeli Rrublis kocniT,Rrubels eCqareba,dro ara aqvs mocdis.mTvare ukve vnebiTTaflis sityvebs RvenTavs,Rrubels eCqareba,magram mainc feTqavs.gaixara mTvaremda gulisxmiT usmens,veRar xedavs vnebiTukve gamqral Rrubels***kvlav Semxvdi dRes,nacnobma sevdam dasera mkerdi,esec amixda,isev xdebi fiqrebis RmerTi.rom ar vicode,ara gSvelis,xar erTaderTi,ver daviviwyeb axal Rimils,vixseneb Zvelsac.vici, rom miTxra,SeiZleba, davtovo coli,ar meubnebi,oqros jaWvi giWiravs xeliT.isev magiJeb lerwamiviT moqnili weliT,isev maxseneb, rom Sens sicilsara aqvs badali.is Rameebi,amqveyniuri sitkbo da tanjva,sxeulis brZola.Ramenatexis vnebis nisli,naTali mkerdi,iwyeba RmerTiT,Tavdeba sizmriTRamis wameba.kvlav Semxvdi dResda nacnobma mzeram dasera mkerdi,Tvals ver gaSoreb,erTaderTi xar,sitkbos zRva xar,vici, rom mRupav,ukve magiJebs axali vneba,magonebs Zvelsac.xom daZrwian samyaroSimartoobis gamyidvelebi,daedevnos, imaT aekidos..***oTaxSi rom marto zixar daquCis bolodan nacnobi xma Semogesmeba,fanjaras rom miafrindebi daCavlil mgzavrs Tvals gaayoleb,da es scena ganmeordebadReSi cxrajer, TveSi – samasjerda Senc yovel wamofrenazeguli udedo kviciviT gixtis –modi da vinme daarwmune, romki aravis elodebi,aramed ubralo CvevaabavSvobidan SemorCenili,albaT mavnec, radganSvilebs ise umalav,rogorc paltos qveS – cecxls mobriales,xeli ar Seyon,ar daiwvan,ar dainaxon..stumroba Sobasyvelas, visac hqonda didi siyvaruli dasjeroda amis.gvami ese ars...sabagamarjoba, gvamo,vifiqre, gvamebi mainc arsad midian,Sinidan fexsac ara dgamen,marto sxedan da odnav tokaven,Sevuvli-meTqi,ar gamocvlilxar.isev iseTi Tvalebi gaqvs,bavSvurad aprexili wamwamebi,gaxsovs, me garwmunebdi, romeg Tvalebi mwvanea, mwvane,Sen ki jiutad gaiZaxodi:lurjze lurjia...da am uTavbolo mzera-RrialSimaTSi feri sulac CavaqreT.isev gidgas Tixis doqiTavsasTumalTan.gaxsovs wyali, romelic me momqonda?gaxsovs wyali, romeliciRvreboda,radgan doqSi teva ar iyo.Sen ocnebobdi savse doqze,es ocneba sul win gedga dawylisa ki teva aRar iyogaxsovs, giTxari:ocnebebi dagleven-meTqi,aba ra meqnawyali aRar mometana?aRarsad mevlo?eh, gvamo, gvamo,cotas mivixed-movixedav,sul mgonia, romraRac damrCa SenTan.an baRSi damrCa,an saxlSi darmCa...Sen arafers metyvi?xmas ar amoiReb?gvamebi imitom arlaparakobT, romuneburad im raRacisadgilsamyofeli ar wamogcdeT?arada,ici rogor mWirdeba?rogorc sisxnakluls - sisxli,rogorc matls - RmerTida gzas ki - mtveri...marili gaxsovs?erTxel davsxediT damuWebiT mWameT,erTmaneTis sunTqvassunTqviT gadaswrebulebma,davsxediT dasul im mariliT amovivseT muclebi,gamTeniis TeTri varskvlavebic zed mivakvniteT,okeanis mlaSe, sadafic.raT ver micani;xandaxan minda xolmedagitiro.Cveulebrivad, rogorc Wirisuflis wesia,Cavjde Sens win,kalTaSi Cavikrifo mtevnebi damgeliviT movTqva...Cemi Tavic vitiro da Senic,mgzavric vitiro da Senic,mgzavric vitiro da Sinmisulic,bednieric vitiro da ubeduric,magramgamaxsendeba, romraRac damrCa daver mipovnia,Tvalebs aqeT-iqiT vawrialeb datirilisTvis veRar vicli.Caiwi, cotaxniT gverdiT mogiwvebi,Rame modis legioniviT,am Ramesac gadavaTenebda Tu moxda saswauli daamaRamveerTi varskvlavifanjridan Semoyofs oqrosfer ekals,Sens guls SevuSver,qinZisTaviviT davaCxvletineb...Tu moxda saswauli...Tu moxda saswauli!..