8 <strong>proza</strong> literaturuli gazeTidasawyisi me-2 gverdzeoflis sayelosaviT mxrebze wamomar-Tuli zustad Suaze gadaSlili wignicmogxvdeboda TvalSi.zogs wignebi fexebiviT pirdapirkisridan ewyeboda...mamakacTa Tmis varcxnilobani umetesadSavydian biznesdRiurebSi iyoTavmoyrili da Savive tyavis wvrilisaniSnebiT Suaze gayofili.saqmianni iyvnen.SemoqmedebiTebs zogs ujrebi hqondaSublze, kefaze, Txemze... gamoaRebdi,wigni gadageSleboda. zogierTwigniani iyo, zogi mravalwigniani.did da mcire tiraJianebic erivnen.zogs sadad da mowesrigebulad ewyoTavze mtversasrutiT gamomtverilida saTuTi daorTqvlis Semdeg muariTgadawmendili, gaprialebuli naTiTurebdaumCneveliwignebi. jibeebSiqaRaldis saWreli danebi cxvirsaxocebiviTewyoT. xom SeiZleboda vinmesmaTi wignebi gadaeSala, da ucilobdasWirdebodaT stambaSive Sewebebuli,argadafurcluli gverdebis gasacalkeveblad.zogs damtverili wignebidan sityvebisoxSivari asdioda.Tinos sayvarelma ucxo sityvaTaleqsikoniT momariaJe banovanTan gaabamaslaaTi, xelmklavic gamosdo,Sori Cabnelebuli fanCaturiskenwaruZRva da Tinom landebiRa SeniSna,erTmaneTis awewil furclebSi romCaergoT Tavebi... albaT stambis sunisRrmad Sesaynosad. vihihivihihihoooo.mitovebuli Seminulkedlebian,mrgval restorans, ayvavebul nuSebs,TeTri TaTmanebiT momarjvebul lupebsda monoklebs, mTvaris TaRSi asvetebulmarmarilos biustebs datorsebs, Sadrevnismociage, mocekvaveWavlebs,TeTrfrakian musikosebsda mimtanebs,niJarismagvarskamebs damagidebs, TeTrfilaqans, muzebs,mocekvave tuflebs,TeTrroials, dramebsda rame ganyenebulidanSescqeroda.vihihivihihivihihi...hooo?!daviTis qandakebamouaxlovda.Tavze wignebitalRebad ewyo._aq ra weria?_ daekarga mkacrimaka miqelaZegadamwereliidumaleba Tinos. Tavi gauwoda._ Cemi fani xar? Cemi "veSCia"! citatebizepirad ici, cuncul?veRarc saxels hkiTxavda, veRarcgvars, amitom Tqva:_ ra narcisisferi sinazea ara?cidan Semcivda._ar Canxar ubralo gogucuna,cuncul!_ wignebSi xelebi Seucura.aqamde Tinos es mkrexelobadeCveneboda, ukiTxavad sxvisi wignisgadafurcvla._ vnaxav sxvis wignebSi ra weria! _Tavazianad gascilda daviTs.tktktktk.wamowvima, Tu dro daiZra?wignebis kiTxva aRmoCnda magari.gaigo vin aris, ra aris, sad aris... tktkda tktk da rame... erTi, ori, sami, valsida martini, saRamo aRmoCnda martiviTmartivi....ai im moxucebs, wignebSi susambrisReroebCawyobils ra mosdiT? ratomefantebaT asoebi da ekribebaT krosvordebadmogonebebis? an am paJiviTbiWunas da angeloz gogos calxazianirveulebi, umartivesi da urTulesijamis formuliT ram aaWrela? vin Seaswavlasiyvaruli ras udris. daxuronTxeli rveulebi, batifexuri vinmem arnaxos, ar waSalos, sxvas ar akiTxos?an gazonebze mowolili wyviliswignebSi TandaTanobiT ratom qrebasityvebi... ui, sityvebi arc hqoniaT,sanoto rveuls efanteba furclebiise, rogorc nuSebs. SexedeT mrgvali,Seminuli restornis SuSebs. iq yvelawigni ikiTxeba. mxolod sarkiT Tudaakvirdebi, gadmobrunebul asoebs,mTvralebs. viRacas wigni davardnia.simTvralisas xom roca vcdiloT sxvisiwignebi gadavarCinoT, sakuTarsvkargavT.TeTro narciso, momewona SensSedevrSic oriod fraza...tktktktk da neba rom migeca yvelawigns waikiTxavda, cas waikiTxavda,wvimas... tktktktk da motorolerebisgabrazebulma bRuilma gaarRvia gabliuzebulijazi.bRRRR-Ti Semovardnilebi bzzzz-Ta daiarebodnen, jibidan vinCesterebiTisrodnen da Tavze wignebis nacvladkompiuterebi edgaT. iRliebSiprinterebi amoeCaraT da Ceqmebzeprocesorebi miemagrebinaT. mxrebzedinamikebi CaemagrebinaT da SublzevideoTvalebi ukiafebdaT. kudSi qseroqsianebimoCanCalebdnen. kabelianebifexs iTrevdnen, ukabeloni laRadmoabijebdnen.Tavebs morgebuli plazmuri monitorebi,brtyel ekranebs sxvadasxvagabaritebis mqones da gigabaitebisgamomsxivebels aqeT-iqiT Tavmomwonedatrialebdnen.dinamikebidan gamamxnevebeli sim-ZlavriT moitalReboda, vibrirebdada avibrirebda bio- da eleqtrovelebseleqtronuli musika.myudrod gadasiyvarulebuloaziss yovlismomcveli SiSi moedo.isini ucxo planetelebs hgavdnen._ SemoiSvnen! _ TavzardacemuliyviriliT gaiqca zogi._ isini Cvenze Ronierebi arian! _CurCulebdnen daqorili wiwilebiviTgafantulebi._ meored mosvlaa?_ meramdened! ra davaSaveT, ra?mosulni amazrzenad iqceodnen.wignebs kompiuterTa mexsierebaSierT-or operaciaSi aTavsebdnen.cifruli fotoebiT iRebdnen irgvlivmyofTawarsuls, awmyos da momavalsda Rormucela manqana am CanawerebsnTqavda.mobiluris gareSe iyvnen SexlarTuliraRac gaugebari, msofliotvinis qselSi da Zalauneburad SiggxlarTavdnen, gqonda tvini Tu ara.adgilidan fexis moucvlelad yidulobdnenaxal-axal motorolerebs,emuqrebodnen viwroWrilian rkinissafosto yuTebs ganadgurebiT, RiabaraTebic ki ararealuri hqondaT.Tu gabrazdebodi, ver daxevdi, undawageSala.zogi monitori usircxvilo gaSiSvlebebsise gadmoscemda, rom gindamisTvis Segexeda da ginda gaSiSvlebulimavTulisTvis mogekida xeli. mosulniCataobdnen kidec. procesorebSiCipebsac arWobdnen da zipebsacawyobdnen.saitidan saitze ise gadadiodnenrogorc veb-gverdidan veb-gverdzeda yvelaze SemaSinebeli _ fiqrobdnenda azrovnebdnen.maTSi borotmoqmednic erivnen.mosulni msoflioze gabatonebasapirebdnen.msoflios axali siCqareebis aRebaezareboda._ oh es beberi, beberi, beberi, daRlilimsoflio! magari filmia.dagvRala Zmao oqros kerpis devnam,mara ras dagvarbeninebs. waval am azrsCaviwer. _ maT fonze arc ise superiCanda.mosulTa belads klaviaturian,dividi romianad da romis dasaqoqiboTlebianad, yvelaferi saaTisxela5 - 18 Tebervali 2010leptopSi hqonda ganTavsebuli._ ra nikiT xar Semosuli? _ miadgaTinos.Tinos isedac antikvariatis ma-Raziidan gamotanilad eCvenebodaTavi._ aq ra weria? _ kiTxa meqanikurad._ gadagiprintereb ginda?Tinom ratomRac masTan intimi warmoidgina(arada gadaprintereba sxvarames niSnavda). albaT bevri kabeliTbevr xelsawyosTan SegaerTebs da Cagr-Tavs. piiip. Sen ki am dros unda iwripino:prlln, prlln. dlandaun dlandaun.klinc. trrr, trrr, trrtn. saamuria._ SiSiT gaacia._ repi? teqno?! superteqno?! ise-Ti priCo gaqvs, breikze gaWedavdi?Tino breikma daabreika. motyda dafexsacmelsac motexa qusli.mosulTa belads paJiviT biWunamCamoqaCa saxelo._ biZia, gaciebuli var, virusimaqvs._ me antivirusi._ icode dens gamogirTav, Cemi daCemi Seyvarebulis suraTi daupatentebladar dado.beladma azrian bavSvs axalTaxaliCipi usaxsovra. aseve sazRvargareTganaTlebis miRebis ufleba, msoflioSisaukeTesod kompiuterizirebuligamomcemlobis wignebTan erTad.Tino fexmotexiliviT gamoClaxundanuSis baRnaridan.ukan moixeda. bengali caTambrjenebadaizideboda. reklamebiviTgxvdeboda TvalSi. qali galaxuliviTtovebda did, mwvane da arsebobisaTvisbrZolis vels.dilis xuTis naxevari idga.cas ribi-rabo Seepara.uferul dilis, uferul qalaqSi,carieli qalis cariel saxlTan bukinistiTavis xaraCosdar daxlTan idga,TiTqos arc wasulao.viRacas eloda.Tino qvafenilTan Camojda da fexsacmlisqusls dauwyo Camagreba. gamwarebuliurakunebda qvafenils._ isa ra qvia, Tqven, ukacravad,eee... wignebis Semosavali gyofniT?isev TvalebiT gauRimes._ wignebis gadamwerladac vmuSaob._ xeliT? _ gakvirvebulma amoxeda._ ara, uflis SewevniT. _ dinjadgaicina.Tino wamodga, Tavze wigni Seiswora,gaimarTa da mixvda._ waval, me TviTon wavikiTxav Cemswigns, vnaxav risi datoveba SeiZleba,risi gamotoveba, risi waSla, risigadawera... ra axalia, ra Zveli...an raa ucvleli.dasawyisi me-3 gverdzezviad kvaracxeliayvelas Tvalwinguli feTqavda – Sublze dafeniliZarRvidan, majebidan, koWebidanZgerda da sicocxlis niSanwyalsaRvivebda, mSoblis wiaRSi dagrovilsunTqvas.mere, didi xnis mere, Zilis win, yovelRame vigonebdi am sizmars. gaciskrovnebuliRimiliT micqerda deda-Svili, kmayofili da bednieri orTave.ori cxovreba gagvevlo ukve – ZvelistiliT da axali stiliT, bavSvamdeda Cvilis gamoCenis Semdeg dawyebuli.sxvebi navaWriT, naSovniT damonagariT iTvlidnen welTaRricxvas,aq kidev velis SroSanebi unda gangecada,romlebic arc Sromobdnen, arcarTavdnen, magram ufali zrunavda maTsamoselze.– ai mand, boloSi, – vetyodi da Zvelikaradisken gaiqceodaCemi patara,ydaSemoxeul, gacveTilwigns ipovnidada damidebda sas-TumalTan.grZnobaTa nakrebiiyo, wigni ki ara –yvaviliT moniSnuligverdebi, sanTlisnaRvenTebi etyobodakideebze, naTiTurebi,erTad rom vSlidiTda vfurclavdiT.cremlicalag-alag.erTxel xelnawerifurclebi gadmocvivda da bavSvisdaJineba rom ara, albaT moveridebodiTase sajarod wakiTxvas.gabrazda, gametebiT daabakuna ma-Ralquslianebi iatakze, furclebiamafara TvalebTan.Segvrcxva orives.`rac ufro mouTmenlad gavixedebisivrceSi, miT meti bundovani gamosaxulebaamoyveba warmosaxvas, mexsierebisbades da zogan Tu Slami gamoeria,eg araferi, odesme oqros TevzicdaviWiro iqneba~ – sanam TviTonSegvekiTxeboda, tyuili ver SevbedeTda mokrZalebulad avuxseniT, rommTeli Zveli welTaRricxva, anu sanammisi unaocnebaresoba moevlinebodaqveyanas, aseTi debilobebis wera-kiTxviTviyaviT gatacebuli, ufro sworad,gviyvarda erTmaneTi da es iyouCinari sibrZne da Seucnobelisibriyvec.– me vwerdi, dediko kadrebs iyodadarajebuli...ra dro gamoviareT!fiqrs mivendobodi, magram mogonebaSiyofnas ar maclida pataramargaliti, axal furcels momaCeCebdada mec –`mtredi maxlda. ambis Semtyobadgamovgzavne, magram masze metad me mindodasiaxleSi livlivi, drosTan gajibreba.amitom vidre gavuSvebdi,plastmasis saTamaSosaviT movmarTe,Cems gverdiT rom efrina, gamegonamadliani frTebis faTquni da Seusvenebladmevlo, sanam gaRma napirsmivaRwevdi, Cveni Sexvedrebis qviSianmiwas~...iWvneulad gadmogvxedavda, TvalebSiverom ekiTxeba gakvirveba daraRac, daujereblad bavSvuri... bavSvuraddaujerebeli.neta araferi gveTqva!ucnaurad wamogvyrida dilaadrian.Tbil tansacmels da ganuyrel, bumbulaquds moiTxovda, CaTbundebodada Cvenze adre, kibeebs Cayveboda marto,rogorc yvelas Tvalwin moarulisicocxle, ocnebis naperwkalidedamiwaze...Cemi da Seni.maia kudavas fotoebi
5 - 18 Tebervali 2010***`gaTenebula, gamiSvi,gamijavrdeba dedao.~xalxuriSen rom waxvide, damtovo,Cemi mSveleli vin ari.damazrobs dardis yinuli,wamiRebs cremlis mdinare.Sen rom waxvide, vaime,imedis Zafi gawydeba,gana marto me vidardeb,varskvlavebs guli dawydebaT.davrCebi marto, euli,umweod xelapyrobili,ar gamiRimebs uSenodarc mTvare, Seni dobili.ugulod, usiyvarulod,sixaruli xom ar mova.Sen rom waxvide, damtovo,CemTvis mze rogor amova.rogorRa gavZlo uSenod,Sens gulTan locviT misulma,an deda ratom ijavrebs,Tu gulma guli isurva?!kafioba mTaSivismen mTielTa kafiasda guli lxeniT mevseba,me gamaoces wamiswamdabadebulma leqsebma.iq, vinme sityvas an saTqmelsgana eZebs da igonebs,mTas Sexedavs da umalvebages mowydeba striqoni.cas Sexedavs da uecradsuli cisaken iweva,CanCqerebi da cis namisityva-riTmebad iqceva.iq yvela qarTul enas dasamSoblos ealerseba,da mTebis ia-vardebimoedineba leqsebad.roca Sairi iwyeba,iReba leqsis karebicda maTi sawer-kalamixdeba fanduris larebi.nodar jalaRoniaTumc mec raRacas vcodvilobda saqme leqsebs exeba,maTi Sairis Semyures,xma rogor amomeReba.literaturuli gazeTimec `adamians daveZeb~Tumc wlebi midi-modian,isev didia cTuneba.aRar icvleba adviladadamianis buneba.mec minda, axla xatis winTxovna-vedrebiT davece...mec sanTliT xelSi davdivarda `adamians daveZeb~.dialogi sulTanTurme sicocxle am qveyanazeSeniT iwyeba, SeniT Tavdeba.vatyob, viqcevi amaoebad,ar damidgebi Tuki Tavdebad.aris Zili da aris sizmarikacis sicocxle Turme uSenodda Cems wuxils da gulis tkivilsac,sulo,isev Sen unda uSvelo.raSi mWirdeba ise sicocxle,Tundac avsili nadim-lxiniTa,Cemi samSoblos madls da sikeTesTuki Cems gulTan aRar miitan.raSi mWirdeba Seni sicocxle,Seni uazro Jivil-xivili,Tuki Cems gulsac ar aatirebCemi qveynis da xalxis tkiviliT.raSi mWirdeba Seni sicocxleanda amao Weqa-quxilic,Tuki Cems gulsac ar aakvnesebsxvaTa dardiT da sxvaTa wuxiliT.Tu ar iqnebi bWe da msajuliqveynis gamcemis, lizRis, Tavxedis.Tu ar daxvdebi stumars maspinZladda mters Tu mtrulad aRar daxvdebi.Tu qarTul miwas, enas da sityvasver mouvli da ver upatroneb,raSi mWirdeba Seni sicocxle,wadi,sikvdilTan marto damtove.***roca droa boRmianida samSoblos Ralatia,cbierebis doRi ari,TaRliTebis paradia.Sen rom sandod geCveneba,iqac Suri-Ralatia.vaglax! jildod erTgulebis,Turme, giJis xalaTia.Semomeyara qarTveli`Semomeyara yivCaRisazRvarsa muxranisasa~.xalxuriSemomeyara TbilisSiqarTuli saxel-gvariTa,vebrZviT erTmaneTs guldagulxan sityviT, xanac xmaliTa.is Tavis naTqvams ara Tmobs,arc me vTmob cocxal TaviTa,Cveni mtrobiT ki qveyanamvera da ver idaviTa.Cven rom erTmaneTs ar vindobTduSmani xarobs amiTa,Casafrebuli yivCaRiTvals ar gvacilebs wamiTac.vai, rom veRar mivmxvdarvarT,guls rom vabarebT mtrisasa...aqeT me vkvdebi, iqiT is,samSoblo midis sxvisasa.mamulisTvis vinc dRes kvdebaeZRvneba avgsitos omSidaRupulTa xsovnaswinaparTa naTel saxelsTumc ar vaklebT xotba-qebas,magram unda vaqoT isic,mamulisTvis vinc dRes kvdeba.xom vaxsenebT samass qarTvels,vinc im krwaniss Seewira,magram dResac qarTvelebixom Seakvdnen rokis gvirabs.ar movakloT unda qeba,arc dRevandel qarTvel gmirebs,usaflavo vaJkacebidedebma rom ver itires.qarTvlis dedis ukvdav saxesyvela qarTvel qalSi vxedavTda siyvaruls nu movaklebTim Svilmoklul qarTvel dedas.nu movaklebT maTac qebas,vinc uZilod ebrZvis Rames,sul erT wamSi gaTeTrebulvaJkacebis vaJkac mamebs.unda vaqoT da vadidoTCveni Tanamedrovenic,dRevandeli paatebicotneebi, Tevdorebi.suli vaxtang gorgaslisaisev ibrZvis da dRegrZelobsda gmirebis saxelebiemateba saqarTvelos.<strong>poezia</strong> 9zoia vaSakiZe***gadmoxara qarma dafna,Cems winare daamdabla...raRac ucnauri ZaliTvigrZen survili qaris -Tayvaniscema qalis.***Cakocna mTvarem vardis baRebi,miRma CurCuli atexes xeTa...vardisfrad enTo gadasaxedi,eZina tkbilad Tbiliss da mcxeTas.ca krToda, rogorc cicinaTela,hgavda qveyana macxovris mRvimesda Wreli fiqri, viT cisartyela,Tavs evleboda amers da imers.***me isev giZRvni qebaTa qebas,ros mwifobisTve Sens zRvarSi dgeba...fers, Sabiamnis, Carecxavs wvimada oqros feri daiwyebs brwyinvas...daesizmrebaT maWari qvevrebs,cas Sexedaven tuCebis lokviTda RvTiur wveniT tanmZime vazebsmSobiarobis SeakrTobT rokva...***isev dagikref yvavilebs,mzisa da mTvaris ferians,isev gulians gimRereb,viT adre damimReria.70? arc cotada arca ise bevria.win didi gzaa, kvlav vmReri...kvlav mnatroben... kvlav melian...aragvTanam Cems bajaRlo mxareSiucxo vin alaparakda...an es Rrublebi, pirquSni,aq, Cems caze, rad dalagda...fiqri aragvze Sobili,wuxiliT Cadna aragvTan...Cems mkvidrT mSvelelad gixmobTo, -kvnesa momesma balaxTa...***daZvelda mTvare,daZvelda Tovli,beber samyarosgabezrebuli ferebi mosavs...iqneb dro aris moinaTlosaxlad yoveli...da axlovdeba iqneb Jamimeored mosvlis.nasaxlarTanmidian sadRac...monatrebulni qurqsa da farCas,momferebeli aqeT, am miwiscotaRa darCa.veRar visveneb, wrialebs fiqri...da ugemurad mivirTmev vaxSams.***Camoekida wvima Rrubelzeda Tbil qarebSinela qanaobs...adidda Rele...xval SeiZleba am ReleSimzem ibanaos.