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14 proza<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
dasawyisi me-7 gverdze<br />
arCil qiqoZe<br />
Citis da kacis ambavi<br />
ebodi. mgoni, Tavis siamayiT iqamde<br />
mivida, rom Tavad moigona raRac axali<br />
religiis msgavsi, romlis erTaderTi<br />
qurumi da mimdevaric TviTon iyo.<br />
mas sxva ritualebic hqonda... adre<br />
albaT amas ar izamda, amisTvis ver<br />
moiclida, magram bolos sakuTari<br />
Tavi gamoketa Tavis sabrZanebelSi.<br />
iqaurobas zafxulobiTac ki ar tovebda,<br />
roca cxvari ukve mTaSi iyo, xolo<br />
gavarvarebul, tafadqceul qvabulSi<br />
Tomas garda xmis gamcemi aravin hyavda.<br />
yvelaferi gayida, daitova cxvari,<br />
romelic zafxulobiT mTaSi midioda,<br />
zamTarSi ki brundeboda da mravldeboda<br />
da Tevzi, romelic wyalsacavSi<br />
hyavda gaSvebuli da romlis dasaWerad<br />
xandaxan raionidan iZaxebda me-<br />
Tevzeebs. kotejebsac amuSavebda sastumrod<br />
da raRac Semosavali monadireebisgan<br />
da Cveni Cayvanili Tqvennairi<br />
Citebis moyvaruli turistebisganac<br />
hqonda. ese igi, mTeli misi Semosavli<br />
mis wyalSi curavda, mis miwaze<br />
dadioda da frinavda kidec. saxlze<br />
sabolood aicrua guli _ Svilebis<br />
gamo...<br />
_ mefis garda kidev hyavda Svilebi<br />
_ eseTi kaci egeT Svilebs ar imsaxurebs,<br />
_ CurCuliT meubneba Toma. ma-<br />
Sin RmerTi gamiwyra da Sua zafxulSi<br />
Camovedi am WalebSi. mTeli dRe rom<br />
mdinareSi mjdariyavi, mainc ver<br />
grildebodi, iori TiTqos duRda,<br />
uTvalavi koRo, sruliad waSlili<br />
horizonti da gaxurebuli Tunuqis<br />
saxuravi, romlis qveS RamiTac ar iyo<br />
Sveba. gareT kibis safexurze vzivarT,<br />
gverdiT Toma Wrialebs saqanao savar-<br />
Zelze _ fufunebis erTaderT nivTze,<br />
rac ki abadia da rogor Relavs xolme,<br />
Tuki zamTarSi vinme sanadirod Camosul<br />
deputats an gazafxulze vinme<br />
gadamTiel Citze moTvalTvales Tavis<br />
to `uxsenebels~ eZaxis. qaquca TiTqos<br />
arc aiqnevs bars da mainc erTi mokle<br />
dartmiT Suaze Wris Slangze msxvil<br />
sxeuls, romelic wamis win irkaleboda<br />
da saSiSad SiSinebda.<br />
_ erTi vaJi kidev hyavda _ umcrosi.<br />
gonebasusti, faqtobrivad, idioti.<br />
mefes me ramdenjerme Sevxvedrivar<br />
iorze. mamisgan malulad kotejebis<br />
ukan plans eweoda xolme. im meores ki<br />
qaquca arc ki aCenda. cxvenoda aseTi<br />
Svilebi. meoreze amboben, rom normaluri<br />
yofila da mere gagiJebula.<br />
Tavis droze qaqucas ar dauklia mis-<br />
Tvis eqimebi, magram veraferi uSveles.<br />
me is arasodes minaxavs. amboben, rom<br />
patara bavSvis goneba aqvs da pirdabanili<br />
da movlili mxolod dedis da<br />
misTvis miCenili momvlelis wyalobiT<br />
aris, magram xandaxan axerxebs da saxlidan<br />
garbis. Sors ar midis, iqve<br />
sofelSi daexeteba da yvelasagan sigarets<br />
Txoulobs. Tan yvelas erTsa da<br />
imaves eubneba: `xo ici, visi biWic var!~<br />
magiT TiTqos Tavs izRvevs gareT gaparuli,<br />
misTvis ucxo samyaroSi aRmoCenili.<br />
is axsovs, rom viRac magaris<br />
Svilia. misTvis zurgis Semqcevi mama<br />
mainc eimedeba...<br />
_ es tragikuli ambavia.<br />
_ qaqucasnairi kacisTvis ormagad<br />
tragikuli. am qveyaSi SvilebisTvis<br />
cxovroben, yovel SemTxvevaSi, TviTon<br />
sjeraT, rom asea. dovlaTs maTTvis<br />
agroveben. aq, magaliTad, aravis mouva<br />
azrad, Tavis qoneba romelime, vTqvaT,<br />
cxovelTa damcvel organizacias<br />
uanderZos...<br />
_ es sabWoTa mentalobis gadmonaSTebia.<br />
eg droc mova...<br />
_ SeiZleba. oRond manamde qaquca<br />
iorze Tavis mamulSi gamoiketa. is<br />
ufro didi gaqanebis kaci iyo da es<br />
unayofo miwa, Walebi da avSanmodebuli<br />
velebi misTvis xafangad iqca. Tanac<br />
7 - 20 ivnisi 2013<br />
mere vinCesteridan tyvia daaxala, eseve<br />
hyavs sakuTar maranSi gaSlil sufrasTan<br />
Caxocili ori saxelovani ya-<br />
CaRi. imaT ambebs dRemde hyvebian da<br />
`cxonebulebad~ moixsenieben, ufro<br />
Cvevis gamo, Torem isini aravis uyvarda.<br />
codvebi imdeni da, SeiZleba, metic<br />
hqondaT, ramdenic maTi xelobis da<br />
droebis saxelian qalaqelebs, oRond<br />
Tbiliseli yaCaRebisgan gansxvavebiT<br />
ar gaaCndaT stili da sul ar anaRvlebdaT<br />
reputacia. ufro metic, reputacia<br />
ra iyo, ambadac ar gaegonaT da<br />
es maT kidev ufro saxifaToebs xdida.<br />
areulobamde sul patara biWebi iyvnen<br />
_ Cveulebrivi glexis Svilebi da kacis<br />
kvlaSi ucabedad dakacdnen. kidev<br />
kargad mRerodnen... amas yvela aRniSnavda.<br />
maT sofelSi yofila biWebis sim-<br />
Reris gundi, romelsac saTaveSi edga<br />
erTi axirebuli, sikvdilisgan daviwyebuli<br />
moxuci lotbari, romelsac<br />
axsovda ramdenime sruliad unikaluri<br />
xalxuri simRera, maT Soris mxolod<br />
im soflisTvis damaxasiaTebeli<br />
mravalJamieri. ar unda daikargoso! _<br />
jiutad gaiZaxoda da TviTon uSvilZirod<br />
darCenilma mezobeli biWebis<br />
gundi Semoikriba. imaTSi kidev es<br />
ori yvelaze niWieri yofila. xmebi<br />
hqoniaT sul mTlad gasaocari. mere da<br />
mere Searqves kidec momRerali yaCaRebi.<br />
klavdnen da mRerodnen, Zarcvavdnen<br />
da mRerodnen. erTi mesame xma _<br />
bani akldaT da avtomatis kakani iyo<br />
imaTi bani. sul simRer-simReriT Camouares<br />
da xarki daades yvela meRvines<br />
da mevaxSes da bolos fulebis asaxevad<br />
qaqucasac moadgnen. aravis indobdnen,<br />
aravis endobodnen da maran-<br />
Si maTTvis gaSlil sufrasTanac muxlebze<br />
ewyoT avtomatebi. mainc motyuvdnen,<br />
mainc modundnen... imaTze<br />
misacem fulze meti saqmis gakeTeba<br />
dajda, magram eg iyo da eg _ azrad<br />
aRaravis mosvlia qaqucas Sewuxeba _<br />
saxifaTo kacis saxeli daigdo. yaCaRebs<br />
sul TavebSi da gulebSi hqondaT<br />
tyviebi moxvedrili. sanam mezoblebs<br />
dauZaxebda, maspinZelma erT-erTis<br />
makarovidan tyvia cacias xelisgulSi<br />
gaitara, imave iaraRidan erTi-ori<br />
marnis kedelsac daaxala da eg iyo _<br />
daixata suraTi... yaCaRoba da iZulebiT<br />
Tavdacva...<br />
momRerali yaCaRebis dasaflavebaze<br />
moxuci lotbari Turme martodmarto,<br />
calke idga sasaflaoze amosul<br />
uzarmazar cacxvis xes miyudebuli da<br />
gulamoTqmiT tiroda, vin icis, im xeze<br />
ufro beberi. cacxvi xo male izrdeba...<br />
sakuTar saxlSi Setyuebuli ori<br />
cocxali adamianis damxocavi axla<br />
Cems Tvalwin Tavis mwyemsebs umaspin-<br />
Zldeba. imaT kidev wlidan wlamde am<br />
dRes iseTi gaognebuli gamometyvelebebi<br />
aqvT, rogoric albaT xornabujSi<br />
gamomwyvdeul yvelis vaWrebs hqondaT.<br />
erTaderTi yvelaze Soreuli binis<br />
sarqal calTvala axmedas ar aqvs ganwiruli<br />
da bedisweras mindobili saxe.<br />
TbilisSi Cemi kompiuteri misi portretebiTaa<br />
savse da mainc, arcerTi ar<br />
aris srulyofili. am adamians Tavis<br />
erTaderTi TvaliT TiTqos meti aqvs<br />
nanaxi, vidre yvela danarCens, romlebsac<br />
verafriT gaugiaT, gaqanebuli<br />
dolis dros rad uwevT binebis da<br />
col-Svilis mitoveba da amsiSore gzaze<br />
fexiT wamosvla imisTvis, rom im kacis<br />
miZRvnil Rvinos da xaSlamas<br />
daeZalon, vis mimarTac arafers<br />
grZnoben SiSisa da ridis garda. is ki<br />
ar ician, rom didi xnis win am dRes<br />
xornabujis dilegSi yinvisgan sulamoxdili<br />
Tavis TanamoZmis saxsenebel<br />
sufras uzian. Savi mozveri sakuTari<br />
Svilis sibriyviT daRupul kacis saxseneblad<br />
dauklavs qaqucas da amitomac<br />
ver naxavT aq qarTvel mwyemsebs. am<br />
dRes qaquca mxolod urjuloTaTvis<br />
Slis sufras...<br />
_ ki magram, es xom ubralod<br />
cinizmia!<br />
sigarets rom vqaCav, gaRvivebuli<br />
Tambaqo odnav aCens Cemi ingliselis<br />
Txel profils. kidev Cabnelebuli nakrZalis<br />
gadaRma didi Crdilis qedis<br />
siluets varCev.<br />
_ cinizmi mudam Tan axlavs Zalauflebas,<br />
magram am SemTxvevaSi mainc ver<br />
dageTanxmebiT. mgoni, is kaci cinizmis-<br />
Tvis metismetad martivi adamiani iyo,<br />
oRond amas naklad sulac ar vuTvli.<br />
_ Sen mas isev warsulSi moixsenieb...<br />
_ da maqvs kidec saamiso mizezi...<br />
cinizmi ara... es ufro siamayea. qristianoba<br />
amas ampartavnobas uwodebs da,<br />
mgoni, mZime codvadac miiCnevs. am kacs<br />
me mxolod ramdenime weli vicnobdi,<br />
mas mere gavicani, rac rajebam – Cemma<br />
kompanionma _ moifiqra, rom Citebis<br />
cqeriT fulis gakeTeba SegveZlo.<br />
swored maSin daviwyeT gazafxulobiT<br />
mis mamulSi turistebis tareba.<br />
zamTrobiT Tavis kotejebSi is monadireebs<br />
iRebda, gazafxulobiT Cven<br />
CavdiodiT. oRond me privatulad<br />
zamTarSi da Semodgomazec daviwye iq<br />
siaruli. araferSi vuSlidi xels da<br />
mitanda. me mas ramdenime weli vakvirdsavarZelSi<br />
moqanaves naxavs. TviTon<br />
saintereso sanaxavia _ did savarZel-<br />
Si dakarguli patara kaci, iataks fexebiT<br />
rom ver swvdeba da iqidan Camosaxtomad<br />
savarZlis mTeli ZaliT gadaqaneba<br />
uwevs...<br />
netav, rogor Svilebs imsaxurebs<br />
qaquca niavi odnavac ar iZvris. Toma<br />
iqiT ixedeba, sadac sibneleSi batonis<br />
Sublis fanari bJutavs. wylis cisternas<br />
mierTebuli SlangiT qaquca atmebs<br />
rwyavs. dRisiT, papanaqebaSi rom miuSvas<br />
wyali, moiTenTeba da CaixuTeba<br />
nergebi. arc RamiT morwyva uSvelis. eg<br />
atmebi Tomas axirebaa, romelic ulaparakod<br />
ausrula qaqucam, Tumca icoda<br />
am ayalo Tixnarze atmebs gaxareba<br />
ar ewera.<br />
`Cqara, Toma, bari momitane! gvelia<br />
aqa~, _ sibnelidan iZaxis qaquca da me<br />
miwevs baris waReba, radgan iorze gatarebuli<br />
wlebis miuxedavad Toma<br />
egrec ver daeCvia gvelebis mezoblobas.<br />
saxelsac ar ambobs magaTs da marsruliad<br />
mesakuTruli damokidebuleba<br />
hqonda iqaurobis mimarT. Cemnair,<br />
misTvis uwyinar fotoaparatian Tbilisels<br />
Tu aitanda cota xniT da am<br />
dros ori mxridan Semouties. ampartavnoba<br />
swored maSin Seeyara, roca<br />
iorze qristianoba mivida da kidev<br />
jari. pirveli jari iyo...<br />
_ giurza, giurza, falanga var.<br />
rogor gesmis Cemi<br />
giurza rogorc yovelTvis adgilzea<br />
da yvelaferi esmis.<br />
_ giurza, giurza, mexuTe kvadrat-<br />
Si unda Sesvla. damidasture, rogor<br />
gaige isev is TeTri lendroveria,<br />
guSin rom iyo. guSinwinac. damidasture,<br />
gavataro<br />
udabnosferi forma, cal xelSi<br />
msubuqad daWerili avtomati, mWidebiT<br />
gatenili Jileti da sakuTari mniSvnelobis<br />
sruli SegrZneba. guSindeli<br />
glexis Svili da exla ukve komandosi,<br />
Tu kidev raRaca. sruli seriozuloba.<br />
Rimili, simsubuqe da mama-papuri<br />
glexuri eSmakoba samudamod Cabarda<br />
warsuls, darCa mxolod sibriyvemde<br />
misuli movaleobis grZnoba da udabnos<br />
Sxamiani saxelebi...<br />
erT Semodgomazec sasazRvro posti<br />
gadmotanili damxvda da samxedroebis<br />
da qaqucas urTierToba ukve<br />
samudamod gafuWebuli. adre zeviT,<br />
borcvebSi azerbaijanis sazRvridan<br />
or kilometrSi idgnen. magram im<br />
zafxuls etyoba mobezrdaT papanaqebaSi<br />
gavarvarebul vagonSi yofna da<br />
ivrisken daiwies. orkilometriani<br />
sasazRvro zona xuTkilometriani gaxda.<br />
aq TevzaobiT mainc irTobdnen Tavs<br />
da xandaxan wyalSic wvebodnen. Camovidnen<br />
da aRarasdros wavidnen. calTvala<br />
axmedas bina, romlis garSemoc yvelaze<br />
meti duraji budobda da mSrali<br />
xevi, romlis ayaloiani kedlebi sul<br />
yapyapebis da kvirionebis sabudarebi-<br />
Taa daxvretili, sadac xetialsac<br />
araferi sjobia, radgan yovel mosaxvevSi<br />
an kakabi wamogifrindeba, an kurdReli<br />
gagisxlteba anda giurzas SiSini<br />
haerSi gagaSeSebinebs gadasadgmelad<br />
aweul fexs, es yvelaferi<br />
sasazRvro zonaSi moeqca da mexuTe<br />
kvadrati daerqva. kidev im xevSi me<br />
lelianis katis soroc meguleba...<br />
samxedroebi pirdapir dambis meore<br />
mxares dadgnen da yovel gaSvebaze<br />
gvawvaleben mec, Cvens turistebsac,<br />
qaqucasac ki. exla calTvala axmedas<br />
portretis gadasaRebadac aqedan<br />
Sors StabSi aRebuli nebarTva mWirdeba<br />
da kidev yovel jerze udabnosfer<br />
formaSi gamowyobil jariskacebTan<br />
laparaki, romelic verafriT viswavle.<br />
mgoni, mec Cemi mgonia aqauroba da<br />
yovel jerze vfxukianob. an arada, ar<br />
unda iyos Zneli _ manqanidan gadmosvla<br />
da Sinaurulad `biWebs gaumarjos!~,<br />
sulac raionis maRaziidan orlitriani<br />
ludis wamoReba, am mosawyen<br />
adgilas biWebma piri rom gaisvelon,<br />
magram ar gamomdis. verc amaT vitan da<br />
verc sxvebs, vinc aqaurobas mexuTe kvadrati<br />
daarqva da eseni Caayena...<br />
_ giurza, ver gavige, gavataro Tu<br />
ara! nebarTva aqvs. gavataro<br />
_ Sena, da rame sxva ro dairqvaT,<br />
magaliTad maCvi da Txunela, ar mosula<br />
falanga racias eSveba da yuradRebiT<br />
makvirdeba. mec Tvals vusworeb.<br />
ooo, rogor ar miyvars formiani<br />
rom mWams TvalebiT.<br />
_ viTom ratom – ki, guSindeli<br />
glexis Svilia. es oficialuri toni<br />
rom ar hqondes farad afarebuli, sul<br />
odnav bunebrivad rom laparakobdes,<br />
kiloze mivxvdebodi, sadauria. iqneb,<br />
raionic ki gamomecno.<br />
_ ukeTesi iqneboda...<br />
me erTi rame mWirs. reaqcia migviandeba.<br />
xSirad momdis egre... safrTxis<br />
da faTerakisac gvian SemeSindeba<br />
xolme, zogjer ise gvian, rom ukve Cavlilia<br />
yvelaferi. egre jeelobaSi<br />
erTi-orjer ise damigvianda SeSineba,<br />
rom lamis uSiSari kacis saxeli davigde.<br />
_ samyaro gaxdeba ukeTesi, jariskacebma<br />
yvelgan maCvebi, zRarbebi da<br />
Txunelebi rom dairqvan...
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