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6 proza literaturuli gazeTi 19 marti - 1 aprili 2010rusa amirejibierTxel, fanjris rafaze vijeqi da`Cerez~ mina vuyure gadacemas ingliselyvavebze. sxvaTaSoris, am gogosCemi danaxvis ar eSinia, is ki ara,miRimis xolme, ra tipia, Tu `vevasebi~sakenki mainc damiyaros, raa! ki vermoifiqrebs! hoda, ras vambobdi, inglisissamefo karze yvavebi ezoSi hyoliaTgaSvebuli, Tu gafrindebodnen,Turme, es cuds moaswavebda. warmoidgineT,saflavebic ki hqondaT: yvavipirveli, yvavi meore da ase Semdeg.xandaxan egoizmi wamZlevs xolme davnatrob, iq mainc davbadebuliyavimeTqi.maincadamainc Tavi `gadavikrasko~da kurtumoabzekilma viaro?am Cems xmas raRa vuyo? daviwvrilo davimRer-viJRurtulo? fuu! amas arasodesvizam! ise, erTi cnobili mweraliambobs, yvavebi erTmaneTs ferebSixedaven da ase ansxvavebeno. vgiJdebiraaa, amas sxva frinvelebi ver amCnevenda eg kaci saidan mixvda? saswauliaraa?mag gadacemaSi isic Tqves, yvavierTaderTi frinvelia, romelsac inteleqtiaqvs da amas `cxoveli cnobismoyvareobiT~gamoxatavso. sxvafrinvelebi ki, ubralod carielebida xamebi ariano. nu, kai, ho, es ar uTqvamT,me davamate, magram `aCividna~rom asea raa. hoda, ramem Tu damainteresa,viReb, vikvlev da ki ar viyvavi` _ ai naxe, isev mofrinda (gogo)_ vaaa, Zmakaac, gaumarjos (biWi)(icinian)ai, movedii. oRondac yoranSi nuagereviT, raa. egeni Cvenze didebi arian,ufro Savebi da leSsac Wamen. arcqalaqi uyvarT, gunduri cxovreba daurTierTobac ar `evasebaT~. erTmaneTsvmtrobT. noeze nervebi meSleba,yorani raRa gasagzavni iyo kidobnidan,wyalma daiklo Tu ara. Cven ra,mag saqmes ver auvidodiT?! magram,moSinaurebuli hyavda... adamianebiyornebs gamoamwyvdeven xolme daesenic, galiasac eCvevian da patronsac.saseirnod roca mihyavT, ggoniaTgafrindebian? misdeven da zemodanZaRliviT icaven patrons. nu, kargi,erTguleba dasafasebelia, magram, mepiradad arasdros gavxdebi imis erTguli,vinc Tavisuflebas wamarTmevs.Tu, raxan gamomwyvdeuls SimSiliTara mklavs, amitom unda miyvardes?araa, gmadlobT, TviTonac kargad vuvliTTavs. me ubralod yvavi var, magramaba sxva frinvelebs hkiTxeT, aseveubralod ityvian, yvaviao? ras aRarmohyvebian, rom Savi var da saSinelixma maqvs, uzneo var, boroti da viwyevlebi.RmerTia mowme, rom cudi jeraravisTvis mdomebia, arc araferi momiparavsodesme, miTumetes frinvelisTvisda arc miRalatia. amas Cemi`Cisti~ kacuri gagebiT geubnebiT, magrameseni _ meridebian. gekiTxebiT,riT var sxvaze naklebi? mtredebsmainc vjobivar, arc sisxlSi maqvsamosvrili fexebi da arc sazizRradvyuyuneb, magas Tu RuRuni hqvia.fuuu... Tan ra Tavxedebi arian, fexzedaisvam _ Tavze aRmoCndeba. isedaijgimebian quCebze, moednebsa daaivnebze, TiTqos Citebi ki ara, adamianebiiyvnen. Tan sad magaTi tvinis mowyobiloba,sad Cveni. amas me ki ara, mecnierebiamboben. im turtlian daujiSo beRurebs xom arc vaxseneb! Tu-TiyuS-baiyuSebi xom saerTod raa...arc gugulebiviT ugulo varT da arckodalebiviT vburRavT tvins.` _ aSkarad gvekontaqteba, rasasaciloa.._ ho, mgoni raRacas gviyveba.naxe, rogor gviyurebs da Cxavis.~ara, yvelas vjobivar-meTqi ar vambob,Tavmdabali da pirdapiri frinvelivar, magram Cems saTqmelsyovelTvis viZaxi. simarTle ki aravissiamovnebs. amitomac migoneben, romCems Cxavils cudi moaqvs. cudi ki armomaqvs, vafrTxileb. es Zaanac kargadician, magram Cem sasargeblod ityvianrames?! maTgan gansxvavebiT, `mxeci~intuicia maqvs da vcdilob vinmes vargo.keTilSobili, humanuri frinvelivar. Tqven warmoidgineT, es saZagelimtredebic ki miyvars(fuu). aba, ZveleburadTeTri viyo da maTsaviT kurtumoabzekilidavgogmanobde? albaTar iciT, rom odesRac fiTqina TeTrebivyofilvarT. Turme, didi xnis win,axalgazrda hermesma apoloni moatyuada misi Zroxebi gaireka. apolonmayvavebs gvkiTxa, vin momparao da Cvencgulaxdilad vupasuxeT, rom olimpismeTormete RmerTma waiyvana misi Zroxebi.hermesi ambiciuri kaci iyo da apolonisSemdeg meTormeted rom davasaxeleT,gadairia, gacofda da TovliviTTeTri yvavebi Savad gvaqcia. ai,Cemi didi bebia ki am ambavs sxvanairadhyveboda, hermesma ki ara, apolonmagagvaSava, radgan Seyvarebulis RalatimovaxseneTo. yovel SemTxvevaSi,pirdapiroba da sikeTe RmerTebTanacki Zvirad dagvjdomia...toveb, vagdeb. ukan ar mimaqvs, romdavabruno, SeeSindebaT, andac damiWeren.warmoidgineT, rom`_ ra gabmiT Cxavis, ra Wirs amyvavs dRes..._ netav, rame cudi xom ar... ~es gogo xedavs yvavs, romelicoTaxSi mofrinavs da niskartSi, magaliTad,is `neviZimka~ aqvs gaCrili,cota xnis win rom dakarga. yvavi magidazedebs da mifrinavs. ar SeeSindeba?nuu, ucnaurad mainc moeCveneba. raTqma unda, sxvebs mouyveba, `gabazrdeba~Cemi inteleqtis ambavi da atydebaCemze `veCni~ nadiroba, an virTxasaviTlaboratoriaSi amovyof Tavs, ankidev galiaSi. arc iseTi advilia CemidaWera da miTumetes mokvla, Tavismotrialeba arc mWirdeba, ise vgrZnobda vxedav safrTxes. ras laparakobT,yvavi da galia? ginaxavT odesme yvavigaliaSi? ai, bulbuli, TuTiyuSi, Cxikvi,yorani, kaWkaWi albaT ginaxavT,magram yvavi? amis gamoa, rom Cems inteleqtsadamianebTan ar vamJRavneb,veridebi. Cemi yvavoba madgeba kidec,Cems danaxvas Savi kata dainaxon ur-CevniaT da aqeT meridebian. vaaa,esrogor, to? xan momwons, rom yvavi var,xanac araa. yvelafers Tavisi kargimxarec hqonia, ase araa? Wkviani var ra,mara ra xeiri? vinmes rameSi vWirdebi?miyeneben es tutuci frinvelebi?arada, siamovnebiT gamovadgebodirameSi.. eeeh... ubralod yvavi var raaa.eseni kidev dasacini arian. zogi visras paravs, zogi sad agdebs sakuTarSvils, vin vis Ralatobs.. jer imas daakvirdiT,amindi Tu ar moswonT, egreveTbil qveynebSi `gazaven~. esaa sam-Soblos siyvaruli? mere daTbeba dabrundebian. ra Tqma unda raa, ra jobiaTbil budes maSin roca sxvaganciva?Cemi col-Svili ki, minus TxuTmetigradusi rom iyo, aq meyineboda.me, erTguli da `adnalubi~ yvavi var,jer didxans vakvirdebi Seyvarebuls,mere frenaSi vcdi, xom unda vicode`gamiqaCavs~ Tu ara? kargi dro iqneba,Tu cudi, gverdSi unda vedgeT erTmaneTs.Tu gadavwyvite, `znaCit~ miyvars,Semefereba da amitom mTeli cxovrebaerTad vrCebiT. eeeh, Cemi bedirom daiwvas, iseTi rame damemarTa,mtrisas:stumrad viyaviT kaxeTSi, rTvelzedagvpatiJa Zmakacma. hoda, xidan vuyurebdiTrogor aduRebdnen qalebibadags. Cemi baxala, rostomi, daxarbda,nerwyvebi axrCobda, veRar mozoma,xidan nametani gadmoiwia da SigmduRare badagSi Cavarda. iseTi CxaviliavtexeT, adamianebi yurebze xelebsifarebdnen. qalebi cremlianiTvalebiT uyurebdnen sacodav, moxar-Sul rostoms. Cemi coli ki, arc acia,arc acxela da rostoms Cahyva, aduRebulbadagSi gadaeSva. mTeli sofeliam ambavs yveboda. yvavebma rom siyvaruliviciT, maseTi adamianebmac arician. mere gvaWmevdnen, felamuSisnaWrebs gviyridnen xolme, TanagrZnobasase gamoxatavdnen. ra Wiradmindoda? erT dReSi davkarge axalmoyvanilicoli da baxala rostomi.mas mere kentad var da kentad movkvdebi,Cemi colis xsovnas ar vuRalateb.me qvrivi yvavi var.ai, axlac, am ambebs vyvebi da gamvlelebicda Cemi moZmeebic, ise ixedebianzemoT, TiTqos fanjarasTan frinveliki ara, ucxoplaneteli ijdes.sad wavide, roca Cemi adgili aqaa?amaswinebze, Cemi Zmakaci Camacivda,nasvami iyo, ginda Tu ara miTxari, sadaaCveni adgilio. `trakSi pero~ Cvenar varT mtredebiviT da bulbulebiviT,arc beRurebiviT utvinoebi, ravqnaT, sad gavfrindeT, rom xmis amoRebisufleba mogvceno. vaaax, me saidanunda vicode Cveni adgili sadaa?dedamiwaze yvelgan imave jiSis frinvelebibudoben, rogorc aq, `prosto~sxva enaze laparakoben. me vupasuxe,mTavaria mainc viCxavloT xolme is,risi Cxavilic gvinda-meTqi. mere izolaciaSirom aRmovCndebiTo? izolirebulebiara varT? maS sad WirSivarT, to? gamagiJa am kacma raa.`_ vaa, dRes nametani gaaba._ ho ra, yurebi metkina. ra utvinoaes yvavi, Cvenc uceb ar gavigoTras yveba.~me erTi Cveulebrivi yvavi var dayvavebis gulistkivils giyvebiT. ufalsundoda da aseTi Segvqmna. ara uSavs,Cveni droc mova. barak obama xomgaxda amerikis prezidenti? yvavebisxanac dadgeba! mere iciT ras vizamT?yvelas yvelafers vapatiebT. rocakargad moveqceviT maT, vinc adregverdulad gviyurebda da sicocxlesgvimwarebda, aucileblad SercxvebaTda es, yoveli kargad mopyrobisasgaaxsendebaT.ai, Cveni winamZRoli arwivia, Tavisiwesebi SemoiRo. Wkviani rom iyos, amxepreebs Tavze wamoajdeboda? ar icodara dReSic Caagdebdnen? TavidanemorCilebodnen, mere uTmendnen, mereki adgnen da Tavisi moyvanili mefe bativiTgaputes. axla isev sxva arwivsdaisvamen Tavze, mere imasac gaglejenda ase Semdeg... guSin, Cemi yuriT vusmendibulbuls, bolo notze rom Wyioda,gadaagdeT, gadaagdeTo. es isbulbulia, dila-saRamos arwivis budesTanrom ijda da tkbilad umReroda,Cveni gmiri xaro. saocaria araaa?rogor ar gaverTo? Tan, rac mTavaria,es bunti beRurebma aagores, mtredebicda bulbulebic CaiTries. ise,rogorc vatyob, Tmena ufro moswonT,am kretinebs, vidre tvinis ganZreva,magram sada aqvT tvini roo? me, magaliTad,arasodes damisvams Tavze arwivida arc davisvam, imitom, rom sakuTariWkua da vaJkacoba myofnis gasaazreblad,rogor vicxovro da ra vakeTo.magram, es imas ar niSnavs, rom arwivsar vemorCilebi, mis mier SemoRebulkanonebs da wesebs vasruleb, magrammxolod da mxolod imitom, rom patiosnadvicxovro, isedac ras aRarmabraleben... me Tavisufali frinvelivar da cudad Tu ar Semexebian, aravisarafers davuSaveb, magram, Tu vinmemumizezod rame makadra, CaTvalos,rom mTel sayvaveTTan eqneba saqme.sul erTia vin iqneba es, frinveli Tuadamiani. xom gaxsovT, yvavebi arwivsrom veomebodiT?erTxel, Cemi megobari manqanis saxuravzeSemojda, adga patronma da esrola!ra Tqma unda, rom ver moartya.Cven didxans vuTvalTvaleT da, rocasadarbazosTan marto daviguleT,Savi dRe vayareT. amave Zmakacma momiyva,Turme Cven iaponel naTesavebs`daJe~ frena ezarebaT da matarebliTmgzavroben, saxuravze sxdebian xolmeda ase gadaadgildebian. iq matareblebiquCebze dadian, CvenTan ki mxolodmiwis qveS.iaponelebma ra, srolaautexon?imaTi bundRac aRar iqnebodadRes. ara raa, kultura gvaklia,kultura da gageba! Zirs usamaTloba!gaumarjos demokratias!` _ auuuuu. ukve tvini waWamaraaa! (biWi)_ lamis SemeSindes raaa, ra jandabaunda?me qarTveli var da maSasadame,evropeli!`_ wadi aqedan raa! qSaa! qSaa!~yva yvaa! yvaaaaaaaaaaa! yvaaa!yva.!