Issue 22 - 1992
Issue 22 - 1992
Issue 22 - 1992
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Coe Review • <strong>Issue</strong> <strong>22</strong><br />
And you make your finger say Point point point, and the marcie<br />
takes your finger from her mouth and says the No! You want to touch<br />
the marcie mouth, the hard round words. You want to take the words<br />
in your hand and put them in your pocket with the masticated plastic<br />
soldier, the stray pink barbie slipper, the broken crayon. But the<br />
marcie says the No! No stella! You’re a bad girl and nobody likes<br />
you. Now go to bed now! Now go to bed now!<br />
At night the grandma sleeps in the blue room, strapped to the<br />
crooked bed with the car straps, her eyes wide open sometimes.<br />
They are very hard clear eyes, eyes eyes, and the moonlight through<br />
the curtains talks in her room, but the grandma says nothing. And<br />
you say nothing back, wearing your soft pink pajamas. The marcie<br />
asleep in your bedroom, mother and dad asleep in theirs. You touch<br />
the grandma and she opens her big black mouth. Her thin hand<br />
touches you, grabbing. And you listen to the words in the grandma’s<br />
head, like the words underground in dad’s shelter. Spiders and<br />
glistening webs across the grandma’s window, tiny bugs blurring<br />
and buzzing. The grandma sees the bugs too, the moon and the night<br />
and you. And the grandma’s veiny hand grabs your pajama top tight<br />
and you can’t get away. And then you whisper And then you whisper<br />
And when the grandma’s eyes close again, you return to your bed<br />
and dream of dad’s shelter underground, where words echo and<br />
resound, hop and crawl. If only you could reach them.<br />
Some days you don’t go to school and mother takes you to<br />
the doctor and his gleaming silver tools on a clean white cloth. And<br />
you say the grandma words and the doctor puts a mirror in your<br />
mouth. And mother says She tried to point yesterday. She pointed at<br />
the yard and tried to say something. An ess word I’m certain. When<br />
einstein was five he couldn’t even tie his shoes, and little stella can<br />
tie her shoes. Mother shows you your shoelace and pulls, and so you<br />
fix it. And the doctor says Cognitive development, aphasia,<br />
phonetic, lexical and syntactic, langue and parole. And then mother<br />
takes you home to the yard where dad sleeps on the unsprung porch<br />
sofa, and then she goes away again.<br />
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