Issue 22 - 1992
Issue 22 - 1992
Issue 22 - 1992
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Coe Review • <strong>Issue</strong> <strong>22</strong><br />
his car with a coors in his lap. Who’s my little dollface, he says.<br />
Who’s my little cracked brain, my little wordless wonder. Kissing<br />
you with his rough face, taking you home to drink more coors on the<br />
slanting-sunny back porch. This is your yard. This is your bright sun.<br />
This is your green, green grass.<br />
Dad built the underground shelter in the yard because he<br />
loves you. In wars words fall and explode. In wars everybody falls<br />
wordless to the ground, wordless just like you. Usually wars are on<br />
television, but when they become real, dads dig holes in the ground.<br />
Big machines come into your yard and eat it. Strange men with hairy<br />
arms and beautiful tattoos. But then the war doesn’t come and only<br />
you are stella, only you and the wordless people on TV. You like to<br />
stand on the hard wooden lid. You like to point at the big steel pipe<br />
filled with spiderwebs and shrouded, mummified bugs. The hard<br />
wooden lid fastened with a big rusty padlock. And then you ask dad<br />
And then you ask him And dad says I built the goddamn thing so<br />
when the thermonuclear war comes and blows us all to hell and back<br />
we’ll have a warm place to go to the bathroom. Now give dad a kiss<br />
and leave him alone. And dad’s rough face says kiss. Kiss kiss, it<br />
says. How’d I know they’d fucking lay me off? How’d I know I’d<br />
blow all our savings on that goddamn water trap and the bastards<br />
would lay me off? And pulls his blue robe tighter and cinches his<br />
blue flannel belt, just like the seat belt in his rattling car. The same<br />
car they drove the grandma home in when the grandma lived in a<br />
hospital with the world’s other grandmas.<br />
The marcie has her own bed but at bedtime she lies on your<br />
bed to play. The marcie plays like mrs. evans and points, reading you<br />
the big red book and says This is the spider, the stone, the snake, the<br />
sock. And her finger says Point point point. Tomcat, teddy bear,<br />
toilet, towel, tripod, toad, and you are watching the goldfish in the<br />
round fishbowl. The goldfish mouth moves too, just like the marcie<br />
mouth, and you reach for it. The goldfish says The goldfish says And<br />
you say too<br />
And the marcie says the No! and grabs your hand. This is a<br />
tripod, this is a toad. Now which is the tripod? Which is the toad?<br />
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