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Pornography: Men Possessing Women, by: Andrea ... - Feminish

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large dildoes. T he accompanying text explains that while mostpregnancies cause no trouble, there are some exceptions. Anna hashad a lot of trouble with endrocrine gland disorders. Diseases of thethyroid are listed. Anna started getting awful pains in her back andstomach. This was the pituitary gland “out of order, ” the “mastergland” that produces “about six known hormones. ” Anna told herdoctor but he only nodded his head and took her tem perature,which she thought was unprofessional. In her fourth m onth she feltthe ba<strong>by</strong> move. T he doctor explained that the embryo was now afetus and that it was “stretching itself in its bag of w ater. ” Anna,being inquisitive, wanted to investigate. Could she X-ray the fetus?No. Anna had to look at pictures in medical books. Anna, like otherwomen going through pregnancy, developed a philosophy. Beforeshe had been fatalistic. Now she decided that she did have controlover her life. Anna used to be morbid but now she is not. She is notconcerned with failing anymore because she has succeeded in beingpregnant. Anna “commands a new kind of attention now. She cantell <strong>by</strong> looking in a m an’s eyes exactly what he is thinking. H ermotherhood has awakened deep maternal instincts. He would neverhave had these same emotions if her stomach were flat. ” Soon Annawill give birth. She has been warned <strong>by</strong> other women. She couldhave metabolic problems causing toxemia. “And then there is thestruggle for the balance of power between the estrin and progestinhorm ones. ” This struggle for the balance of power “irritates” theuterus and causes labor. Although Anna is usually concerned withwarnings, she is determined to listen to advice but to maintain calmin the face of “these dire prem onitions. ” Anna’s outlook is completelypositive. She gets unexpected heartbeats at unexpectedtimes and she has difficulty catching her breath. For several weeksshe was worried because a close friend had a hemorrhage andalmost died from internal bleeding: “From her doctor she discoveredthat there were two kinds of hemorrhage: antepartum ,meaning the kind that comes before the ba<strong>by</strong> is born andpostpartum , which comes afterwards. ” A ruptured uterus is also agrim possibility. Anna cannot stop thinking about this. But sinceAnna has been meditating, she is good at taking naps. Because the

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