From Persecution to Prison - Bellevue/NYU Program for Survivors of ...
From Persecution to Prison - Bellevue/NYU Program for Survivors of ...
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I was sick in my mind, had nightmares, s<strong>to</strong>mach pain, couldn’tsleep. Always I was thinking someone’s going <strong>to</strong> kill me. I don’tknow why they kept me <strong>to</strong> a small room with no people there. Ifelt like I was dying. I cannot breathe there.In another incident, he was fasting <strong>for</strong> religious reasons when ahunger strike occurred. Although he was not involved in the strike, hewas rounded up with the strikers and placed in segregation. After 36hours, an <strong>of</strong>ficer discovered the mistake and cleared him. A third time,his cellmate s<strong>to</strong>le his medication. He was accused <strong>of</strong> sharing medicationand segregated <strong>for</strong> five days.While in detention, HN’s English improved, yet he preferred <strong>to</strong> usea transla<strong>to</strong>r when communicating with INS personnel. He was troubledby the absence <strong>of</strong> translation during exchanges with health staff.I felt it would be better <strong>to</strong> have [an interpreter] – I requestedone, but was <strong>to</strong>ld by health staff that they could understand.HN described symp<strong>to</strong>ms <strong>of</strong> anxiety and depression, including nervousness,trembling, and low energy. After repeated requests over severalmonths, he saw a psychiatrist. No translation was provided. “Icouldn’t explain <strong>to</strong> him how I felt, because <strong>of</strong> the language problem.”He received medication, but it didn’t relieve his symp<strong>to</strong>ms and lefthim weak and sleepy, so he s<strong>to</strong>pped taking it.Finally, HN won asylum. Since fleeing his country, HN wasin<strong>for</strong>med by his wife <strong>of</strong> other attacks on his home and members <strong>of</strong> hisfamily. He has applied <strong>to</strong> have his family join him in America.HN reported a marked reduction in symp<strong>to</strong>ms since his release.However, the incarceration left scars. He reports extreme avoidance<strong>of</strong> thoughts he associates with his experiences in detention, as well asoccasional attacks <strong>of</strong> panic in situations that remind him <strong>of</strong> his detention.When I remember [detention], I feel like my body’s shaking… Ifelt very bad when I was there, I think because I was there a verylong time… I missed my family and what’s happening withthem, that made me old there. .. I cry easily when I think <strong>of</strong>where I was in detention, what I went through there….TREATMENT IN DETENTION FACILITIES 111