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Slave Narratives: a Folk History of Slavery in the United States

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<strong>Slave</strong> <strong>Narratives</strong>: a <strong>Folk</strong> <strong>History</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>Slave</strong>ry by Various 98dur<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> Christmas Holidays and I stayed <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> community until about <strong>the</strong> first <strong>of</strong> January, <strong>the</strong>n I went backhome. I had been th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g for several days before I went back home as to just what I must tell Mr. Moore andas to how he felt about <strong>the</strong> matter, and what I would get when I got home. In my dilema I almost forgot I wasfree.I got home at night and my m<strong>in</strong>d and heart was full but I was surprised at <strong>the</strong> way he treated me. He actedk<strong>in</strong>d and asked me if I was go<strong>in</strong>g to stay with him next year. I was pleased. I told him, yes sir! and <strong>the</strong>n I laydown and went to sleep. He had a boss man on his plantation <strong>the</strong>n and next morn<strong>in</strong>g he called me, but I justcouldn't wake. I seemed to be <strong>in</strong> a trance or someth<strong>in</strong>g, I had recently lost so much sleep. He called me <strong>the</strong>second time and still I di [HW: d] not get up. Then he came <strong>in</strong> and spanked my head. I jumped up and went towork feed<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> stock and splitt<strong>in</strong>g wood for <strong>the</strong> day's cook<strong>in</strong>g and fires. I <strong>the</strong>n went <strong>in</strong> and ate my breakfast.Mr. Moore told me to hitch a team <strong>of</strong> horses to a wagon and go to a neighbors five miles away for a load <strong>of</strong>hogs. I refused to do so. They called me <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> house and asked me what I was go<strong>in</strong>g to do about it. I said Ido not know. As I said that I stepped out <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> door and left. I went straight to <strong>the</strong> county seat and hired to Dr.George Rasby <strong>in</strong> Webster County for one hundred dollars per year. I stayed <strong>the</strong>re one year. I got uneasy <strong>in</strong>Kentucky. The whites treated <strong>the</strong> blacks awful bad so I decided to go to Ill<strong>in</strong>ois as I thought a Negro mighthave a better chance <strong>the</strong>re, it be<strong>in</strong>g a nor<strong>the</strong>rn state. I was k<strong>in</strong>dly treated and soon began to save money, but allthrough <strong>the</strong> years <strong>the</strong>re was a thought that haunted me <strong>in</strong> my dreams and <strong>in</strong> my wak<strong>in</strong>g hours, and this thoughtwas <strong>of</strong> my mo<strong>the</strong>r, whom I had not seen or heard <strong>of</strong> <strong>in</strong> many years. F<strong>in</strong>ally one cold morn<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> earlyDecember I made a vow that I was go<strong>in</strong>g to North Carol<strong>in</strong>a and see my mo<strong>the</strong>r if she was still liv<strong>in</strong>g. I hadplenty <strong>of</strong> money for <strong>the</strong> trip. I wrote <strong>the</strong> postmaster <strong>in</strong> Roxboro, North Carol<strong>in</strong>a, ask<strong>in</strong>g him to <strong>in</strong>form mymo<strong>the</strong>r I was still liv<strong>in</strong>g, and tell<strong>in</strong>g him <strong>the</strong> circumstances, mail<strong>in</strong>g a letter at <strong>the</strong> same time tell<strong>in</strong>g her I wasstill alive but say<strong>in</strong>g noth<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> my <strong>in</strong>tended visit to her. I left Ill<strong>in</strong>ois bound for North Carol<strong>in</strong>a on December15th and <strong>in</strong> a few days I was at my mo<strong>the</strong>r's home. I tried to fool <strong>the</strong>m. There were two men with me and <strong>the</strong>ycalled me by a ficticious name, but when I shook my mo<strong>the</strong>r's hand I held it a little too long and shesuspicioned someth<strong>in</strong>g still she held herself until she was more sure. When she got a chance she came to meand said a<strong>in</strong>'t you my child? Tell me a<strong>in</strong>'t you my child whom I left on <strong>the</strong> road near Mr. Moore's before <strong>the</strong>war? I broke down and began to cry. Mo<strong>the</strong>r nor fa<strong>the</strong>r did not know me, but mo<strong>the</strong>r suspicioned I was herchild. Fa<strong>the</strong>r had a few days previously remarked that he did not want to die without see<strong>in</strong>g his son oncemore. I could not f<strong>in</strong>d language to express my feel<strong>in</strong>g. I did not know before I came home whe<strong>the</strong>r my parentswere dead or alive. This Christmas I spent <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> county and state <strong>of</strong> my birth and childhood; with mo<strong>the</strong>r,fa<strong>the</strong>r and freedom was <strong>the</strong> happiest period <strong>of</strong> my entire life, because those who were torn apart <strong>in</strong> bondageand sorrow several years previous were now united <strong>in</strong> freedom and happ<strong>in</strong>ess.EHN. C. District: No. 3 [ ] Worker: Travis Jordan Subject: SARAH ANNE GREEN Ex-<strong>Slave</strong>, 78 Years DurhamCounty[TR: No Date Stamp]SARAH ANNE GREEN EX-SLAVE 78 YEARSMy mammy an' pappy wuz Anderson an' Hannah Watson. We fus' belonged to Marse Billy an' Mis RobyWatson, but when Marse Billy's daughter, Mis' Susie ma'ied young Marse Billy Headen, Ole Marse give herme, an' my mammy an' my pappy for er wedd<strong>in</strong>' gif'. So, I growed up as Sarah Anne Headen.My pappy had blue eyes. Dey wuz jus' like Marse Billy's eyes, kaze Ole Marse wuz pappy's marster an' hispappy too. Ole Marse wuz called Hickory Billy, dey called him dat kaze he chewed hickory bark. He wouldn'touch 'bacca, but he kept er twis' <strong>of</strong> dis bark <strong>in</strong> his pocket mos' all de time. He would make us chillun go downwhare de niggers wuz splitt<strong>in</strong>' rails an' peel dis bark <strong>of</strong>f de logs befo' dey wuz split. De stuff he chewed come<strong>of</strong>f de log right under de bark. After dey'd sk<strong>in</strong> de logs we'd peel <strong>of</strong>f dis hickory 'bacca <strong>in</strong> long strips an' make

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