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The Paris Review - Fall 2016

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some Langston Hughes in the newspapers. <strong>The</strong> Simple series. I read some<br />

things in high school, routine stuff—Edgar Allan Poe and all that. <strong>The</strong>y<br />

didn’t introduce us to a single black author. But I really didn’t start reading<br />

poetry until I started at the university. <strong>The</strong> university was like a trade school<br />

for me. Matter of fact, I stayed too long, because within two years I had all<br />

the tools necessary to make a modest income as a writer.<br />

INTERVIEWER<br />

Did you enter university thinking that that was what you wanted to do, to<br />

be a writer?<br />

REED<br />

When I went to grammar school in Buffalo, I got mostly negative reviews<br />

from the white women teachers—these teachers would say such terrible<br />

things about my behavior that I was ashamed to take their report cards home.<br />

I had only one black teacher during my whole education, a woman named<br />

Hortense Butts. She encouraged me and gave me tickets to concerts. Called<br />

upon me to play Christmas carols on the violin. I used to get beaten up by<br />

black women and white women. I was an equal-opportunity target. In first<br />

grade, I was slapped so hard by one white teacher my mother took me out<br />

of school. In eighth grade, I was assaulted by a woman teacher. She had a<br />

Victorian style. It was because I had a fistfight with her teacher’s pet, who<br />

called me a rat in front of the class. I thought to myself, How do I gain this<br />

woman’s affection? Because I wanted to be liked. That was my whole thing.<br />

I was someone who wanted people to like me—I still am.<br />

And how did you win her favor?<br />

INTERVIEWER<br />

REED<br />

She told me that the greatest thing in the world for me would be to be a<br />

tech man. She told me I should go to the technical high school. So I did.<br />

I was totally unequipped. I got Fs. We had a thing in woodshop where the<br />

first assignment was to make a box to put your tools in—I never got beyond<br />

that. I spent most of the time in the band room playing the trombone and<br />

the violin.<br />

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