Young & Beautiful

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He finds Harry staring down at his hands in his lap, shoulders hunched and small, but Louis only keeps staring until Harry finally looks up. And it’s such a clear gaze that meets Louis, so open and green and glinting under moonbeams, that he takes a sharp intake of breath. It’s not a kind or happy or sweet gaze—hell, it’s not even gentle. It’s just honest. It’s Harry looking back at him, walls removed and replaced with the fragility of openness, and it’s so alien and blatant and real, it’s as if Louis were staring at Harry naked. Harry doesn’t blink, but Louis, feeling a million things fighting against his skull and ribcage, feels himself erupting into a soft smile, sending it into Harry, pelting him with it, before giving a short, respectful nod. Harry’s eyes flit a bit in surprise and something else, then Louis turns around, slowly walking towards his flat. He can’t help but feel that something has altered, something has changed between him and Harry, and, as he steps through the gates and admits himself into the walls of the ancient school, Louis thinks that, maybe, having Harry Styles as a friend wouldn’t be so bad. Chapter End Notes So, in case you're wondering what the hell kind of flower I was talking about that Harry loves, it's called a "Bat Flower" and it's absolutely terrifying and I don't quite know how it made its way in this story but, meh. There it is. Thank you for all the sweet and lovely words I get from you beautiful people! I love you all. Sincerely. Love. ALSO. As you may know, I tag my inspiration pics for this pic as "this is inspiring me" on my tumblrrrr, but I've recently become even more of a finicky weirdo and tagged my ALL TIME ACCURATE pics n gifs under "<strong>Young</strong> & <strong>Beautiful</strong>." (mizzwilde.tumblr/tagged/young-&-beautiful) Basically, under that very elitist tag, I have all my EXACT images of who these boys are. So, there's some nice useless time wasting for you. :) The song for this chapter is called "Orphans of the Storm" and I wrote this while listening to it on repeat and HOLY SHIT GUYS because this song is perfect for this story, and, yes, especially this chapter. I particularly envision it when they're driving outside in the evening, the wind whipping through their hair, etc. I also envision it when they're flitting through the gloomy shadows of the house. Here it is, because I'm that adamant for you to hear it. :) https://www.youtube.com/watch? v=Tv2Xvzqqy_o Thank you all for reading this long, dribbly, insane mess of a story. You're precious to me.
XIV Chapter Summary Louis has time to think. Chapter Notes Thank you, niallnights (that's her tumblr, she's wonderful) for inspiring Berkley. :)) Also big love to Arl (scanda-louis) for giving me too many compliments and making me smiiiiile
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Louis quirks an eyebrow. “Yes, Ch
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existence, Louis can’t help but n
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* The next day, Louis awakens with
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thanks.” “Of course you can! Do
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inging a hand to his artfully dishe
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ight?—“so I think I’ll just s
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“Of course!” “I’ll be ready
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With a smug bounce to his step, Lou
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III Chapter Summary And now Zayn ap
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far too many assignments, Jesus Chr
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“I just got it. It’s from a per
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order anything!!” The girl is loo
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He stares as Niall begins plucking
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“A party hosted by Zayn Malik.”
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But, of fucking course, the chaos f
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** After Louis is nice and scrubbed
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there’s a note on the bed with a
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No response, the music still drifti
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As one, they both look up. While th
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Giggling slightly, eyes planted on
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mocking, the beginnings of a crooke
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however.” Louis grips the armrest
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“Well, thanks again, mate. I had
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Fun times, folks. Thanks for readin
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“Niall, I’m going to set him on
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“Oh yeah. He’s a right fuckin
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“No particular reason. He’s jus
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“What do you mean it gives you so
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“Right, I’m telling him to pick
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VII Chapter Summary Harry Styles ho
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Louis smiles at that and nods, genu
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Are there people in the world who a
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Harry’s smile falters. “No I do
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fresh!” Zayn smiles, taking a sip
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good party, Louis can give him that
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VIII Chapter Summary Zayn Malik hos
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“I’ve no time for gentle.” Ni
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He nods. “Born that way. But you
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He retraces his steps from that ver
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These are his people. They understa
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It’s great, really. Splendid, eve
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he then asks, jerking a thumb in Lo
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planning it out or anything,” Lou
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“MUM. Maggie’s only FOUR. Get b
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and repeating the gesture with Liam
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Louis perks up as he pretends to fo
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Louis smiles cheekily and dabs a qu
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Because oh yeah, they’re immortal
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Louis hears the coarse words echoed
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All in all, Louis is winning at lif
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Where would he go? No point in walk
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disgust and curiosity, his rose lip
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the piano with one hand, turning hi
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“Glass of water?” he offers wit
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“I didn’t know you read my text
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The lesson continues, easy and info
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“Niall, I’ve got another fourte
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every light on in the flat, and nea
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“A toast!” he declares as the f
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hosting skills and elaborate décor
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now!” And Harry’s about to resp
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earlier. He doesn’t think it was.
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“What are you doing?” “Follow
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form. The air is still. A lone bird
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crumpled paper is found. He sits up
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What affects Niall so little has be
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“So, I’m wondering. Because Har
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But now, as Louis is entering Harry
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Harry blinks, confused. “So. You
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Harry seems caught by the subject,
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Harry nods to himself, determined,
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Harry shrugs. “I asked, so.” He
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XX Chapter Summary Harry gets a pho
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Harry’s head snaps up before it f
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And Louis doesn’t know what that
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XXI Chapter Summary Harry laughs. C
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“Right. Well. On another note. I
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screen highlighting the creases of
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Niall pauses, turning around, his e
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gaze to the wall. His face is light
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Harry glances up at him. Louis wait
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down at his own outfit—maroon ski
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faintly aware that the others are s
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Harry’s gaze continues to cut him
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“You know I’m not good at being
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whateverthehell else you want to sh
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Louis sighs, long and suffering, be
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“Correct again.” There’s a pa
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“Course it is. Now. Time to study
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Harry, he’ll know that he’s sai
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passionate argument. “I’m sorry
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Harry smirks but it doesn’t reach
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While Harry is nowhere to be seen.
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teacup in lazy circles, and his eye
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depth. He really is that person Lou
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Yeah. No. Louis definitely can’t
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‘U ok?’ has been sent about thi
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majority) don’t want anybody else
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Louis is absolutely a masochist. He
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whatever expression it deems worthy
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“Harold,” Niall mockingly corre
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scene before him. It’s Harry. And
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“Who did this to you?” he deman
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is just too tired to care. When he
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But it doesn’t get any easier. He
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And fuck. It’s just a lot. Amidst
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It’s heartbreaking, really. And L
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oll down his neck and under his shi
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he straightens his jacket, stares o
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‘Goodnight Harry’ He doesn’t
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Which…thank fuck for Niall. Becau
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Which only grows larger when Harry
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with his mum and she’s not half a
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his every limb and singing his name
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“Well, Harry’s the…friend. An
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There’s a soft knock on the door.
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‘Thank you, Curly. Happy Louis Da
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That’s what Harry sent him? It’
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hiccup? “Hmm, well, I wouldn’t
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“Goodnight, Louis Tomlinson.” T
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Because, see, Harry had texted him
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the fibers of his clothes and the f
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“A little party never killed nobo
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edge of a precipice, and there’s
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“Fuck’s sake, Harry! This isn
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Chapter End Notes So. There are two
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And that was definitely a complimen
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gross, but Louis will allow it this
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control over his sensations, wants
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is beautiful. Obviously. “I want
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** When Louis returns home late tha
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** It’s late in the evening on a
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Louis is lying atop his tattoo, pro
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And it’s sweet, it really is, bec
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“A lot of things.” He turns to
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scribbled all those months ago that
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“I don’t agree.” Niall snorts
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So Louis sits beside him. “Where
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XXVIII Chapter Summary Louis tries
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Louis watches him closely, gazing a
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linking hard, before opening his ey
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Louis’ fingernails dig into his p
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slurs, happy, sliding his hands acr
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Louis sighs, sniffing at a glass fi
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“I don’t give a fuck, Niall. Le
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Harry stares at the note, his face
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this isn’t me being…whatever it
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“Everything.” “Harry?” “Y
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He remembers seeing Harry’s face
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Louis and never lets him go. He nev
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XXIX Chapter Summary Louis gets a v
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most oblivious, self-centered—“
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“Chat about what exactly?” Loui
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“Why’s he coming?” Louis asks
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Harry’s staring at him, standing
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Feeling pins and needles pricking h
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“Perhaps.” The tone is cold.
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Another silence. Charles stares har
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words. Can only register the shock
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arely above a whisper, maybe to him
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Anywho. I have a simple request for
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to perform live. I think he’s jus
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“Congrats, mate,” Niall grins b
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No reply comes, just a bitten lip a
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‘Keep writing them.' That’s why
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etween two fingers. And fuck. Insta
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It’s only about a half hour later
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Harry seems to catch them, his eyes
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Louis to wonder if he should questi
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A silent, betraying streak of jealo
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too much to bear, and who has just
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Even if it kills Louis. He won’t
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“Does Harry know about all this?
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struggle and if Louis had thought t
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Thud, thud, thud. “He’s a needy
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Louis’ heart lurched. Unthinkingl
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Niall rolled his eyes while opening
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“Don’t fuck it up!” Louis had
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poison that is Harry Styles. Harry
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aware state of mind, when we met. I
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“Yeah, ‘course we can,” Louis
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you do.” And. Oh fuck. Louis trie
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Startled, Louis blinks, his hand dr
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He’s dizzy now, gasping and dry a
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XXXII Chapter Summary Louis confess
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“It’s good to see you,” she s
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They have dessert while they play v
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everything is sharp and cold as he
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puffy. Her long hair is catching in
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The trickle turns into a flood. “
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“He had the fucking audacity to t
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What had been ostentatious, unbeara
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feel ashamed of his tears or feel w
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“So it’s decided, then?” he a
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Then. At last. “Tonight,” Harry
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Instead, in his haste to collapse a
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Louis’ thoughts are on overload.
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Louis, hand still on the door handl
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Harry’s eyes have widened—is th
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“No,” Harry insists in a mumble
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“He told me everything,” he’d
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Chapter End Notes THERE WILL BE AN
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“No, Lou! No, that one’s too lo
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his words with a smile, “I did pi
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“No whiskey?” Louis jokes, glan
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“Let us eat,” Harry finishes, b
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“Have Niall get it.” “Niall
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minute he walks through the door, c
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“It’s about the flat, isn’t i
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“And you’ll visit him with me?
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Liam is with a small group of the s
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“Wilde?” Louis offers, though i
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over, grabbing for Louis’ hands,
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And it comes in the form of curls,
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But Harry’s nodding, he’s noddi
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The sound of Harry’s breath is th
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Anyway. So, thank you all so, so mu
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