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AUTOBIOGRAPHY CONTINUED...<br />
corridors with her head down. I<br />
thought school was such a waste<br />
of time and I only enjoyed Art and<br />
lunch times. I never really knew<br />
the importance of school. Looking<br />
back at those years fascinates<br />
me. I always think about how I’ve<br />
changed since then. Now, I have<br />
grown into a young adult who is<br />
mature and able to make my own<br />
decisions, who doesn’t mind taking<br />
selfies, meeting new people, or<br />
letting my hair down every now<br />
and then. A lot of people have<br />
noticed how I’ve changed too.<br />
They complement me about how<br />
I’ve opened up more. I’m happy<br />
now, I’m not letting my insecurities<br />
hold me back from taking<br />
opportunities. Like the dance<br />
competition called GenX I’ve joined<br />
this year and I know I wouldn’t<br />
have done that 3 or 4 years ago.<br />
Even though school still isn’t my<br />
favourite place, I’ve realised the<br />
importance of being educated,<br />
hence coming to school every day.<br />
I have my mind set on where I<br />
want to go in the future, which is<br />
studying architecture or interior<br />
design at university.<br />
Throughout the years I’ve<br />
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come across a few people I’ve<br />
befriended that weren’t a great<br />
influence on me and people<br />
who have brought out the best<br />
in me. When I started college, I<br />
surrounded myself with people<br />
who were ‘tough’. They were<br />
troublemakers. I thought being<br />
friends with them would make<br />
me cool. Now that I look back, it<br />
disgusts me just thinking about it.<br />
I’m disappointed with my younger<br />
self for ever thinking that fitting in<br />
was important. But who doesn’t<br />
think about that when they first<br />
start college. At least I know who<br />
to avoid now. I feel like my current<br />
close friendships are something<br />
I will cherish and value for a long<br />
time. They motivate me and<br />
encourage me during hardships.<br />
They bring out my weird side and<br />
I can literally tell them anything<br />
without being judged. They<br />
wish the best for me as I do for<br />
them. My friendship with them is<br />
something that has really shaped<br />
me into the person I’m meant to<br />
be and I’m very thankful for them.<br />
K-pop is something I hold dear to<br />
my heart, or just Korean music<br />
in general. I think Korean music<br />
has contributed a lot to who I’ve<br />
changed into. Before I listened<br />
to K-pop, music didn’t really<br />
have much effect on me. I still<br />
enjoy the genres of music that I<br />
previously listened to a lot, but<br />
K-pop is like going to into a whole<br />
new world and I love it. It has<br />
brought extreme happiness (and<br />
sometimes sadness, but mainly<br />
happiness) to my life. I don’t even<br />
remember the last time I cried<br />
myself to sleep.<br />
Discovering K-pop could possibly<br />
be one of the best discoveries in<br />
my life. I’ve never wanted to learn<br />
a new language so much, not only<br />
Korean but Chinese, French and<br />
more. Learning about cultures has<br />
become more interesting. Going<br />
to South Korea is now number<br />
one on my bucket list. I’ve met<br />
many people and made new<br />
friendships through this music. I<br />
was someone who couldn’t find<br />
inspiration or motivation, but now<br />
'I have a huge<br />
passion for<br />
anything to<br />
do with the<br />
art industry,<br />
and I’m also<br />
a huge K-pop<br />
fan girl.'<br />
I have. Korean idols inspire and<br />
motivate me. They go through so<br />
much hardship, endless schedules<br />
including practices, interviews,<br />
concerts, fan-meets and much<br />
more. They have to endure all of<br />
that with little sleep. Seeing them<br />
work so hard makes me think,<br />
‘if they can endure all that, then<br />
I can at least wake up and go to<br />
school and gain credits’. One of<br />
my favourite idols said 'Always<br />
put school first, get qualified then<br />
meet me happily. K-pop will always<br />
be here.' I probably wouldn’t be<br />
doing much work if it weren’t for<br />
them. Never have I ever thought<br />
that I would get sucked into the<br />
K-pop life but I did and I don’t<br />
regret it.<br />
Since walking through those gates<br />
for the first time, I’ve noticed<br />
that my attitude has changed<br />
and progressed as I’ve matured.<br />
I was embarrassed by myself<br />
and how I looked, but I’ve slowly<br />
progressed and accepted who I<br />
am. Through my friends and after<br />
discovering K-pop, I’ve become<br />
happier. Hopefully, in the future I<br />
will grow even more as a person<br />
and analyse how I’ve changed<br />
since writing this. I’m excited about<br />
what my future may bring and I<br />
am ready to graduate as a Year<br />
13 from Mangere College. The<br />
outside world is waiting for me.<br />
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