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moTxroba<br />
transSia. `kaifSi xom araa?~ _ gamielva, _ ~ara, ra sisulelea,<br />
gogoa, Tanac Cemi Svilia... wesieri... mere ra, wesierma<br />
gogom ar SeiZleba kaifi daiwyos?.. ara, ara... ar<br />
arsebobs, Cemi Svili magas ar izams, ar mjera... ubralod<br />
depresia aqvs... banaluri depresia~.<br />
amovioxre da gavagrZele, ixtibargautexlad:<br />
_ hoda, damewyo depresia... araferi aRar minda, araferi<br />
aRar mainteresebs, telefonze ar vpasuxob, dedaCemi<br />
saWmelad meZaxis, ar mivdivar, mada damekarga... melaparakeba,<br />
ar vreagireb... vwevar piriT kedlisken, zurgiT<br />
samyarosken, da vuyureb... Wikartebs.<br />
gavCumdi. velodebi, iqneb rame Tqvas. Senc ar momikvde.<br />
amovioxre da gavagrZele:<br />
_ hoda, var depresiaSi erTi dRe... da erTi Rame... meore<br />
diliT ki dedaCemi meubneba, guSin Cveni saxlis saxuravidan<br />
viRac gadamxtarao... `meTqi, vin?!~ `aba, me ra<br />
vici, viRac gogoo~... mokled, davegde isev taxtze da...<br />
CavWikartdi. wina dRes Tu xuTbaliani depresia mqonda,<br />
exla cxrabalians ukakunebs... RamiT CamTvlima, rogorc<br />
iqna, da uceb sizmarSi is gogo gamomecxada, grZelTmia-<br />
galerea<br />
112 cxeli Sokoladi<br />
giorgi robaqiZe<br />
"Drunk", 2012<br />
ni (Tma koWebamde scemda), TeTr grZel perangSi, meubneba:<br />
`rom ar gaCerdi, imitomac gadavxti... Cavifiqre,<br />
Tu Svid wuTSi Svidi kaci Camivlida da arcerTi ar ga-<br />
Cerdeboda, arafers metyoda, arafers mkiTxavda, Tavs<br />
moviklavdi... Sen meSvide aRmoCndi... icode, yovel Rame<br />
gamogecxadebi, yovel Rame moval SenTan, mogelandebi...<br />
uuuuuuu!~<br />
iseTi xma amovuSvi, iseTi aramiwier-samarismiRmur-gulisganmgmiravi,<br />
me TviTonac ki gamaJrJola. qaliSvilma<br />
kedels Tvali moswyvita, almacerad gamomxeda. am reaqciiT<br />
gamxnevebulma sxapasxupiT gavagrZele:<br />
_ hoda, mokled, Tavzardacemuls gameRviZa. ukve dilaa.<br />
avdeqi, Cavicvi, pirze civi wyali Sevisxi da quCaSi<br />
gavedi. sadarbazoSi, iq, sadac is gogo vnaxe Cacucquli,<br />
grZelTmiani, mtirali, SevefeTe gogos.<br />
_ vin gogos?<br />
_ imas.<br />
_ vin imas?<br />
_ imas, ro tiroda.<br />
_ is xo gadaxta.<br />
_ vin giTxra?<br />
_ Sen!<br />
pauza daviWire. kedlisken mibrunda, aRar miyurebs.<br />
isev Wikarts miaSterda. samiode wami velode, mere gavagrZele:<br />
_ mokled, gadamiara depresiam. mas mere ordRiani depresia<br />
vici mxolod. mesame dRes TavisiT gadis... qreba...<br />
mbezrdeba... Wikartebis Tvaliereba... da viwyeb adamianebis<br />
Tvalierebas.<br />
qaliSvilma gamomxeda, erTob skeptikur-ironiulad,<br />
mere meubneba:<br />
_ depresia rom gqonda gavige, magram wamali raSia?<br />
SefeTebaSi?<br />
_ saxelSi.<br />
_ saxelSi?<br />
_ saxelSi. saxeli unda gaigo.<br />
_ gaige?<br />
_ gavige.<br />
_ ra erqva?<br />
_ Senc mSvenivrad ici, ra erqva.<br />
_ saidan unda vicode?<br />
_ dedaSens ra hqvia, ar ici?<br />
almacerad Caicina, kedlisken mibrunda, Wikarts Tvali<br />
gauswora da Caiduduna:<br />
_ da imas ra erqva, vinc marTla gadaxta?<br />
araferi vupasuxe.<br />
_ iqneb, sulac, Cemi saxeli?<br />
arc axla vupasuxe, ratomRac. amovioxre. qaliSvilma<br />
gaagrZela:<br />
_ am Sens depresiis wamals arauSavs, magram me ar miSvelis.<br />
_ ratom?<br />
_ imitom, rom webo araa, gatexili gaamTelos.