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_ poeziidan gaqcevaze Tu gifiqriaT<br />
maSin?<br />
_ piriqiT, poeziaSi gaqcevaze<br />
mifiqria. Seni samyaro Tu ar gaqvs,<br />
SeiZleba, verc gadarCe. iq ki maradiuli,<br />
CemTvis Zalian mniSvnelovani<br />
da upasuxo kiTxva mudam<br />
melodeba: vin varT? saidan movediT?<br />
sad mivdivarT? mgoni, yvelaze<br />
metad am kiTxvas poetebi ver pasuxoben.<br />
ai, firosmanma... rom ver<br />
upasuxa, imitom Semoiyvana Jirafi.<br />
saqarTvelosTvis xom sruliad<br />
ucxoa es cxoveli, Tavisi grZeli<br />
yeliT da WorflebiT. amiT am qalaqSi<br />
Tavis ucxoobas gausva xazi.<br />
galaktioni “Tovlis samSobloSi”<br />
cxovrobda da ara marjaniSvilis<br />
quCaze; gogenma TiTqos najaxiT<br />
moikveTa ojaxi da sxva qveyanaSi<br />
wavida, wiTeli miwis da iisferi<br />
xeebis dasaxatad; van gogma mzis<br />
mduRarebas misca Tavi...<br />
_ qveynidan gaqcevazec ar gizruniaT?<br />
_ eg gamoricxulia! parizis centrSi<br />
aris egreT wodebuli xelovnebis<br />
qalaqi, sadac yovel wels,<br />
or-ori TviT iwveven xolme moqandakeebs,<br />
kompozitorebs, saSemsruleblo<br />
xelovnebis warmomadgenlebs.<br />
im mZime wlebSi gvqonda<br />
es bedniereba _ ianvar-Teberval-<br />
Si, roca saqarTveloSi yvelaze<br />
rTuli dReebi idga, elgujas iwvevdnen<br />
parizSi, sadac is muSaobda,<br />
fenda Tavis modelebs. hemingueis<br />
ar iyos, “parizi zeimia, romelic<br />
mudam SenTan aris”, magram Cven-<br />
Tvis maSin es sinaTlis qalaqi iyo,<br />
pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT. me im<br />
,,zeimSic” ver visvenebdi, vSfoTavdi,<br />
wamdauwum TbilisSi vrekavdi.<br />
eka meubneboda: deda, Seirge mand<br />
yofnao, magram ver Seirgeb, roca<br />
Seni axloblebi cudad gegule-<br />
bian. leqsSic maqvs: ,,TbilisSi rom<br />
Caval da sias amoikiTxaven, aba, vin<br />
gadaurCao am zamTars, susti xmiT<br />
xom unda wamoviknavlo, rom mec<br />
aq var _ me, romelic yvela Cems axlobelze<br />
ZafiT var gamobmuli da<br />
es Zafebi rom damaWra, raRa darCeba<br />
Cemgan?”<br />
_ mZime droebam leqsebis weraze<br />
xeli xom ar agaRebinaT?<br />
_ madloba RmerTs, dRemde Semi-<br />
Zlia wera, risi da rogor _ es mki-<br />
Txvelma Seafasos. weris procesSi<br />
bednieri var. igives ver vityvi Cems<br />
Tavze yofaSi. iq bednieri namdvilad<br />
ver var, gansakuTrebiT elgujas<br />
gardacvalebis mere. amas axsna<br />
aqvs: weRan gausaZlis fizikur yo-<br />
faze mogaxseneT, romelic ganadgurebs;<br />
rac Seexeba suliers: saqme<br />
is aris, rom poezias sevda, minori<br />
ufro qmnis. galaktions aqvs erTerTi<br />
aseTi leqsi: ,,orqideebis<br />
mwyobrad idga muqi Sleifi, ganazebuli<br />
Cemi fermkrTal sulis<br />
sikvdiliT”. aris Tu ara es qristianuli<br />
religiis sawinaaRmdego<br />
ganwyoba? araviTar SemTxvevaSi,<br />
ubralod, galaktioni SeZrulia<br />
im garemoTi, rac mis garSemoa. am<br />
SemTxvevaSi, poeti imas akeTebs,<br />
rac SeuZlia _ TiTqos panaSvids<br />
uxdis gardacvlil suls, rogorc<br />
adamians, rogorc mzes, xom gaxsovT:<br />
`mzeo TibaTvis, yofna umzeod,<br />
mze miicvala Ria TvalebiT…...”<br />
poetis satkivars TamaSis elementi<br />
amZafrebs. mogexsenebaT, poezia<br />
TamaSic aris. TiTqos galaktions<br />
unda, adamiani ukan, istoriamdeli<br />
warsulisken miaxedos.<br />
RvTismoSiSi adamiani gaiZaxis<br />
_ rwmena gvinda; ,,frTebi, frTebi<br />
gvinda!” _ yvirian poetebi; _ ra<br />
dros poeziaa, _ ambobs gazuluqebuli,<br />
fuliT jibeebdatenili<br />
oratori. sazogadoebis aseTi gaorebac<br />
mZime ganwyobilebas qmnis,<br />
wuTiers xdis yofas da ara marto<br />
pirovnebis melanqoliuri temperamenti,<br />
an depresiuli buneba, miT<br />
umetes, Cemsas _ sakmaod emociuri<br />
adamiani var, gamZafrebuli maqvs<br />
SegrZnebebi, TiTqos nervebis daboloebebiT<br />
vexebi samyaros da es<br />
nervebi waTlili fanqris wverebiviT<br />
wvetiania.<br />
_ axerxebdiT Tu ara karg colobas,<br />
karg dedobas, karg kulinarobas?<br />
_ `kargi~ farTo cnebaa. albaT,<br />
roca gverdiT sayvareli adamiani<br />
gyavs, maqsimalurad cdilob, ra-<br />
Raceebi daTmo da asiamovno. Za-<br />
`poeziaSi gaqcevaze mifiqria. Seni samyaro Tu ar gaqvs, SeiZleba,<br />
verc gadarCe. iq ki maradiuli, CemTvis Zalian mniSvnelovani da<br />
upasuxo kiTxva mudam melodeba: vin varT? saidan movediT? sad<br />
mivdivarT? mgoni, yvelaze metad am kiTxvas poetebi ver pasuxoben~.<br />
lian momwons, roca qalma kargad<br />
icis saWmlis keTeba. es arasodes<br />
vicodi, arc miyvarda, magram,<br />
roca ojaxi mqonda, samzareulo-<br />
Si vtrialebdi. ra Tqma unda, vcdilobdi,<br />
aba, ra unda meqna?!<br />
_ amaSi Tqvens poetur bunebas<br />
adanaSaulebT?<br />
_ ara, es adamianuri bunebaa. yovelTvis<br />
movnaxav dros, rom CemTvis<br />
Seviketo, `bunagSi” Cavjde<br />
da vwero... bolo oTxi wlis manZilze,<br />
elguja mZimed iyo avad. ise<br />
vuvlidi, rogorc SemeZlo. is ki<br />
meubneboda: dedas ar mouvlia CemTvis<br />
ise, rogorc Seno, imitom ki<br />
ara, rom odesme Cems grZnobaSi Separvia<br />
eWvi. ubralod, Cemi bunebidan<br />
gamomdinare, ver warmoedgina,<br />
Tu imdenis gakeTebas SevZlebdi,<br />
risic SevZeli. TviTonac saocari<br />
damokidebuleba hqonda Cemi saqmianobis<br />
mimarT. maxsovs: gafar-<br />
Toebuli infarqtis mere, Zvlivs<br />
gamovida mdgomareobidan. faqtobrivad,<br />
saavadmyofoSi vcxovrobdiT,<br />
guliko CafiZis klinikaSi. iq<br />
damirekes da mTxoves, Wabua amire-<br />
cxeli Sokoladi 99