Jurnali #6.indd

niko firosmanaSvili
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rigianad aewyo, romeliRac mdidari Tbiliselisagan kreditic mi-
iRes; niko dauaxlovda dimitris ojaxs, qaliSvili mounaTla mas,
Sinauri kaci gaxda mis saxlSi.
magram ase didxans ar gagrZelebula. male kompanionebi aeSal-
nen erTmaneTs, daiwyo usiamovnebani da skandalebic ki. SemdegSi
aluRiSvils miawerdnen yvela ubedurebas, rac nikos mouvida –
mis gakotrebas, daqveiTebas. CvenTvis Znelia maTi gansja. magram
Tu samarTlianobas davicavT, mainc unda vaRiaroT, rom ganxeTq-
ilebis saTave is iyo, rom niko ar dabadebula vaWrad, misTvis
sruliad ucxo iyo fsiqologia da cxovrebis normebi im wrisa,
romelSic igi Zalauneburad moeqca (daxlidar simon papiaSvilis
mogonebidan: „saerTod nikalas vaWroba kargi hqonda, magram metad
gulkeTili da mxarjveli kaci iyo da amis gamo bolos daxura Tavisi
savaWro da didubes gadavida“). is suraTi, romelsac TviT al-
uRiSvili gvixatavs, eWvs ar unda iwvevdes, Tumca, SesaZlebelia,
zogi wvrilmani dazustebasac moiTxovdes:
„vaWroba ezareboda da kidec Takilobda. zafxulSi, gaCaRe-
buli vaWrobis dros mimatovebda, ori viris sapane (sic!) mwvane
balaxs iyidda, aitanda duqnis Tavze sakuTar „balaxanaSi“, gaiS-
lida da gamoexveoda: – sofelSi rom ver mivdivar, es miamebao!
duqansac iameboda? me rogorc Tavgziani, daxlSi videqi, TiTon is
an karebTan idga ayudebuli, an balaxanaSi xatavda. moiyvanda rome-
lime mezobels, daayenebda da etyoda: – modi, ise dagxato, Senze
maimuni aravin iyoso. erTxel mec damxata. Turme uCumrad gad-
amiRo vaWrobis dros. didxans vinaxavdi saxlSi am suraTs, raRac
sazareli Sesaxedi viyavi, Savferi... bavSvebs eSinodaT. davwviT“.
niko xan gaagdebda aluRiSvils, xan TviTon garboda. erTxel
Tavis sofelSi Cavida disa da siZis TxovniT... imaT xma miuvi-
daT, nikos fuli gauCndao, warmoidgines, rom Zalian gamdidrda
da gadawyvites amiT esargeblaT: SeakeTebines saxli, rogorc
Cans, fulic gamostyues, mere ki usircxvilod moiSores Tavi-
dan. uTxres, giJi xaro da gamoagdes. niko TbilisSi dabrunda
gaoflili, amogangluli, saSinlad aRgznebuli, imuqreboda, siZes
movklavo, gadareuls hgavda. halucinaciebic ki daewyo, sasowarkveTili
muxlebze daemxoboda, qviTinebda, ambobda mTavaran-
gelozi da wminda giorgi gamomecxadneno. aluRiSvilis sityviT,
man Zlivs daaSoSmina niko. magram cota xanSi igi kvlav „aiSala“,
erTxel kojorSi gaiqca, iq sazandrebsa da amxanagebSi gaflanga
fuli, mere monaniebiTa da tiriliT daubrunda aluRiSvils. al-