ZIP DOBYNS (Astrology) - Film Score Rundowns

may be the person who's holding back because he's afraid he won't be applauded. So
holding back is considered less worse than trying and then failing.
[Question: " Would that really be a heart attack potential because they never
reached their goal?"]
It depends on what the goal is. If the goal is to just do their own creative thing
and accomplishing it, then it may be fine. What do I need to reassure me that I'm justified
in feeling a sense of self-esteem and
personal worth? That's very much an individual decision. Can I get it from my own
actions or do I need to have someone else patting me on the back, applauding me,
admiring me, in order to feel reassured and good about myself?
[Question: "What about Sun square the Midheaven?"]
That's the conflict between the personal creative ambitious drive and the limits of
the world--whether its the Laws of the Universe, whether it's Time, whether it's the
economic system, whether it's authority figures, whether it's your own conscience which
limits you.
LETTER SIX: MERCURY/VESTA/CERES/VIRGO/6th HOUSE
The keynote here is efficient functioning, doing a good job. It isn't necessarily a
job for a living. It can be a hobby or a craft of some kind. It could be volunteer work.
But it is the need to feel you have done something well and that it was worth doing.
Particularly I would look for the asteroid Vesta line more than anything else because
Ceres is a blend between Cancer and Virgo (an earth-mother or earth-water combination).
Mercury is also partly Virgo but generally associated with Gemini, though Gemini and
Virgo are mutable, mental signs. Vesta is really the epitome of Virgo--the need to do
something really well, something you could put an enormous focus into and get a sense
of accomplishment from it, all the nitty-gritty little details.
And unfortunately, of course, this can be connected to health and illness too. If
the person feels that the work is not worthy of their best efforts, then illness is a way of
getting out of work. If you get sick, you don't have to do it anymore! "I'm too sick to
work!"
LETTER SEVEN: VENUS/JUNO/LIBRA/7thHOUSE
Pallas will contribute, but Juno (which also has Scorpio overtones) is
especially the marriage factor. Venus/Libra/Juno is the need to have a lasting
relationship with someone else as an equal, to share your life, be able to take turns, to
cooperate, compromise, live together. It is pretty easy to say "You be yourself and do
what you like" with friends and neighbors (Aquarius and Gemini), but when you live
with a person (Libra) it's not so easy to say, "You have the right to be yourself; I accept
you as you are." That's the challenge of Libra: To be able to actually live with someone
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