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his keys under a lamp post because <strong>the</strong> light is better <strong>the</strong>re. We know—<br />

can describe—<strong>the</strong> stages <strong>of</strong> growth <strong>of</strong> flowers, animals, people… but<br />

not <strong>the</strong> life force itself, <strong>the</strong> drive: what engineer, inventor and mystic<br />

Arthur Young called “<strong>the</strong> quantum <strong>of</strong> action.” Of this we know<br />

nothing, and are happy to know nothing. And thus we become<br />

victims. 149<br />

Again, this could be viewed as simply a case <strong>of</strong> primitive instincts not<br />

yet bred out <strong>of</strong> Homo Sapiens, though this is mythologizing science,<br />

so to speak, creating a “rational” answer which is merely a tautology;<br />

<strong>the</strong> instinct exists because it exists. 150 . But <strong>the</strong>re seems to be an older,<br />

ancient really, perspective that is a part <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> human psyche, though it<br />

can be drowned out with all <strong>the</strong> absurdities <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> information age,<br />

which simply knows, apriori <strong>of</strong> any education or indoctrination, that<br />

<strong>the</strong> spiritual is real, more real in fact than anything we can touch or<br />

smell, outside <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> cycles <strong>of</strong> birth – life – death. We may each see it<br />

colored by our experiences and personalities, as pure and perfect Light<br />

or dark and malevolent and devouring, or more probably, as amoral<br />

and or unconcerned with our petty lives and pa<strong>the</strong>tic achievements.<br />

Primitive man sought to appease, not confront it. And yet, <strong>the</strong>re were a<br />

few, extraordinary individuals, as Dee and Crowley and Parsons<br />

perhaps were. Once science was a part <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir search, before it<br />

became Science and opened its eyes, declaring, like <strong>the</strong> Gnostic<br />

creator (demiurge) Ialdabaoth, <strong>the</strong>re is no god (or reality) o<strong>the</strong>r than<br />

me! Yet no matter how much lip service is paid to that idol, <strong>the</strong> fact is<br />

that <strong>the</strong> world has continued to be as vast and mysterious as it was to<br />

<strong>the</strong> our ancestors; if anything, we can simply see a little far<strong>the</strong>r.<br />

<strong>The</strong>refore, in answer to <strong>the</strong> first question, we may answer, that yes,<br />

whatever this order, this presence may “actually” be, it is as real as<br />

thought, as love, as hope. Maybe more so.<br />

149<br />

Sinister Forces A Grimoire <strong>of</strong> American Political Witchcraft Vol 1, <strong>The</strong> Nine, Peter<br />

Levenda, Trine Day, 2005<br />

150<br />

As in, for example, explaining love as a survival instinct. While that may sound like an<br />

explanation, in fact it says nothing about love as experienced or for that matter anything else,<br />

as it would be just as easy to say love is completely separated from <strong>the</strong> survival instinct and in<br />

fact <strong>of</strong>ten causes <strong>the</strong> survival instinct to be “overruled”.<br />

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