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Marina Tsvetaeva, Her Life in Poems - Rolf Gross

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postponed any radical solution to our question. When there is no way out, time is the<br />

best teacher. Isn't that so"<br />

Noth<strong>in</strong>g could fuel <strong>Mar<strong>in</strong>a</strong>'s poetic eng<strong>in</strong>e like distress: She threw herself <strong>in</strong>to poetry.<br />

One of her most mature poems,“Trees”, was written <strong>in</strong> 1922-23, and several large cycles<br />

of “Poema”: “Poem of the Mounta<strong>in</strong>”, “Poem of the End”, “The Ratcatcher”.<br />

In the tenth stanza of “Poem of the End” she voices, no, practically shouts her<br />

anguished answer to Sergey's demand for a separation. The poem is also an example of<br />

<strong>Mar<strong>in</strong>a</strong>'s “cool and mathematical” reason<strong>in</strong>g. Even <strong>in</strong> her most distressed moments she is<br />

able to sharply express her pa<strong>in</strong>:<br />

...Not remember<strong>in</strong>g, not comprehend<strong>in</strong>g,<br />

Just a lesser holiday on...<br />

- Our street! - no longer ours ... -<br />

- How many times we walked it - no longer will we...<br />

- Tomorrow the sun will rise <strong>in</strong> the west!<br />

- Jehova will break with David!<br />

- What are we do<strong>in</strong>g - We are separat<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

- That word says noth<strong>in</strong>g to me.<br />

The most senselessly <strong>in</strong>human word:<br />

Se-pa-ra-t<strong>in</strong>g. - Am I one of a hundred<br />

Just a word of for syllables,<br />

Beyond which lies empt<strong>in</strong>ess.<br />

Wait! Is it true In Serbian or Croatian<br />

It means cheat<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the Czech Republic.<br />

Sepa-ration! To separate ...<br />

Is <strong>in</strong>sane nonesense!<br />

The sound bursts deaf ears,<br />

Beyond the edge of despair ...<br />

Separation - is not <strong>in</strong> the Russian language!<br />

Nor <strong>in</strong> that of women! Nor men!<br />

Not <strong>in</strong> the language of God! What are we – sheep<br />

To stare at us eat<strong>in</strong>g<br />

Separation – In what language is that,<br />

If the mean<strong>in</strong>g doesn't exist<br />

Even the sound! Well, just empty like the<br />

Noise of a saw, <strong>in</strong> a dream perhaps.<br />

Separation – <strong>in</strong> the school of<br />

Klebnikov's must mean the moan of a night<strong>in</strong>gale<br />

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