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cuLTure<br />

Writers<br />

sylvia plath and<br />

the Falsity of the suicide myth<br />

My image of Sylvia Plath (n. 1932), is<br />

draped in a false suicide myth – like<br />

Marilyn Monroe and James Dean – relentlessly<br />

repeated by the voracious literary<br />

and media machines. It is true that she<br />

killed herself, in 1963, at the age of 30,<br />

in a frigid February in Primrose Hill,<br />

London, in the place she dreamed of living<br />

– a flat formerly inhabited by the poet<br />

Yeats. But she didn’t only die; she lived<br />

and wrote. She had just divorced Ted<br />

Hughes, a poet enthralled by astrology<br />

and the occult, who was <strong>later</strong> accused of<br />

thwarting her literary attempts, even<br />

though he did publish her poems, a diary,<br />

stories and correspondence. Like Dylan<br />

Thomas, another author she admired,<br />

Sylvia was born on October 27, in Boston.<br />

She was young and tulip-skinned with<br />

quick, restless hands that could not disguise<br />

a tracery of delicate blue veins.<br />

I envision her speeding on a bicycle over<br />

a mantle of dry leaves or leaping over stones<br />

as one bestriding a fish. I hear her obsessively<br />

laughing in metallic bursts with the<br />

water at her waist, when love, overwhelmingly<br />

material, comes too late in “bits of<br />

sweetened blood.” I see the shadow and<br />

light that made her depart, not only because<br />

lovers are not bonded forever, but because<br />

her feet were veiled by the shroud of a<br />

hollow world and her eyes were hollowedout<br />

orbs. She is there studying and reading,<br />

turned in on her writing and the words<br />

and gestures of others who were absent and<br />

fated not to return.<br />

Sylvia in her negative narcissism and<br />

overwhelming talent did not deem herself<br />

sufficient. Yet she believed she was a<br />

genius and said so in a letter to her mother.<br />

She rationalized her need to escape and<br />

yearned to write with “more inventiveness<br />

than God.” She sought the comforting crib<br />

By AnA mArques GAsTão<br />

Sylvia Plath<br />

of long-lost paternal warmth, and believed<br />

that the world was driven by hard work<br />

and dreams; she heard footsteps and voices<br />

and was inhabited by lunar cries: “If I<br />

sit still and don’t do anything, the world<br />

goes on beating like a slack drum, without<br />

meaning.” (Journal, 2/25/1956).<br />

Like Faust, she knew that there was a<br />

“quagmire at the foot of the mountain,”<br />

yet she could not bear the draining toil her<br />

work demanded. She left her life behind<br />

with no soothing balms or purges; the<br />

white lily of her sublimely ferocious pencil<br />

describing a wounded body with biletinged<br />

tears and words from a bottomless<br />

abyss. As in the Bell Jar, her seeming selfrevelations<br />

were, in reality symbolic, colloquial<br />

and pregnant with metaphors and<br />

transformed her mal-adjustment and<br />

strangeness into something that did not<br />

belong to her. And that is why she allowed<br />

herself to depart and chose to write “in<br />

line with the Poundian legacy between<br />

emotion and intellect” (Mário Avelar, Sylvia<br />

Plath, o rosto oculto do Poeta com uma antologia<br />

poética bilingue, Edições Cosmos, 1997), and<br />

then die: “O my God, what am I. That these<br />

late mouths should cry open. In a forest of<br />

frost, in a dawn of cornflowers.” (“Poppies<br />

in October” 1962)<br />

If anyone can actually be a poem, Sylvia<br />

Plath was Lady Lazarus, the title of a poetic<br />

monologue written eleven days after Daddy<br />

in October of 1962, that talks about once<br />

again being begrudgingly brought back<br />

from the brink of death: “Dying/Is an art,<br />

like everything else, I do it exceptionally<br />

well.” The verses are pervaded by pain,<br />

wit, and irony and pierced through and<br />

through by a kind of morbid joy, a sulphuric<br />

clamor, and haughtiness that the<br />

spoken word brings out: it is a work that<br />

must be heard – not merely read. As Maria<br />

Filomena Molder points out in A Imperfeição<br />

da Filosofia (Relógio d’Água, 2003), in a<br />

reference to a text by Paul Valéry, Lazarus<br />

“only comes back to life because he is<br />

still alive.” He is not a dying figure but a<br />

Christ figure.<br />

Lady Lazarus is the account of a crucifixion.<br />

After death, there is a revival. Skin, bones,<br />

knees, hands, scars, and the crown of gold<br />

are the symbolic elements that populate<br />

the spiritual path the fictional account<br />

details. In an archetypal approximation of<br />

the language of the depths, but with<br />

irresolute duality, the poem ends in a<br />

labyrinthine web of red hair. Sylvia rises<br />

from the ashes like the Phoenix – from<br />

the quagmire of nausea to a kind of occult<br />

eschatology. She has let herself be dragged<br />

to a better place perchance, where time<br />

no longer exists.<br />

Parallel no. 6 | FALL | WINTER 2011 79<br />

CORBIS/ VMI

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