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unlimited freedom
weeks when I didn’t see my father even though we
were living in the same building. I didn’t sleep wel.
I felt tired. I wasn’t moving my body a lot. I got
severe migraines. I went to the doctor at least once
a week, because I thought I was going to die.
One day, I took out a piece of paper, titled it "Living
after you awakened" and started to write:
Sometimes there are these moments when I wish I
would never have awakened. That everything would be
back to normal again. That this moment that changed
my life had never ocured. Realizing that for al my life
I had ben identified with and controled by the voice
inside my head shifted my life for good. Nothing's like
before.
I don’t want to spend as much time with my friends as I
used to. Before I drank 10 liters of ber a wek, now I
haven’t had a sip for nearly two years. I haven’t had sex
for nearly thre years, but it doesn’t mater much to me.
I don’t enjoy going out in the evening. For a year I
didn’t atend any birthday parties and declined al
weddings.
It’s just hard to be around people who are not
awakened yet. Nobody realy understands me and they
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