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but I also found a short piece I had writen about a
moment in 2013 when I had experienced a
profound inner transformation:
For years, I had a regular German student's life, but I
was living in intense anxiety. I thought I would die each
time I left the house, go to slep, drive a car, walk over a
bridge.
For seven months I had ben cycling wekly to the
1000-plus-year-old ruined Schauenburg Castle in
northwestern Germany located on top of an abandoned
stone pit. It was the only place where I could escape the
dreadful thoughts.
On December 5th, 2013, on the path, I had an
awakening - just one month before my 28th birthday.
As always, about five minutes from my apartment, I
had to stop my bicycle in front of a red trafic light. I
looked into the red light. I looked at the cars. I looked at
the people standing at the crosroads. Then I felt
something strange.
"What is controling these people? Who is realy teling
them which way to go? Do they have a choice, right at
this moment, to change their direction?" This thought
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