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A local woman missing- Mary Kubica

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He makes light of her pain. “This doesn’t hurt,” he says, going on.

He wouldn’t know. He’s never had a cervical exam before. Shelby

squirms. He tells her to hold still. He says that the more still she

holds, the sooner he will be done. It’s denigrating. “All done,” Dr.

Feingold says to Shelby as he yanks the latex glove from his hand.

“Now that wasn’t so bad, was it?”

She won’t look at him.

Dr. Feingold doesn’t use electronic fetal monitoring to continuously

monitor the baby’s heart. Instead, he listens with a Doppler device.

Many obstetricians do. Electronic fetal monitoring isn’t necessary for

everyone, unless they’re high risk. But intermittent auscultation is

exactly that—intermittent—and requires diligence on the part of Dr.

Feingold and the labor nurse. Tonight the hospital is busy. Many

women are in labor, including another of Dr. Feingold’s patients. The

nurse says, “Must be a full moon.” There’s no truth in that. It’s only

folklore. Changes in barometric pressure can cause women to go

into labor, but not full moons. It’s more likely there’s a storm coming

than that there’s a full moon.

Dr. Feingold steps out of the room. Before he leaves, he asks me

to step out into the hall with him. He says to me privately as if we’re

in cahoots about this, “You’ve got your work cut out for you with this

one.” He’s smirking as he asks, “Is this what they mean when they

say attention whore?”

I’m so shocked that at first I don’t speak. I just stare, wide-eyed

and slack-jawed.

“My clients,” I tell him when I catch my breath, “are always looking

for OB recommendations. I wouldn’t recommend you to anyone,

Doctor.” If I had personal experience with Dr. Feingold before, I

would have told Shelby to run in the other direction. I have a growing

list of doctors I won’t work with, of hospitals I won’t go to. He’d just

been added to my list. He believes his medical degree gives him

carte blanche. It doesn’t.

Once he’s gone, I return to Shelby’s side. She tells me, “I hate

him.”

“Don’t worry about Dr. Feingold,” I say. “Just think of your beautiful

baby and the life you’ll share. You’re almost through, Shelby.”

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