- Page 3 and 4: Praise forLocal Woman Missing“I
- Page 5 and 6: Local Woman MissingMary Kubica
- Page 7 and 8: Mary Kubica is the New York Times b
- Page 9 and 10: LeoKateMeredithLeoMeredithKateMered
- Page 11 and 12: PROLOGUE11 Years BeforeThere’s a
- Page 13 and 14: thinking about his car, how warm it
- Page 15 and 16: DELILAHNOWI hear footsteps. They mo
- Page 17 and 18: my belly got to be so bad that I ha
- Page 19 and 20: I do know for sure that there are s
- Page 21 and 22: There ain’t much to work with in
- Page 23 and 24: we ever want to get out of this pla
- Page 25 and 26: when we don’t come, she says, “
- Page 27 and 28: That lady hasn’t fed us since tha
- Page 29 and 30: I bring the candy bar to my mouth.
- Page 31 and 32: I call to Gus to hurry up. I don’
- Page 33 and 34: direction so that soon I’m all tu
- Page 35 and 36: back into the blackness of the shed
- Page 37 and 38: I curl more tightly into my pill bu
- Page 39 and 40: There’s a house outside. It’s b
- Page 41 and 42: through a forest. Like the cornstal
- Page 43 and 44: I shake my head. I don’t know not
- Page 45 and 46: KATE11 YEARS BEFOREMayThere’s a k
- Page 47 and 48: I pull open the door and the wind r
- Page 49: life, a sense of purpose during tho
- Page 53 and 54: Maybe this was one of those times.
- Page 55 and 56: disappears into the kitchen to keep
- Page 57 and 58: I glance down at the phone in my ha
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- Page 61 and 62: LEONOWTo be straight, I never thoug
- Page 63 and 64: KATE11 YEARS BEFOREMayBea is in bed
- Page 65 and 66: police, and became common knowledge
- Page 67 and 68: me. But now I’m grateful for the
- Page 69 and 70: moon is nearly full, giving off add
- Page 71 and 72: Dad doesn’t know it but I’ve re
- Page 73 and 74: It’s a media circus when we get h
- Page 75 and 76: argument I want to have. I love the
- Page 77 and 78: KATE11 YEARS BEFOREMayThe next morn
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- Page 81 and 82: LEONOWThat first night in our house
- Page 83 and 84: MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMarchI’ve
- Page 85 and 86: I feel somewhat guilty for unloadin
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- Page 89 and 90: One by one people get in their cars
- Page 91 and 92: puddles; Bea and I part ways and st
- Page 93 and 94: “I’m so worried,” Cassandra s
- Page 95 and 96: was looking at was human—that the
- Page 97 and 98: and to the front door. She knocks o
- Page 99 and 100: “That’s lovely,” I say.Bea as
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A body has been found.
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The coffee shop is new to me. It ha
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pay much attention to me that night
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An image of her husband forms: cyni
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the door. Other officers are inside
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The midwife replies, “Yes, of cou
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Later, early in the evening, we wat
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impression of a small castle. As lo
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Dad asks if you want him to tuck yo
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That’s when Mom turned the knife
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I write back, All first-time mother
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would be angry if the police showed
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Dad tells her, “I should have cal
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recollection I’d been hoping for.
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gray. Her eyes are gray. She has de
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He says reluctantly, “They found
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It’s as if Josh can read my mind.
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“What do you think, then,” he a
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quickly than most.“Thanks,” he
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play with Delilah. She makes fun of
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her face for signs of bruising. The
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I ask again. “Did he hurt you?”
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This is what you told the police: y
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMarchDinner
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remember, Leo, how this happened?
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KATE11 YEARS BEFOREMayThe next morn
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREAprilOver th
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The kids and I still stand outside,
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Bea stops me there. She takes charg
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KATE11 YEARS BEFOREMayDr. Feingold
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knot. We picked them out together,
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“Yes, sir,” I say, shifting my
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“She had a baby recently. It was
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I’m flat on my back. I can’t se
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREAprilShelby
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Within an hour a nurse comes in to
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“Of course,” I say.“I think S
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What his patients like about Dr. Fe
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the next contraction, he instructs
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I turn on the car and begin to driv
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Bea takes a cursory glance in the s
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go home. I can’t lead this indivi
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I spent a lot of time on those miss
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMayThe Tebow
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I should trust him enough to tell h
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There’s more urgency about gettin
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMayI haven
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I regret my choice of words immedia
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“Cassandra, if Marty is seeing an
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holding hands. I’m appalled that
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Piper Hanaka is your age. She’s t
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KATE11 YEARS BEFOREMayThe rest of t
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conversation—spoken in some other
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it that left me feeling violated an
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Outside the storm rages. It’s mor
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to see Bea’s expression, I see he
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house, so close to the circuit brea
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMayI can’t
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I won’t tell him now. I don’t w
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dancing has made him thirsty. Our d
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I’m the only one who doesn’t ha
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KATE11 YEARS BEFOREMayThree things
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parking lot, a 1970s neon sign flas
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMayMy eyes a
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Babies,” I tell her. I’d just g
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“I know her, Bea,” I say, and I
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We haul Shelby to the back end of t
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grimace. The coloration of her skin
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trees were here before the homes. T
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“It’s not your fault,” Dad sa
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMayThe next
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if I told the truth, it might get b
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I obsess over this. I try to replay
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LEONOWBefore bed, Dad comes into my
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMayI can’t
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She pauses for effect. “It’s ti
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that I shared with Delilah. My mom
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMay“I have
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in the trunk, and whether she was d
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But the longer he stares at those p
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better than that. You’re never su
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MEREDITH11 YEARS BEFOREMayIn the mi
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Who would care for her special need
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Bea comes fully into the garage.
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Another change comes over Bea. She
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hands. Her hair spills across her f
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It’s taking a long time for you t
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Bea is in the driver’s seat. Bea
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hers, gathering dollar bills. She l
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vacant or nearly vacant right now,
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friendship has waned over the years
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the building, and it’s upstairs.
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My question goes unanswered.Where a
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to climb, their movements in sync.
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remembers that when Bea came back,
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I hang up before she can say more.
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