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A local woman missing- Mary Kubica

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The realization stuns me. Meredith chose Bea to watch over

Delilah after she was gone. She entrusted Delilah to Bea. Bea was

making good on a promise to Meredith; she was honoring Meredith’s

last request.

But why? Why would Meredith ever keep Delilah from Josh?

My thoughts are derailed with Delilah’s next words.

“I was there,” Delilah says, “when she killed Mommy.”

The world falls silent.

And then I hear, “No,” vehemently at first and then screamed again

and again, with more passion, more fury, “No! No! Noooo!”

It’s only when all eyes fall to me that I realize those are my words.

That I’m the one who’s screaming.

Later, after the police have completed their investigation, which

includes interrogating me, they let me into Bea’s studio. I don’t know

what to expect as I ascend the steps and let myself into the upstairs

attic where Delilah was kept for eleven years. The sole window is

boarded up with plywood, except for a small circle, carved just big

enough for an eye, out of which Delilah could see. For eleven years

she watched her father mow the lawn, watched Leo toss a ball to

Wyatt the dog until he died. She watched flowers bloom and snow

fall, but never felt the sun on her skin.

She wasn’t treated unkindly. Delilah has told the police as much;

the stacks of books, of toys, of art supplies, the plentiful clothes

suggest the same to me. And yet Bea took her childhood from her.

She stole years of Delilah’s life that she will never get back. She took

her from her family. She stole her innocence and her freedom. Why?

Because Delilah was witness to what Bea did to Meredith.

As it turns out, Delilah didn’t see Bea kill Meredith, though for

eleven years she thought she did. What she saw was the

commencing act: Bea immobilizing Meredith with a hammer, and

Meredith falling unconscious to the ground. As Bea held her hand to

Delilah’s mouth and carried her running from the Dickeys’ garage to

ours, little Delilah was sure her mother was dead. Bea never told her

otherwise. Delilah doesn’t remember much from that day, though she

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