4 poezia <strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong>28 maisi - 10 ivnisi 2010mamuka wiklaurifitulebis gamofename fituli var _ Jamis fituli,dReebisa da Rameebis Sesakrebeli;Senc fituli xar, salome, da mec fituli var _Cven Cveni didi siyvarulis fitulebi varT,Cven Zirsdacemul frinvelebis fitulebi varT;TiTqos gvaqvs frTebi,bumbulsac Slis zogjer niavi,magram es frTebi verasodes afrindebian _veRarasodes SeaerTebencasa da miwas fitulis frTebi.es frinvelebi ver gaSlian frTebs silurjeSi,veRarasodes gaigdeben sivrces es frTebida is Tvalebic... Tumc ra Tvalebi?! _minis Savi da gamyinavi wertilebia,Camqrali cecxli imzireba am Tvalebidan.Tumc zogi ambobs _ sibrZnec ase imzirebao,frTebi sibrZnesac ara aqvso, _ ase amboben.modi, gavSaloT suraTebis Zveli albomi,modi, nisliviT gavexvioT mogonebebSi! _gepatiJebiT fitulebis gamofenaze!me Sen miyvarxar _ Seni mwvane fituli miyvarsda ver SeRebavs Semodgoma am fituls yviTlad!arc daiRala, verc gaZRa...Camoiqca wvimaas sevdian simad,aRarc zeca daiRala da verc gaZRa miwa.usasrulod vCndebiT,usasrulod vqrebiT.arc sicocxle dailia, verc sikvdili gaZRa.mze sul midis, midis,ar utydeba xidi.arc sinaTle daiRala, verc sibnele gaZRa.xmali dadna lesviT,Zirs migia ZeZvi.arc imedi daiRala da verc gaZRa sevda.CobalaurizamTris piria. gavasveneT Cobalauri.CanaRvliandnen, Cainislnen xatis tyeebi;isakliseben Cobalaurs, Camwuxrdnen mTebi.modis zamTari... imitom modis,rom daasvenos qarebisgan natanji tye darom daaZinos uZilobiT natanji mTebi....Senma sikvdilma gamagebina,ratom da risTvis modis zamTari _Senc daasvene WinWrianSi naTrevi sulida cota mainc moufone daWimul nervebs;dade wvimisgan dasvelebul-damZimebulisinanulis da siyvarulis maRali droSa;movidnen Seni wamyvanebi, Cobalauro!wuTisoflisgan dakeWnilo, maRalo xeo!miwa da Tovli Segixveven Ria Wrilobebs,qari ki... qari mag siRrmeze veRar Camova.wvims usasrulod, ager, Tovlic gamouria,vdgavar sarkmelTan da giyureb TovlSi mimavals _Tovli mogyveba, Tovli avsebs Sens nafexurebs....mainc ra iyo! _ Senma wilma wuTisofelmaase rad dagRrRna, ase ratom agiTvalwuna?!.bRaWiasa da marRias miTi _ 2008 w.bRaWiasa da marRias _ or Zmas,legendebi da Tqmulebebi daepatronen:bRaWias farze lomi iyo gamosaxulida Tuki omi metismetad gaWirdeboda _gadmodioda aRrenili lomi faridanda bRaWiaze wamosul mters kbilebiT fleTda.xolo marRias lomis filtvi aWames TurmesiyvawvileSi da misi xma mexis xmas hgavda _is rom mReroda, iryeoda ca da xmeleTida SiSisagan mteri muxlSi ikeceboda....sxva legendebi sxvas amboben: erTxelac, Turme,viwro kldeebTan Semohyrian marbiel TaTrebs,_ gaviqceT, bRaWo, _ urCia Zmam, _ bevrni arian!_ arao! _ bRaWom, _ me Tavis SvelarboliT ki ara, xmliT da TofiT gamigiao!da TaTrebs ise mivardnian, mistevebian,adidebuli mdinare rom utevs xeobas....maT saflavebze ori didi lodi devs axla,gverdi-gverd wvanan qvebi da Zmebi.sofeli ambobs: Ram-RamobiT, Tu yurs daugdeb,miwis siRrmidan bRaWias xmlis wivili ismisda Zma, marRiac, isev mReris lomis filtvebiT.axlaxan vnaxe, or lods Sua soloRa ijda,mTvrali iyo da CasZaxoda miwaSi biWebs:_ Tu cocxlebi xarT, amodiT da Rvino davlioT!_ Tu simRera gsurT, amodiT da vimReroT erTad!_ Tuki mand omobT, saomari aqac bevria!..ucxo ucxoTa sofelSijer uZravad devs qva qvaze da kiTxva eseviTari:_ ra xniT maqvs gamowerili wera-mwerelis qviTari,kidev ramden xans viqnebi tkivilis WvlebiTmdidari?.....rac Tavi maxsovs, sicocxles vswavlob _minda, rogorme drois qarebs Sevuwyo fexi.Tumc dros ki ara... es ori fexierTmaneTisTvis normalurad ver Semiwyvia.TiTqos sxvisia, ise mivaTrevqviani gzisgan dalewil da daJeJil muxlebs.unda viaro _ misjili maqvs es siaruli,unda viwvalo, mec sxvasaviT unda viswavlo _sad gadavide Setevaze, sad moviTmino;sad vapatio, sad ar davTmo, ar vapatio;sad marTali sjobs, sad _ tyuili da sad _ dumili;sad arwiviviT avimarTo mwvervalebs zemoT,sad melasaviT Sevimalo Cems bnel soroSi...unda viaro, misjili maqvs es siaruli,Tumca vici, rom uazroa Cemi wvaleba _iq verasodes ver mivaRwev, sadac mivdivar....nu gamamtyunebT, nu damcinebT... aseTad gavCndi,me aq SemTxveviT Semomagdes ucxo qarebma _Cemi saqme xom varskvlavebis momwyemsva iyo......jer uZravad devs qva qvaze da kiTxva eseviTari:_ ra xniT maqvs gamowerili wera-mwerelis qviTari,kidev ramden xans viqnebi tkivilis WvlebiTmdidari?..beberi cacxvi Cvens nasaxlarzesaxli aRaraa. nangrevebia. namosaxlari _da es beberi cacxviRaa am midamoSi,visac am saxlis binadarTa ambavi axsovs.da ai, isic xanmoreuli moxucis darad,erT da imaves hyveba da hyveba:...ase Tqva imano, ase upasuxa amano......ase mieWra is imas karzeda iman tyvia daaxvedrao......sisxli emarTa, ar SearCines,qumliscixesTan wamoewivnenda focxveraSvils Caulewes Tavi qviTao......WidilaSvilis daxvretac maxsovs:esrodnen, magram ar iqceoda,mTasaviT idga, muxasaviT gaibotita,Svidma tyviam rom ver waaqcia, merve esroles.bolos waiqca _ sali klde rom CamoiSleba,ise daecada iseT gminviT amoigmina _gaifiqrebdi, dedamiwam daikvnesao......vefxviviT iyo qali xvaramze,vefxviviT lamazi, vefxviviT saSiSi;siyvaruliTac vervin Sebeda,gauTxovari darCa xvaramze......amzeurebs Cveni cacxvidrois skivrSi Caobebul ambebs,wvimas, Tovls da qars ebaaseba.zogjer mTvaresac moigdebs xolmebeber xelebSi da eubneba:_ Senc xom gaxsovso, _ mTvares imowmebs;...mec ara mtovebs uyuradRebod _isRaa Cemi maspinZeli da xmis gamcemi,cremlebs mimSralebs foTlebiT da Tan manugeSebs.Sors gacura da mere veRar dabrunda ukanaseTi iyo misi siyvaruli _is Seuyvarda, vinc ar unda Seyvareboda,vis siyvarulsac adaTi da wesi krZalavda _Sors gacura da mere veRar dabrunda ukan....sam dRes veZebeT.bolos, tyis piras,erTi ifnis qveS vipoveT mkvdari.iwva mindorSi mZinaresaviT.Wiqac iq iyo _ sawamlavi gamoecala.Sxamis wveTiRa Sexmoboda bageze lurjad._ werili, werilio, _ werils eZebdnen.werili ar iyo _isedac yvelam yvelaferi kargad icoda _is Seuyvarda, vinc ar unda Seyvareboda...Sors gacura da mere veRar dabrunda ukan._ gulsac aRviri sWirdebao,arc guli unda miuSvao Tavis nebaze! _Tqves moxucebma asakobriv TavdajerebiT._ maSin isic TqviT, ra jaWvebiT davabaT guli! _vifiqre CemTvis da Sevxede gayinul zecas.TiTqos WinWarSira udierad daiZaxes Seni saxeli! _mTebi danisles, gadaketes uReltexili....am varskvlaviviT mokaSkaSe saxes da saxelsSxamis da boRmis niaRvari gadmoanTxies;ra saSineli sisastikiT gamoacxades:_ gamovitanoT sinaTleze maTi codvebi! _TiTqos WinWarSi Caisroles Cveni gulebi,TiTqos Cvens mTvares Wreli gveli Semoexvia,ra udierad daiZaxes Seni saxeli! _dambladacemul tradiciis xma iyo es xma _maT ar iwames mTvaris locva da enZelebissagazafxulo amosvla da amomzeveba.rogorc kldes mexi _ mec ar mikvirs es qvebissrola,aRaraferi aRar mikvirs! _ me xom iqa var,sadac varskvlavebs xocavdnen da dResac xocaven......ra udierad daiZaxes Seni saxeli! _mTebi danisles, gadaketes uReltexili.abria gabidaurigabidauri Seezarda Caketil sivrces,simartoves Seerwya da Seezarda igi.mis karze aRar akakuneben.aRar Cerdeba mis WiSkarTan fostalioni.Tavis dRe-Rames, rogorc uRel xars,mierekeba da miaTrevs Tavis sicocxles.midis da midis sakuTari dasasrulisken.mas arc sikvdili gauWirdeba.martoobidan _ martoobaSi,ukve SeCveul `cxovrebaSi~ gadava igi....is axlac marto misjdomia savaxSmo sufras,marto svams arays... aqaa da aqac araa...fiqrobs... viRacas uyurebs da uRimis fiqrSi.vin icis, iqneb, siyvaruli kvlav amoduRda _sadRac sivrceSi martosuli xvdeba martosuls,rogorc Wriloba _ Wrilobas daisari _ mizans......saxlSi Wotis xma Semovarda Sav isariviT_ moxve mSvidobiT! _ eubneba am xmas abriada Wiqas iRebs: _ gagimarjos, bebero Zmao,cota xans unda avitanoT es gasaWiri,cota kidev da Cveni mxsnelis werilic mova.
28 maisi - 10 ivnisi 2010sibrZne gvritia gvritiSvilisa(iumoriviT)_ adamiani roca kvdeba, ra rCeba misgan?_ daclili Wiqa!am sityva-pasuxs maxviliviT daatarebdagvritaT gvritia.rodesac sasmiss aswevda da gadiwuravda,lukmis magier daayolebda:_ adamiani roca kvdeba, ra rCeba misgan?_ daclili Wiqa!aravin icis, sad gaigo, sad waikiTxagvritam es `sibrZne~.CvenTan ambobda _ berZnebisgan naTqvamiao,sxvasTan ki uTqvams _ frangebisgan gavigoneo.avtorica da Semnaxavic gvritia iyo....da ai, axla gvritiSvili gardaicvala,uecrad mokvda, nasmurevze `gaeqca guli~.cocxlebs mkvdris mimarT rac evalebaT,imas vakeTebT.pativs vcemT gvritas _Rirseulad gvsurs gastumreba.Tumca... kvimat fiqrs ra gamolevs, gvrita, batono?! _ukve wasul kacs gistumrebT da ver gagvigia:Sen arc iqa xar, arc aqa xar,aba, sada xar?!_ adamiani roca kvdeba, ra rCeba misgan?_ daclili Wiqa!..ras eubneba ca dedamiwas?..ras eubneba cas dedamiwa,roca nislebi adian zeviT?ras CurCuleben, ra ambavi aaqvT zecaSi?ras eubneba ca dedamiwas,rodesac muxas egrixeba elva qaliviT?da muxa kvdeba _ siyvarulis xelebSi iwvis!ras eubneba cas dedamiwa,roca vulkani borotebis kvirtiviT skdeba? _ra ver eteva miwaSi da ra adis cisken?ras eubneba ca dedamiwas,roca varskvlavebs sabanaod agzavnis tbaSi?ras mianiSnebs, ras ixsenebs, ras ver ixsenebs?ras veubnebiT Cven erTmaneTs,raRa gvaerTebs ganSorebis did tramalebSi?da raRa avsebs Tavzardamcem sicarieles?_ ca dedamiwas eubneba: me Sen miyvarxar!_ cas dedamiwa eubneba: me Sen miyvarxar!...da mec CurCuliT geubnebi: me Sen miyvarxar!diqtatoris mwvervali _ 1994 weli...da, ai, isic! xom aaRwie,xom gadmoxede mtkvris xeobas mag mwvervalidan,xom daCndnen WiaRuebiviT Walis soflebi!mwvervalze dgaxar, gilocaven gamwvervalebas.didi zeimis burusiT xar garemoculida dol-garmonis xma gamodis Tavis qalidan....magram mudmivad mag mwvervalze ver gaCerdebi;raa mudmivi, rom eg iyos samaradJamo?wasvlis dro mova, magram sad waxval? _zeviT ver axval _haerze xom ver aabijeb?!gverdzec ver gaxval _ufskrulebSi CaiCexebi.sxva gza araa _ Zirs unda CaZvre,iqidan rogorc amococdi, unda Cacocde.alternativa ironiiT gimzers TvalebSi _an Cavardebi, an CaZvrebi, an Cagagdeben...`irmebis Rame~modi, davarqvaT Cvens siyvaruls `irmebis Rame~,`cicnaTelebis amofrqveva~ davarqvaT Tundac...modi, davarqvaT Cvens siyvaruls `dekis simRera~,`iebis Cumi amoparva~ davarqvaT Tundac...modi, davarqvaT Cvens siyvaruls `aprilis sunTqva~,`ori frinvelis caSi asvla~ davarqvaT Tundac...modi, davarqvaT Cvens siyvaruls `mTvaris Sriali~,`zevidan qvemoT Camosuli zeca~ davarqvaT.`mware ambavsac~ davarqmevdi, `Sxamian gzasac~,magram codvaa siyvaruli,am sazareli sityvebisTvis nu gavimetebT,nu gavwiravT da nu gavkidebT saxrCobelaze,siyvaruli xom... Tuki zogjer lomiviT brdRvinavs,zogjer naviviT iRupeba uecar qarSi.siyvaruli xom isaa, erTad samni romSehfarebian iisfer Rames _samni _ mTvare da ori iremi _rom gahyureben iis suniT gaJRenTil Rames...modi, davarqvaT Cvens siyvaruls `irmebis Rame~.<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong>zecis stumrebicaSi avyeviT erTmaneTs _ cad siyvarulma gvaqciamere ki wvimis Rrubelma wvimebad Camogvaqcia....arc zRaprebi da arc legendebi!Cven iq viyaviT _ im lurj gzebze mimovdiodiT,Cven iq viyaviT _ im lurj wylebSi mimovcuravdiT,Cven davinaxeT adami da iq iyo evac.oqrosfer caSi da varskvlavebSi,vercxlisfer nislSi da simRerebSi,qarvisfer qarSi da siyvarulSidavfrinavdiT da vsrialebdiT qarvisfer frTebiT.arc is gvaxsovda, rodis avfrindiT,arc is _ ra Zalam mogvwyvita miwas,arc is vicodiT, frena rodis dasruldeboda....da roca miwas davexeTqeniT _Cvenive frTebis namsxvrevebma Caketes zeca,Cvenive frTebis namsxvrevebma dafares miwa....sadRac, Cvens axlo adami da evac daecnen,...caSi avyeviT siyvaruls, siyvarulma cad gvaqcia,mere ki wvimis Rrubelma miwaze Camogvaqcia.bursaWili _ 1990 weliaRarc xari da aRarc marxili;aRarc xanjlebis da celebis gamoelveba;aRarc cxenebis gamonTeba mosaxvevebSi;aRarc sicocxle, aRarc sikvdili...mxolod es darCa _ qari da nisli,mxolod es darCa _ daRrubluli dReebis denada... kidev Sambi _ ise laRad, ise utifradgadafofrili winaparTa saflavis qvebze,rom ucnauri gafiqrebiT, amasac ityvi:_ netavi wesad SemoiRon, rom mkvdar sofelsac,rogorc gardacvlil adamians, asaflavebdnen!..Znelze Znelia daumarxav mkvdris gverdiT jdoma,Znelze Znelia moyrantale yornebis mzera,romlebic sikvdils cxra mTis iqiT igeben geSiT.am SaveTiviT Sav RameSi...es xom is siyvarulia, zecas rom Seexideba,rasac verc wyali waiRebs, arc cecxli waekideba....am werils Sori-Soridan vgzavni,zRaprebSi roa _ cxra mTa, cxra zRva, ise Soridan...siSoris Cemi napiridan vgzavni am werilsda arc ki vici Sens napirze mova, Tu _ ara.am siSoreSi qariSxali mgeliviT daZrwisda am ukuni Rameebis okeaneSisinaTlis erTi naperwkalic ar gaeria;mxolod da mxolod Savi isris stvena ismodada zarnaSos xma sikvdilis xmas baZavda TiTqos..._ ra unda giTxra iseTi, rom Cemma naTqvammaam SaveTiviT Sav RameSi gamoaRwios?_ albaT, isev es sami sityva: me Sen miyvarxar! _ca-varskvlaveTSi nugeSiviT rom avardnila;_ albaT, isev es ori sityva: ar damiviwyo! _Cemi mudara, Cemi locva, Cemi vedreba......es siyvaruli isaa, zecas rom Seexideba,rasac verc wyali waiRebs, arc cecxli waekideba.ode... odesRacnu damSli, wuTisofelo, am mzisTvis mayurebine;arada, ratom movedi _ is mainc gamagebine!...ara, qedani ar RuRunebs, arc SurTxi ustvens _es salomea, salome mRerisda Cems bilikze gafenila misi Tvalebi.salome melis.mec male moval _ misken frTebi mimaqroleben,saTibebidan vbrundebi da salomesTviswiTeli mocxris totebi da SliSavi mimaqvs.ara, qedani ar RuRunebs _salome mReris....magram, eh, es xom miraJia, es xom odesRac,ode... odesRac da Zalian odesRac iyo....nu damSli, wuTisofelo, am mzisTvis mayurebine;arada, ratom movedi _ is mainc gamagebine.simRera(ase wavikafiaveT me da leom, cotaSemTvralebi rom vbrundebodiTilikos dakrZalvidan.)_ midis xalxi zemoTidan qvemoTken,quxs miqael-gabrielis qvemexi;_ gardacvlili ori `purisWamaa~,qelexi da ormoci, ormoci da qelexi;_ midis xalxi zemoTidan qvemoTken,quxs miqael-gabrielis qvemexi._ Cadis xalxi zemoTidan qvemoTken,ileqeba auvsebel ormoSi;_ gardacvlili ori `purisWamaa~,ormoci da qelexi, qelexi da ormoci;_ Cadis xalxi zemoTidan qvemoTken,ileqeba auvsebel ormoSi.poezia 5kanaris Citiai, galia, romelSic axlaczis siyvaruli _ mowyenili kanaris Citi....zRvaSi talRebis grgvinvas hgavda is siyvaruli _ver gavdiodi cecxlisagan Caketil wridanda Tvalebidan _Sengan danislul xeobidan ver gavdiodi...rogorc zafxuli, romelic erTikaridan gadis da meoriT _ isev Semodis,mec ver gtovebdi _ mivdiodi da vbrundebodi;Sen sul iyavi _ xan RrubelTan, xan _ Ria caSi,sul mTvaresaviT ileodi da ivsebodi.davarqvaT amas siyvaruli?! erTi miTxariam mexTatexas siyvaruli rogor davarqva?!...ai, galia, romelSic axlaczis siyvaruli _ mowyenili kanaris Citi.maradisobis ganrigiqalaqis Tavze giganturi Rrubeli dadga,Tavze dagvyurebs sibraluliT da ironiiT...me gavifiqre, maradisobacalbaT, amgvarad dagvyurebs-meTqi.Rrubels raRacis Tqma unda da ver meubneba _risi Tqma unda?albaT, unda, rom pirdapir miTxras:_ nu iyurebiT warsulisken, rogorc siRrmisken,nu ggoniaT, rom sadRac Zirs darCnenbabiloni da ninevia, karTageni da aleqsandria;unda rom gviTxras _ gaixedeT horizontisken,win ar midian, magram sjeraT, rom win midian,arada, mxolod amodian da kvlav Cadian.es tramalebi maradiul qarebs upyriaTda guSindel dRes maradiul wesis mixedviT,asaflaveben, dastirian, miwas ayrian;sparsTa, monRolTa adideba _ cxenebis TqeSi,variagebis da hunebis mtvriani gzebiam mesaflave qarebma dafles...undoda eTqva, magram ara Tqva _maradisobis ena vis esmis?!maradisoba marto iyo da gahyurebda,rogor ebrZodnen mesaflave qarebi gmirebs,rogor ebrZodnen mesaflave qarebs gmirebi...udabnos gzas mihkvalavda mose,kolxeTisken micuravda `argo~,babilonelni Tixas zeldnen firfitebisTvis,xolo poeti gilgameSis poemas werda....axal-axali beladebi amodiodnenda urdoebi amohyavdaT miwis siRrmidan _aSenebdnen da kvlav angrevdnen,aSenebdnen da isev angrevdnen,aSenebdnen da aSenebuls cecxls ukidebdnen.gigantur bombebs akeTebdnen asafeTqeblad _Tan siyvarulis simRerebs werdnen...momavlidan modioda warsulida mosdevdnen mesaflave qarebi......undoda eTqva, magram ara Tqva _aba, mis enas da mis naTqvams vin gaigebda?!zafxulis Ramis ieroglifiRame acocxlebs varskvlavebs da cicinaTelebs _Rame dedaa, dRe ki maTi sasaflaoa.RamiT iSleba saqorwilo sufra zecaSida Rame avsebs siyvaruliT maRal sasmisebs.cidan lamazi patarZlebis kiskisi ismis...es maSin, roca dRe midis da Rame SemodisSavi RviniT da cecxlovani frTebis frialiT...albaT, ar uyvarT erTmaneTi dResa da Ramesda erTmaneTs ar exlarTeba magaTi gzebi,ver Catkbebian erTmaneTSi, ver Cadnebianda erT loginSi verasodes ver CaTbebian...Rame acocxlebs varskvlavebs da ieroglifebs _vin waikiTxavs siyvarulis cecxlSi gaxveulzafxulis Ramis waukiTxvel ieroglifebs?!