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12 <strong>Journal</strong> of the American Society for Psychical Research.<br />

search in some of its aspects. Moreover, he remarks, a fact<br />

which is very interesting to me, that he has often tried and sometimes<br />

succeeded in <strong>com</strong>municating with me at other places. He<br />

has been my most frequent <strong>com</strong>municator, and the most ready<br />

one. I have had an extended experience, my mother being<br />

second to him in frequency of <strong>com</strong>munication. Of course I<br />

cannot prove that he has not always succeeded in reaching me<br />

when he has attempted it, but the correctness of the statement<br />

that he has succeeded creates a presumption in favor of the correctness<br />

of the other statement.<br />

The word I received from him on this occasion was much<br />

more <strong>com</strong>plete and coherent and extended than any other that<br />

I have had from him, and it was the only occasion on which I<br />

had been the sole receiver and he the main <strong>com</strong>municator, and<br />

the apparently direct expression in the automatic writing seemed<br />

to me, as to him, more <strong>com</strong>plete and like his own work. In<br />

one of the other cases where he has often appeared, he has more<br />

of the personal prepossessions of the medium to work through,<br />

as she knew him well in life. and has known me well all my life,<br />

and in a third one, he has never seemed to me to take personal<br />

possession of the instrument but speaks through a guide.<br />

Father's reference to his having less fear than "Mama" about<br />

the possibility of my losing my head over psychic investigation<br />

seems to me fitting to his knowledge and temperament as <strong>com</strong>pared<br />

with Mother's. Her family history was not so closely<br />

related to opportunities for observing the influence of "the<br />

spirit " as his. Moreover, I had taken a larger interest in psychic<br />

matters for a .longer period in her lifetime, for my father<br />

passed out of this life just as my interest was beginning to be<br />

manifest and it became much stronger and more intelligent hefore<br />

my mother's passing, so that she had opportunity to be<br />

anxious over it, tho· I am not aware that she was so in her<br />

lifetime.<br />

In this connection, a curious coincidence may be of interest :<br />

my early training was all in my mother's church, but my inclination<br />

was not harmonious with its teachings. After my father's<br />

death I joined an Evangelical body, neither my mother's nor my<br />

father's but between tl;tem in type, verging more toward mother's<br />

than father's. After some years of membership therein, in which<br />

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