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Bird Goddess<br />
Symbols are a means <strong>of</strong> conveying ideas, which are inexpressible in any other form.<br />
Dorothy Cameron, 1981, p. 9<br />
A living symbol from my diary – a memory from a not so distant winter 109<br />
<strong>The</strong> ravens have settled on the rocks in my backyard. Sometimes there are just the two,<br />
who seem to have made themselves at home there, sometimes a flock <strong>of</strong> 13, when I have just fed<br />
them with the leftovers from my kitchen. <strong>The</strong>ir huge beautiful shining black bodies make perfect<br />
contrast with the white snowy earth. <strong>The</strong>y fly <strong>and</strong> dance <strong>and</strong> converse <strong>and</strong> inspire me in my<br />
writing, as I sit in my <strong>of</strong>fice facing east <strong>and</strong> the rock.<br />
Yesterday they seemed excited about something, their dancing was a staccato movement<br />
<strong>and</strong> as their number increased on <strong>and</strong> around the rock their attention was all elsewhere. Suddenly<br />
they all took flight. I walked into the kitchen, <strong>and</strong> looking out the window, there to the north I saw<br />
the sky filled with ravens, all the ravens <strong>of</strong> the area it seemed. Amongst the black flock there was<br />
an even bigger more powerful bird, a silvery gyrfalcon.<br />
A falcon does not visit this town every day. This was one <strong>of</strong> the moments when thinking<br />
makes way for experience, intuition, a noetic feeling that has nothing to do with ideas, nothing<br />
with belief, all with experiencing <strong>and</strong> remembering.<br />
I saw her, I saw the Goddess, Freyja <strong>and</strong> her companions, the valkyrjur. Had I never<br />
heard <strong>of</strong> Freyja’s falcon cloak <strong>and</strong> the raven shape <strong>of</strong> the valkyrjur, I know that the experience<br />
would have been there, although different. <strong>The</strong> linking <strong>of</strong> knowledge, <strong>of</strong> names, the linking <strong>of</strong><br />
myth with experience is important, it gives form <strong>and</strong> more importantly it gives connection to the<br />
experience <strong>of</strong> others in other times <strong>and</strong> places. It makes me realize that this is something my<br />
ancestors have felt before me, something which people all over the world experience in similar<br />
ways.<br />
In Jungian terms the birds would have been coined as symbols, probably<br />
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