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Fire in our hearts - The Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTSCOMMUNICATE!the changes that had come from hob-knobb<strong>in</strong>g with other charismatics.Shout<strong>in</strong>gs and shak<strong>in</strong>gs, danc<strong>in</strong>g and drama were,<strong>in</strong> his eyes, so many fireworks that distracted us from <strong>our</strong>true call<strong>in</strong>g.Most of us were happy with the new direction, but thosewho resisted it <strong>in</strong>creas<strong>in</strong>gly lost their bear<strong>in</strong>gs. Some of themgravitated towards Mark, who became more and more boggeddown with their problems. <strong>The</strong> new ano<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>gs came as a divide.<strong>The</strong> cloud moved on, and those who did not move with itfound themselves struggl<strong>in</strong>g.<strong>The</strong> whole Fellowship was go<strong>in</strong>g through a time of sift<strong>in</strong>gand ref<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g. <strong>The</strong> central ground was under attack and enthusiasmfor <strong>our</strong> special dist<strong>in</strong>ctives was be<strong>in</strong>g eroded <strong>in</strong> them<strong>in</strong>ds of some of <strong>our</strong> members.Families who’d found it hard to keep up with the pace <strong>in</strong>the <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Army</strong> were tempted to compare <strong>our</strong> rigorous standardswith the less demand<strong>in</strong>g lifestyles enjoyed <strong>in</strong> other Christianscenes. Maybe community, or even covenant commitment,wasn’t such an important issue after all, they thought.Some celibates began to question their lifelong vows; a fewbrothers were los<strong>in</strong>g their way by gett<strong>in</strong>g too <strong>in</strong>volved withsisters. <strong>The</strong> London household was badly hit when their ma<strong>in</strong>celibate brother and a lead<strong>in</strong>g sister whom he pastored suddenlyleft together.September 1989 was declared a month of cleans<strong>in</strong>g. <strong>The</strong> outwardmove <strong>in</strong>to the ma<strong>in</strong>stream had partly strengthened,partly weakened <strong>our</strong> central vision. It was sort<strong>in</strong>g people out.<strong>The</strong> focus now shifted to the <strong>in</strong>ternal strength of the church:her hol<strong>in</strong>ess, dist<strong>in</strong>ctives and prophetic call.318

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