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Fire in our hearts - The Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTSCOMMUNICATE!By this time I was between the millstones. I’d moved toOxford full of vision and expected God’s glory to follow mym<strong>in</strong>istry. I wanted to call the new place ‘Shek<strong>in</strong>ah House’.‘Crucifixion House would be more like it,’ retorted Noel. Hewas right, of c<strong>our</strong>se. God’s agenda of humbl<strong>in</strong>g proud leadersgraciously took me <strong>in</strong>. Desolation and <strong>in</strong>adequacy clippedmy w<strong>in</strong>gs. I forsook my crumbl<strong>in</strong>g celibate commitment, rel<strong>in</strong>quishedall my apostolic aspirations and came home witha broken heart.More serious was the situation with the critics. <strong>The</strong> boil ofcynicism seemed to be grow<strong>in</strong>g. Noel’s <strong>in</strong>terest <strong>in</strong> the ‘propheticmovement’ did little to please them. Dur<strong>in</strong>g the MayFestival we listened to a tape about the ‘Kansas City prophets’with their uncanny words of knowledge and predictionsof fireballs of revival fall<strong>in</strong>g on London.When Roger Forster went to see Paul Ca<strong>in</strong>, Paul prophesiedover him: ‘<strong>The</strong>re’s a breakthrough like you’ve never dreamedof. God’s new th<strong>in</strong>g is com<strong>in</strong>g to England, and he’s go<strong>in</strong>g tocall it his strange act. It is go<strong>in</strong>g to be revolutionary.’Though we couldn’t approve of everyth<strong>in</strong>g we heard aboutthem, these men did br<strong>in</strong>g a timely emphasis on the propheticdimension — especially as it related to purity <strong>in</strong> the church.Amongst us th<strong>in</strong>gs came to a head. Dur<strong>in</strong>g the festival someof the community stalwarts stood at the back of the marqueeor disappeared <strong>in</strong>to the grounds. It was all too much; all thisbopp<strong>in</strong>g to the beat and fall<strong>in</strong>g around!‘What’s Zion com<strong>in</strong>g to?’ they murmured. ‘Spiritualitymeans hol<strong>in</strong>ess and discipleship, not a load of circus dramatics.’322

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