Mocking Jay

19
I've never really seen Boggs angry before. Not when I've disobeyed his orders or puked on him, not even
when Gale broke his nose. But he's angry when he returns from his phone call with the president. The first thing
he does is instruct Soldier Jackson, his second in command, to set up a two-person, round-the-clock guard on
Peeta. Then he takes me on a walk, weaving through the sprawling tent encampment until our squad is far
behind us.
"He'll try and kill me anyway," I say. "Especially here. Where there are so many bad memories to set him
off."
"I'll keep him contained, Katniss," says Boggs.
"Why does Coin want me dead now?" I ask.
"She denies she does," he answers.
"But we know it's true," I say. "And you must at least have a theory."
Boggs gives me a long, hard look before he answers. "Here's as much as I know. The president doesn't
like you. She never did. It was Peeta she wanted rescued from the arena, but no one else agreed. It made
matters worse when you forced her to give the other victors immunity. But even that could be overlooked in view
of how well you've performed."
"Then what is it?" I insist.
"Sometime in the near future, this war will be resolved. A new leader will be chosen," says Boggs.
I roll my eyes. "Boggs, no one thinks I'm going to be the leader."
"No. They don't," he agrees. "But you'll throw support to someone. Would it be President Coin? Or
someone else?"
"I don't know. I've never thought about it," I say.
"If your immediate answer isn't Coin, then you're a threat. You're the face of the rebellion. You may have
more influence than any other single person," says Boggs. "Outwardly, the most you've ever done is tolerated
her."
"So she'll kill me to shut me up." The minute I say the words, I know they're true.
"She doesn't need you as a rallying point now. As she said, your primary objective, to unite the districts, has
succeeded," Boggs reminds me. "These current propos could be done without you. There's only one last thing
you could do to add fire to the rebellion."
"Die," I say quietly.
"Yes. Give us a martyr to fight for," says Boggs. "But that's not going to happen under my watch, Soldier
Everdeen. I'm planning for you to have a long life."
"Why?" This kind of thinking will only bring him trouble. "You don't owe me anything."
"Because you've earned it," he says. "Now get back to your squad."
I know I should feel appreciative of Boggs sticking his neck out for me, but really I'm just frustrated. I mean,
how can I steal his Holo and desert now? Betraying him was complicated enough without this whole new layer of
debt. I already owe him for saving my life.
Seeing the cause of my current dilemma calmly pitching his tent back at our site makes me furious. "What
time is my watch?" I ask Jackson.
She squints at me in doubt, or maybe she's just trying to get my face in focus. "I didn't put you in the
rotation."
"Why not?" I ask.
"I'm not sure you could really shoot Peeta, if it came to it," she says.
I speak up so the whole squad can hear me clearly. "I wouldn't be shooting Peeta. He's gone. Johanna's
right. It'd be just like shooting another of the Capitol's mutts." It feels good to say something horrible about him,
out loud, in public, after all the humiliation I've felt since his return.
"Well, that sort of comment isn't recommending you either," says Jackson.
"Put her in the rotation," I hear Boggs say behind me.
Jackson shakes her head and makes a note. "Midnight to four. You're on with me."