Mocking Jay

10
The scream begins in my lower back and works its way up through my body only to jam in my throat. I am
Avox mute, choking on my grief. Even if I could release the muscles in my neck, let the sound tear into space,
would anyone notice it? The room's in an uproar. Questions and demands ring out as they try to decipher
Peeta's words. "And you...in Thirteen...dead by morning!" Yet no one is asking about the messenger whose
blood has been replaced by static.
A voice calls the others to attention. "Shut up!" Every pair of eyes falls on Haymitch. "It's not some big
mystery! The boy's telling us we're about to be attacked. Here. In Thirteen."
"How would he have that information?"
"Why should we trust him?"
"How do you know?"
Haymitch gives a growl of frustration. "They're beating him bloody while we speak. What more do you
need? Katniss, help me out here!"
I have to give myself a shake to free my words. "Haymitch's right. I don't know where Peeta got the
information. Or if it's true. But he believes it is. And they're--" I can't say aloud what Snow's doing to him.
"You don't know him," Haymitch says to Coin. "We do. Get your people ready."
The president doesn't seem alarmed, only somewhat perplexed, by this turn in events. She mulls over the
words, tapping one finger lightly on the rim of the control board in front of her. When she speaks, she addresses
Haymitch in an even voice. "Of course, we have prepared for such a scenario. Although we have decades of
support for the assumption that further direct attacks on Thirteen would be counterproductive to the Capitol's
cause. Nuclear missiles would release radiation into the atmosphere, with incalculable environmental results.
Even routine bombing could badly damage our military compound, which we know they hope to regain. And, of
course, they invite a counterstrike. It is conceivable that, given our current alliance with the rebels, those would be
viewed as acceptable risks."
"You think so?" says Haymitch. It's a shade too sincere, but the subtleties of irony are often wasted in 13.
"I do. At any rate, we're overdue for a Level Five security drill," says Coin. "Let's proceed with the
lockdown." She begins to type rapidly on her keyboard, authorizing her decision. The moment she raises her
head, it begins.
There have been two low-level drills since I arrived in 13. I don't remember much about the first. I was in
intensive care in the hospital and I think the patients were exempted, as the complications of removing us for a
practice drill outweighed the benefits. I was vaguely aware of a mechanical voice instructing people to
congregate in yellow zones. During the second, a Level Two drill meant for minor crises--such as a temporary
quarantine while citizens were tested for contagion during a flu outbreak--we were supposed to return to our
living quarters. I stayed behind a pipe in the laundry room, ignored the pulsating beeps coming over the audio
system, and watched a spider construct a web. Neither experience has prepared me for the wordless, eardrumpiercing,
fear-inducing sirens that now permeate 13. There would be no disregarding this sound, which seems
designed to throw the whole population into a frenzy. But this is 13 and that doesn't happen.
Boggs guides Finnick and me out of Command, along the hall to a doorway, and onto a wide stairway.
Streams of people are converging to form a river that flows only downward. No one shrieks or tries to push
ahead. Even the children don't resist. We descend, flight after flight, speechless, because no word could be
heard above this sound. I look for my mother and Prim, but it's impossible to see anyone but those immediately
around me. They're both working in the hospital tonight, though, so there's no way they can miss the drill.
My ears pop and my eyes feel heavy. We are coal-mine deep. The only plus is that the farther we retreat
into the earth, the less shrill the sirens become. It's as if they were meant to physically drive us away from the
surface, which I suppose they are. Groups of people begin to peel off into marked doorways and still Boggs
directs me downward, until finally the stairs end at the edge of an enormous cavern. I start to walk straight in and
Boggs stops me, shows me that I must wave my schedule in front of a scanner so that I'm accounted for. No
doubt the information's going to some computer somewhere to make sure no one's gone astray.