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GUEST COLUMN<br />
My Retreat Experience<br />
BY SAMIR JAMIL, MD<br />
Recently, I attended<br />
my first silent retreat<br />
sponsored by the<br />
Eastern Catholic Re-Evangelization<br />
Center (ECRC). From<br />
the start, I felt that I did not<br />
belong to this crowd of mostly<br />
young devotees, especially<br />
after I noticed how much<br />
more spiritual they were.<br />
What I hoped for by attending<br />
this retreat was a true<br />
self-examination and to inch<br />
closer to God the Creator.<br />
I must admit that I succeeded in reexamining<br />
myself but failed at inching<br />
closer to God; however, my soul,<br />
my mind, and my heart are still open<br />
for the grace of God for a meaningful<br />
Metanoia — a true conversion.<br />
It was during this retreat that I discovered<br />
how deficient I was in spiritual<br />
life.<br />
Also, it was made clear to me that<br />
this younger crowd is so far ahead of<br />
me in pursuing the holy life. I noticed<br />
a great deal of enthusiasm among<br />
the attendees, energy that I envied<br />
throughout the retreat duration. The<br />
day after the retreat was over, it came<br />
to me to write down my observations,<br />
and it is my hope that what I am saying<br />
will not be misconstrued to be an<br />
accusation or a judgement.<br />
The Holy Spirit is the third person<br />
in our core Catholic Doctrine of the<br />
Holy Trinity. He is the fruit of the love<br />
between God the Father and the Son<br />
(God-man Jesus.) The Holy Spirit also<br />
gives us, the people of the Church, a<br />
variety of Charisms - 1 Corinthians 12:<br />
4-11. These Charisms (as defined by<br />
Catherine of Sienna Institute) are spiritual<br />
gifts, special abilities, that are given<br />
to all Christians to give them power<br />
both to represent Christ and to be a<br />
channel of God’s goodness for people.<br />
In 1967, a movement sprung up<br />
within the Catholic Church under the<br />
name of Catholic Charismatic Renewal<br />
Movement (CCR). It is a neo-Pentecostal<br />
movement within the Catholic<br />
Church that emphasizes the workings<br />
of the Holy Spirit (the Charisms), interprets<br />
the Bible literally, and adopts an<br />
informal demonstrative approach to<br />
SAMIR<br />
JAMIL, MD<br />
SPECIAL<br />
TO THE<br />
CHALDEAN<br />
NEWS<br />
religious worship.<br />
It is the last point, adoption<br />
of informal approach to religious<br />
worship, that I am worried<br />
about for our community’s<br />
younger generation, because of<br />
the ease of falling into it.<br />
The CCR movement is approved<br />
by the Vatican, which<br />
considers it an authentic<br />
movement of the Spirit in our<br />
times, and its headquarters<br />
are in Rome. The adherents of<br />
the movement (about 120 million<br />
worldwide) are genuine Catholics<br />
and faithful to Mother Church, but its<br />
Blessing of the Renewal services (weekly<br />
prayer meetings) are heavily Pentecostal<br />
in form.<br />
During these services the Holy<br />
Spirit is summoned to bless the attendees<br />
with Charisms, mainly speaking<br />
in tongues and physical healing. The<br />
meetings follow this format: gathering<br />
song; opening prayer; praise and worship<br />
with Scripture reading; singing;<br />
prophecy; testimony; Tongues (in song,<br />
praise, or prophecy); and ministering<br />
the Gifts (Charisms) of the Holy Spirit<br />
to the people gathered in healing, miracles,<br />
word of knowledge …etc.<br />
This kind of celebration of the Holy<br />
Spirit by CCR followers may take over<br />
the Mass celebration. More importantly,<br />
the Charisms themselves may get<br />
misinterpreted or abused by the individuals<br />
or groups.<br />
The Catholic Church, however, tolerates<br />
the CCR movement for a few reasons:<br />
most Charismatics do not leave<br />
the Catholic Church; CCR upholds the<br />
dogmas of Catholicism; and there is a<br />
large audience for the CCR inside the<br />
Catholic Church (both clergy and laity).<br />
In any case, I personally am not at<br />
ease with this movement that goes far<br />
beyond our Church Tradition and Vatican<br />
II, and to some extent rides on the<br />
wagons of Protestantism, modernism,<br />
and postmodernism, but this admittedly<br />
is my biased personal view of the CCR. It<br />
is my plea to our younger clergy and the<br />
younger generations of our Chaldean<br />
community to examine the tenets of this<br />
movement before trying to imitate some<br />
of its non-Catholic practices. .<br />
8 CHALDEAN NEWS <strong>FEBRUARY</strong> <strong>2024</strong>