Issue #20 (2011) PDF - myweb - Long Island University

maybe you could learn to love my random phobias
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you weren't here today.
not at your desk.
not at anybody else's desk.
not even in another classroom.
i don't understand. it's school. you have to come here. you don't have to come to my house when i ask
and you don't answer, but who gave you a choice about here
where are you! please don't make me actually pay attention to the lesson, or to the popular girls
planning their weekend.
please don't make me realize how alone i am. i don't know how to talk to anyone except you.
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you've come back.
i'm debating whether or not i would like to kill you.
i don't know. if i actually had a reputation it would be as the sweet girl. the quiet girl. and they always
say it's the quiet ones you have to watch out for. i really hate that. it isn't true.
so i guess i shouldn't prove it then, right
still. you cut school. you can't cut school. you have to get your grades up, go to college. they're only
low right now because you're not trying, i know you can do better.
who were you with when you did it anyway
if it's a girlfriend then i think that i will scream.
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i have had your screen name memorized for months.
kidneyface.
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