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Suicide <strong>in</strong> rural and remote areas <strong>of</strong> Australia 63<br />

would start”. H<strong>is</strong> daughter reported that sometimes<br />

he would just jump <strong>in</strong>to the pool and do 15 laps<br />

to get rid <strong>of</strong> the anxiety, or if he was angry as well,<br />

would drive away fast <strong>in</strong> h<strong>is</strong> car until those feel<strong>in</strong>gs<br />

d<strong>is</strong>sipated. He would cry a lot, especially <strong>in</strong> the last<br />

months, but always apolog<strong>is</strong>ed afterwards. Dur<strong>in</strong>g<br />

th<strong>is</strong> time, the deceased also made many statements<br />

<strong>of</strong> hopelessness: “didn’t want to live, he’d had<br />

enough”. However, the mental health nurse reported<br />

that the deceased was always compliant with h<strong>is</strong><br />

medications, especially <strong>in</strong> the last months.<br />

to be OK”. The daughter was less surpr<strong>is</strong>ed as the<br />

deceased had talked about death a lot <strong>in</strong> the recent<br />

weeks and had been try<strong>in</strong>g to get h<strong>is</strong> affairs <strong>in</strong> order;<br />

she felt that he had “got everyth<strong>in</strong>g out”. However,<br />

she was angry with the hospital’s lack <strong>of</strong> care as<br />

“I’ve always known that one day he was go<strong>in</strong>g to do<br />

it but we could’ve got more time”.<br />

The deceased had made at least three known suicide<br />

attempts. Both h<strong>is</strong> daughter and mental health nurse<br />

knew about these attempts. H<strong>is</strong> daughter said that<br />

10 years ago, he had run <strong>in</strong>to a wall as an attempt to<br />

break h<strong>is</strong> neck, while the mental health nurse thought<br />

he had taken an overdose. In that same year, he had<br />

slit h<strong>is</strong> wr<strong>is</strong>ts. However, h<strong>is</strong> daughter believed it to<br />

be an ep<strong>is</strong>ode <strong>of</strong> self-harm rather than a suicide<br />

attempt. In the same month he died, the deceased<br />

had attempted suicide twice. He took “a fairly large”<br />

overdose and then another the follow<strong>in</strong>g week. H<strong>is</strong><br />

daughter felt that the deceased was “scream<strong>in</strong>g <strong>for</strong><br />

help” but the hospitals “just didn’t do anyth<strong>in</strong>g, they<br />

just passed him <strong>of</strong>f”. He was <strong>in</strong> a coma after the last<br />

suicide attempt, and was admitted <strong>for</strong> two nights, but<br />

the hospital made the daughter take the deceased<br />

home a few hours after he woke up. The day after<br />

the deceased and h<strong>is</strong> daughter had a meet<strong>in</strong>g with<br />

the mental health nurse to d<strong>is</strong>cuss h<strong>is</strong> care and to<br />

ensure h<strong>is</strong> safety. It was decided that h<strong>is</strong> daughter<br />

would be <strong>in</strong> charge <strong>of</strong> h<strong>is</strong> medication. The mental<br />

health nurse felt that the meet<strong>in</strong>g was positive and<br />

their rapport was good. However, the next day, the<br />

deceased drove to h<strong>is</strong> property and was found dead<br />

that even<strong>in</strong>g; there was no note. The mental health<br />

nurse was surpr<strong>is</strong>ed as he “thought he was go<strong>in</strong>g<br />

GriffithBook FINAL 20/09.<strong>in</strong>dd 63<br />

15/11/12 4:28 PM

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