SUICIDE in RURAL & REMOTE AREAS of AUSTRALIA - Living is for ...
SUICIDE in RURAL & REMOTE AREAS of AUSTRALIA - Living is for ...
SUICIDE in RURAL & REMOTE AREAS of AUSTRALIA - Living is for ...
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Suicide <strong>in</strong> rural and remote areas <strong>of</strong> Australia 63<br />
would start”. H<strong>is</strong> daughter reported that sometimes<br />
he would just jump <strong>in</strong>to the pool and do 15 laps<br />
to get rid <strong>of</strong> the anxiety, or if he was angry as well,<br />
would drive away fast <strong>in</strong> h<strong>is</strong> car until those feel<strong>in</strong>gs<br />
d<strong>is</strong>sipated. He would cry a lot, especially <strong>in</strong> the last<br />
months, but always apolog<strong>is</strong>ed afterwards. Dur<strong>in</strong>g<br />
th<strong>is</strong> time, the deceased also made many statements<br />
<strong>of</strong> hopelessness: “didn’t want to live, he’d had<br />
enough”. However, the mental health nurse reported<br />
that the deceased was always compliant with h<strong>is</strong><br />
medications, especially <strong>in</strong> the last months.<br />
to be OK”. The daughter was less surpr<strong>is</strong>ed as the<br />
deceased had talked about death a lot <strong>in</strong> the recent<br />
weeks and had been try<strong>in</strong>g to get h<strong>is</strong> affairs <strong>in</strong> order;<br />
she felt that he had “got everyth<strong>in</strong>g out”. However,<br />
she was angry with the hospital’s lack <strong>of</strong> care as<br />
“I’ve always known that one day he was go<strong>in</strong>g to do<br />
it but we could’ve got more time”.<br />
The deceased had made at least three known suicide<br />
attempts. Both h<strong>is</strong> daughter and mental health nurse<br />
knew about these attempts. H<strong>is</strong> daughter said that<br />
10 years ago, he had run <strong>in</strong>to a wall as an attempt to<br />
break h<strong>is</strong> neck, while the mental health nurse thought<br />
he had taken an overdose. In that same year, he had<br />
slit h<strong>is</strong> wr<strong>is</strong>ts. However, h<strong>is</strong> daughter believed it to<br />
be an ep<strong>is</strong>ode <strong>of</strong> self-harm rather than a suicide<br />
attempt. In the same month he died, the deceased<br />
had attempted suicide twice. He took “a fairly large”<br />
overdose and then another the follow<strong>in</strong>g week. H<strong>is</strong><br />
daughter felt that the deceased was “scream<strong>in</strong>g <strong>for</strong><br />
help” but the hospitals “just didn’t do anyth<strong>in</strong>g, they<br />
just passed him <strong>of</strong>f”. He was <strong>in</strong> a coma after the last<br />
suicide attempt, and was admitted <strong>for</strong> two nights, but<br />
the hospital made the daughter take the deceased<br />
home a few hours after he woke up. The day after<br />
the deceased and h<strong>is</strong> daughter had a meet<strong>in</strong>g with<br />
the mental health nurse to d<strong>is</strong>cuss h<strong>is</strong> care and to<br />
ensure h<strong>is</strong> safety. It was decided that h<strong>is</strong> daughter<br />
would be <strong>in</strong> charge <strong>of</strong> h<strong>is</strong> medication. The mental<br />
health nurse felt that the meet<strong>in</strong>g was positive and<br />
their rapport was good. However, the next day, the<br />
deceased drove to h<strong>is</strong> property and was found dead<br />
that even<strong>in</strong>g; there was no note. The mental health<br />
nurse was surpr<strong>is</strong>ed as he “thought he was go<strong>in</strong>g<br />
GriffithBook FINAL 20/09.<strong>in</strong>dd 63<br />
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