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Inner Strength - Access to Insight

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comes out of ignorance. Goodness comes from ignorance. Evil comes fromignorance. To call things by their proper names, ignorance is the requisitecondition for fabrications (saºkh›ra), and fabrications, when they arise, come inthree sorts:meri<strong>to</strong>rious fabrications: intentions and considerations that head in thedirection of giving rise <strong>to</strong> goodness;demeri<strong>to</strong>rious fabrications: thoughts that head in the direction of what’s evil,corrupt, and improper, defiling the mind and making it lose its luster; andneutral fabrications: thoughts that are neither meri<strong>to</strong>rious nor evil. Forinstance, when we think about going <strong>to</strong> the market <strong>to</strong>morrow, or about going <strong>to</strong>work in our field, or about taking a bath or eating a meal. When thoughts likethis arise in the mind, they’re called neutral fabrications: thinking that isn’t yeteither good or bad.These forms of fabrication are also demons of defilement. They’re thechildren of M›ra, but they rarely show their faces in public. They’re like thechildren of nobility, children in the royal palace. They hardly ever show theirfaces outside, so very few people know their names, very few people have seentheir faces. Unless you develop the mind in concentration you won’t get <strong>to</strong> seethese beauties. If you develop concentration, you can peer inside, using yourdiscernment <strong>to</strong> part the curtains, and then you’ll get <strong>to</strong> see these children ofM›ra.The mother of M›ra, ignorance, lies even deeper inside. Ignorance means notbeing acquainted with your own mind—mistaking your thinking for your mind;mistaking your knowledge for the mind; thinking that your thoughts of the pas<strong>to</strong>r future are the mind; thinking that the body is the mind or the mind is thebody; that feeling is the mind or the mind is feeling; that mental qualities are themind, or that the mind is mental qualities; that the mind is the self or the self isthe mind; not being able <strong>to</strong> separate these things from yourself, getting yourselfall entangled: That’s called ignorance. In short, ignorance means getting caughtup in the present.All of the things I’ve mentioned so far are called the demons of defilement.They bother us all the time, get in our way all the time, which is why they’recalled the demons of defilement. How are they demons? When you get reallygreedy, for instance, it gets in the way of your being generous and givingdonations. You simply want <strong>to</strong> get and don’t want <strong>to</strong> give. That’s how greed is ademon. When we get possessive of things, holding on tight, and someonedestroys what we’re holding on<strong>to</strong>, we get upset and feel mistreated. This putsour mind in<strong>to</strong> a turmoil and gets it all stirred up. This is how greed is a demon.The same holds true for anger. Once it arises, you don’t give a damn aboutanything. You see other people as nothing more than red or black ants: All youhave <strong>to</strong> do is step on them and they’re finished. The explosive power of anger ismore violent than anything else. Whether or not you’ll actually be able <strong>to</strong> getyour way, you don’t care. You’re brazen and foolhardy. But if anyone comesalong at that time and tries <strong>to</strong> persuade you <strong>to</strong> act in a skillful way, you don’twant anything of what they have <strong>to</strong> say. The anger has <strong>to</strong> go its course until itruns out on its own. This is why it’s called a demon, because you can’t do68

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