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Inner Strength - Access to Insight

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97that have built their homes in our eyeballs. Unawareness blocks our ears: theconsciousnesses of all the animals that have come and built their homes filling upour earholes. Unawareness blocks our nose: the consciousnesses of all theanimals that have come and built their homes in our nostrils. It blocks our<strong>to</strong>ngue: the consciousnesses of all the animals that have come and built theirhomes and cities in our <strong>to</strong>ngue. It blocks our body: the consciousnesses of all theanimals that have come and built their homes in every pore. As for our ownsingle consciousness, it’s no match for them. This is why the effort of ourmeditation is so limp and lax: We don’t understand what these things are doing<strong>to</strong> us. They close off our eyes, ears, nose, <strong>to</strong>ngue, body, and mind so that wecan’t see our way out. As a result, the qualities we’re trying <strong>to</strong> develop just don’tgrow.Now, when we can wipe out the homes of unawareness, that’s when we’llunderstand what’s going on:aneka-j›ti saªs›raª sandh›vissaª anibbisaªgaha-k›rakaª gavesan<strong>to</strong>….Through the round of many birthsI wandered without rest,seeking the builder of the house….When we contemplate <strong>to</strong> the point where we understand these things, we’llcome <strong>to</strong> see the endless affairs of all the living beings that have taken upresidence in our home. Aneka-j›ti saªs›raª…. They’ve come <strong>to</strong> quarrel andsquabble and create a lot of trouble. They like <strong>to</strong> pull our mind in<strong>to</strong> all kinds ofharm.When we contemplate so as <strong>to</strong> see things in this way, disenchantment arises.Cakkhusmiª-pi nibbindati. We feel disenchantment for the eye. RÒpesu-pinibbindati. Disenchantment for forms. Cakkhu-viññ›˚e-pi nibbindati.Disenchantment for consciousness. We really get tired of it. It’s a genuinenuisance <strong>to</strong> the heart. Nibbindaª virajjati, vir›g› vimuccati. We spit them out. Theeye spits out forms. It spits out consciousness. It spits them out, because it’s hadenough.Sotasmiª-pi nibbindati. We feel disenchantment for the ear. Saddesu-pinibbindati. Disenchantment for sounds. Sota-viññ›˚e-pi nibbindati.Disenchantment for consciousness. Vir›g› vimuccati. We spit them all out. Whenthe eye spits out form, forms don’t get stuck in the eye, so the eye can penetrateand see for miles. When sounds get spit out, our ears can penetrate. We can hearwhat the devas are chatting about. When the nose spits out aromas, the entireworld smells sweet. Our goodness, when we let go of it, smells sweet in everydirection. The <strong>to</strong>ngue spits out flavors, it doesn’t swallow them; it spits outconsciousness. The body spits out tactile sensations. Heat doesn’t get stuck in theheart. Cold doesn’t get stuck in the heart. Hard, soft, whatever, in the body,doesn’t get stuck, doesn’t seep in. Everything gets spit out, all the way <strong>to</strong> mentalconsciousness. The mind lets go of its goodness. It doesn’t hold on<strong>to</strong> the view orconceit that its goodness belongs <strong>to</strong> it. It spits out evil, unskillful states, so thatevil can’t leak in <strong>to</strong> get it soaked. It spits out all the various things it knows, such

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