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anything good while you’re under its power.Delusion is even worse. Delusion seeps into you, the way blood seepsthroughout every part of your body. When we do evil, we’re deluded. When wedo good, we’re still deluded. Even though we’re well-educated in the Dhamma,we can’t yet escape from the power of delusion. No matter who we are, it staysright on our heels. We may want to make merit, but when we’re deluded wedon’t know what’s right and what’s wrong. We simply want the merit. Weobserve the precepts because we want to be good, but we don’t know what realvirtue is. It’s the same when we practice concentration. We want to get results,but we can’t tell right concentration from wrong. We simply keep on wanting.This is called delusion, in that our knowledge isn’t in line with the truth. It’snot that we don’t know anything. We know, but what we know goes strayingaway from the truth. We’re like a person who has lost his way: He can still keepgoing; it’s just that he’s not on the right path. Suppose, for instance, that we wantto go to Bangkok but we get confused about the way and start heading toBangPuu. We’re off the path as far as Bangkok is concerned, but we’re on theright path for BangPuu—and we can keep on going. It’s not the case that whenyou’re on the wrong path you can’t go. You can, but it’s the wrong path as far asthe destination you want. You’re simply going to end up disappointed. This iswhy delusion is called a demon.The second level of demons are the forms of craving. There are three formsof craving, but they boil down to two sorts. We translate craving as “desire,” anddesire has two types. One is desire mixed with lust, in the ordinary way of theworld. The second has no lust. It’s simply a sense of inclination, affection, a likingfor objects. For example, we feel a liking for certain sights. We see certainmaterial objects and we like the way they look, so we search for them—in otherwords, we want to get them. This, too, is a type of craving. The same holds truefor the various sounds we like. We struggle to get hold of them. Our desire pullsus, yanks us, drags us along—whether or not we’ll get what we want, we haveto keep running. If we get what we want, we have at least something to showfor our efforts. If we don’t, it’s a waste of time and energy, and we suffer. Thiskind of desire is also called craving: craving for objects, for sights, sounds, smells,tastes, tactile sensations: things we like. This is desire combined, not with lust, butwith greed.So craving has these two flavors, distilled out of k›ma-ta˚h›, bhava-ta˚h›, andvibhava-ta˚h›: desire combined with lust, and desire free of lust. These, too, aredemons of defilement. Each of them prevents the mind from inclining towardright concentration. This is why desire—chanda—is classed as a hindrance. Desireon the level of a hindrance covers inclination, a sense of liking, without any lustmixed in. But there’s another type of chanda—called chanda-r›ga, or desire-andpassion—whichis heavier than chanda as a hindrance. Chanda as a hindrance islight. Chanda-r›ga is an enemy of the precepts. Chanda as a hindrance is an enemyof concentration. This is why desire in either sense of the word is classed as ademon, a demon of defilement. This is the second level.The next level of demons are the forms of mental fabrication. For example,meritorious fabrications: the mind’s thoughts of concocting or giving rise to69
merit. Now suppose that those thoughts don’t succeed. The mind sours. LikeKing Asoka, who ruled over the Indian subcontinent, governing in two ways.One was through his goodness as a person. His subjects respected him, honoredhim, and so they obeyed him. The other way was through his military powerand might. This was why there was law and order among his people. In the areaof the religion, he gave tremendous support and encouragement, building agreat deal of goodness—so much so that it backfired on him. He gave continualdonations to the Bhikkhu Saºgha until one day, toward the end of his life, hedecided that he wanted to use some money to buy donations as a form ofhomage to the Buddha, homage to the Dhamma, and homage to the Saºgha.After he had formulated this intention, but before he had had the opportunity tospend as much as he wanted, he fell ill. So he wanted to hurry up and finishmaking merit in line with his plans. He sent one of his officials to withdraw moremoney from the treasury, which held both government funds and the king’sprivate funds. When the official got to the treasury, the treasurer wouldn’t handover the money, because he felt that it should go only to the government.So the official returned to inform King Asoka, who got upset. “These are myfunds,” he thought. He wanted to use the funds as a form of homage to theBuddha, homage to the Dhamma, and homage to the Saºgha, but when hecouldn’t do it, his mind turned sour. And it so happened that while his mind wassoured, he died. Now, because he died while he was angry at his treasurer fornot letting him make merit, the result was that he was born as a gigantic snake,an enormous python, slithering back and forth around the royal treasury. Andthere he had to stay, fixated on his possessions, for many days, which preventedhim from enjoying the results of the good he had done. When he was alive, hehad done good in lots of ways: building temples, building chedis, planting hugenumbers of Bodhi trees, giving huge donations to the Saºgha, observing theprecepts, listening to the Dhamma. When he died, he should have been rebornas a male or female deva, but instead he went and took birth as a snake. This isan instance of how good intentions, meritorious intentions, when they aren’tfulfilled, can lead to defilement and rebirth as a common animal. This is whythoughts of making merit, even though they’re meritorious, can turn intodemons.The same is even more true with demeritorious fabrications, thoughts ofdoing evil. Simply thinking evil is enough to get in the way of our goodness.When thoughts of this kind arise in the mind—even though we haven’t yet actedon them, even though we haven’t yet spoken under their influence—the merefact of having a bad intention in the mind is enough to prevent us from reachingthe noble paths and fruitions. An example of this is the story of two villagers,two friends, on the Buddhist sabbath. Early in the morning, the people in thevillage heard the sound of the bell and gong in the local temple, so they got upbefore daylight and got ready to go give food and listen to a sermon at thetemple. One of the friends thought to himself, “If I go make merit at the temple,then when I get back home I won’t have anything to eat. I’d better go fishinginstead.” So he cooked some rice and prepared the food for the other friend totake to the temple.70
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