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In Over Her Head by Elsie Russell - Parnasse.com

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"Pascal, the skeptic, says that he would rather believe in God<br />

and be wrong than not believe and then find out that God did exist<br />

after all."<br />

He leaned towards her. "Agape, you know this?"<br />

"Agape, sure, I know Agape. It's Greek for love. The celestial<br />

kind, I think. So you must think of her as um, like, beyond Time and<br />

Space? I remember some my mom's books on stuff like the<br />

Rosicrucians, Cathars and the Manichaeans. All these so-called heretics<br />

set up alternative <strong>com</strong>munities in remote mountains. You know, pure<br />

living, <strong>com</strong>munity and practicing Agape. Like model hippie <strong>com</strong>munes.<br />

So, um, when was this painted?"<br />

He turned back to the painting. "Late fourteen hundreds to<br />

early fifteen hundreds, perhaps. The cult of Mary, that grew from the<br />

area of Chartres, not far from here, absorbed the ancient beliefs of the<br />

pre-Christian goddess in her various forms, but I dunno if the artist<br />

knew about any of this. <strong>In</strong> the end it is unimportant, as the message<br />

transcends all temporal manifestation. The artist was thought to be<br />

Memling for centuries, but now this has been disputed, so she is<br />

deemed almost worthless, but that makes her more mysterious this way,<br />

no?”<br />

"I didn't think this was copy," she said and walked up close. A<br />

magic window through time, past the tiny cracks, around the filigree of<br />

Gothic arches framing the virgin, over the folds of red velvet beneath<br />

the little book in her hand, through the busy landscape to the hills that<br />

disappeared in a blue mist that deepened towards the top to pure cobalt<br />

Space. Everything there was still and perfect, unaffected <strong>by</strong> the turmoil<br />

of history. She was there in a tiny two dimensional time capsule with a<br />

message that "transcends all temporal manifestation."<br />

"Nothing changes in there," she said.<br />

"Nada te turbe, nada te espante, todo se pasa,<br />

Dios no se muda,<br />

La Paciencia todo lo acanca, quien a Dios tiene<br />

Nada le falta. Sólo Dio basta."<br />

"Spanish. Nothing can trouble you, nothing can scare you,<br />

everything changes, God alone remains unchanged, patience brings<br />

everything, he who holds God wants nothing. God alone suffices. Who<br />

wrote that?"<br />

"Saint Theresa of Avila, the Spanish mystic."<br />

"Wow, that's very Zen, except for the god part. So, what's<br />

happening in here?"<br />

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