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In Over Her Head by Elsie Russell - Parnasse.com

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so he wrenched open the door. The moon peeked above the yawning<br />

Alps, their dark teeth waiting to swallow her in one gulp. He threw the<br />

cigarette he had shared with the wind into the valley, and took out his<br />

handkerchief.<br />

So crazy again, he had to take care of business! He held onto<br />

the side of the car as it shot out of a tunnel and across another<br />

vertiginous concrete and steel bridge above a black alpine chasm, and<br />

he did take care of business, alone with the full moon raging above, her<br />

sad mutilated face adoring the sun the whole time, and although he<br />

could never reach so far, he kissed her and prayed to be with his<br />

beloved again at least once before he fell himself into the a<strong>by</strong>ss. But the<br />

moon wanted to expose her dark side to him before she was swallowed<br />

<strong>by</strong> the mountains, and wrenched him into an intimate understanding of<br />

total and <strong>com</strong>plete blackness, of her true self, alone and dead for so<br />

long, an understanding he could fully share but never would have let<br />

surface in waking life, and then he was limp and alone again with a dry<br />

handkerchief and the stars blinking away one <strong>by</strong> one until the train<br />

screeched into Ventimiglia.<br />

After breakfast in the club car he stepped down at Genoa and<br />

bought cigarettes and some newspapers. Back in his velvet seat he read<br />

the latest La Stampa, Corriere della Sera, and Gazzetta dello Sport,<br />

dozed off, and next thing he knew he was looking past the oil refineries<br />

of Mestre to the rain-fuzzed mirage of La Serenissima.<br />

He noticed, as he stepped from the landing in front of Stazione<br />

Santa Lucia into the water taxi, that the canal water was a lighter green<br />

than he remembered, the same green as her eyes.<br />

The Gritti room, overlooking the Canal, was on the second<br />

floor for a grander view. He flung open the windows right away and the<br />

damp salty air cleaned the dead room of its mélange of old lady<br />

perfumes. The bells from the Campanile rang but she was not with him<br />

to hear them or put her little machine on the sill to capture the sound.<br />

Santa Maria della Salute was just across the water so he prayed in that<br />

direction for Penny's health and protection.<br />

Back at the armoire he arranged his suits. He realized as he<br />

untied the laces of his new Lobb shoes, that he had no galoshes.<br />

Slipping off his shoes and socks, he wiggled his toes; a pedicure was<br />

long overdo, but then, devil's claws were perhaps not so inappropriate<br />

at this time.<br />

He collapsed on the bed. Staring at the ceiling, propped up on<br />

pillows and sipping his mini-bar whiskey, his thoughts turned to Coney<br />

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