Introduction 23 what can happen <strong>in</strong> an end-<strong>of</strong>-life sett<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the PICU is an advantage <strong>in</strong> establish<strong>in</strong>g contact with parents <strong>in</strong> an <strong>in</strong>terview, but also construes the risk <strong>of</strong> bias; expectations <strong>of</strong> parents’ experiences might <strong>in</strong>fluence the <strong>in</strong>terview<strong>in</strong>g. This awareness was reason to select parents randomly and to conduct the <strong>in</strong>terviews as openly as possible. THESIS OUTLINE Chapter 2 reports the results <strong>of</strong> the pilot study <strong>in</strong>vestigat<strong>in</strong>g spiritual experiences <strong>of</strong> bereaved parents <strong>in</strong> the context <strong>of</strong> oncology. We discuss the role <strong>of</strong> spiritual experiences <strong>in</strong> the narrative construction <strong>of</strong> mean<strong>in</strong>g after the loss <strong>of</strong> the child. The chapter <strong>in</strong>cludes the description <strong>of</strong> a variety <strong>of</strong> examples <strong>of</strong> parents’ experiences <strong>of</strong> <strong>connectedness</strong> to their deceased child, to which other chapters also refer. In chapter 3 we focus on the dynamics <strong>of</strong> the PICU environment, address<strong>in</strong>g the significance <strong>of</strong> parents’ <strong>connectedness</strong> to their child’s physical body <strong>in</strong> end-<strong>of</strong>-life <strong>care</strong>. Chapter 4 describes both the existential distress <strong>of</strong> parents fac<strong>in</strong>g the imm<strong>in</strong>ent death <strong>of</strong> their child and the mean<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> experienc<strong>in</strong>g genu<strong>in</strong>e personal contact with health <strong>care</strong> pr<strong>of</strong>essionals. In chapter 5, a special type <strong>of</strong> <strong>spirituality</strong>, which we named ‘<strong>fragile</strong> <strong>spirituality</strong>’, is described <strong>in</strong> the perspective it <strong>of</strong>fers to bereaved parents. The presence <strong>of</strong> spiritual notions <strong>in</strong> the context <strong>of</strong> <strong>pediatric</strong> health <strong>care</strong> is underl<strong>in</strong>ed. Chapter 6 explores theological reflections on the essence <strong>of</strong> this <strong>fragile</strong> <strong>spirituality</strong> as an expression <strong>of</strong> lived <strong>spirituality</strong>. Chapter 7, the General Discussion, expla<strong>in</strong>s the connection between the different f<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>of</strong> the research project <strong>in</strong> the way they convey features or expressions <strong>of</strong> <strong>fragile</strong> <strong>spirituality</strong> <strong>in</strong> the context <strong>of</strong> <strong>pediatric</strong> health <strong>care</strong> and theology. Recommendations are presented for further research <strong>in</strong>to existential and spiritual issues concern<strong>in</strong>g patients, parents and health <strong>care</strong> pr<strong>of</strong>essionals.
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