May/June 2024 Alchemical Voice
Spiritual magazine to open your mind. We have amazing Norse sagas and rune power information by Shaman Shaeen Svanede, Crystal grids by Sue Penney, Shaman John Sjovik talks about flashdarks and negative energy as well as time. Mother Mary & the Holy Grail by Julie de Vere Hunt, Carol Coggan loves energy, vibration and joy. Extra-ordinary channels - Taiji Pole by Energy Psychologist Martin Lewis. Jin Shin Jyutsu by Cheli Mula. Erica Lowe talks about the power of dreaming. Learn more about how to protect yourself from Narcissists by Shaman Alchemist Jovi Hoonjan.
Spiritual magazine to open your mind. We have amazing Norse sagas and rune power information by Shaman Shaeen Svanede, Crystal grids by Sue Penney, Shaman John Sjovik talks about flashdarks and negative energy as well as time. Mother Mary & the Holy Grail by Julie de Vere Hunt, Carol Coggan loves energy, vibration and joy. Extra-ordinary channels - Taiji Pole by Energy Psychologist Martin Lewis. Jin Shin Jyutsu by Cheli Mula. Erica Lowe talks about the power of dreaming. Learn more about how to protect yourself from Narcissists by Shaman Alchemist Jovi Hoonjan.
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<strong>Alchemical</strong> <strong>Voice</strong> - L2M - Issue 26<br />
WHY NOTHING I WRITE<br />
IS GOOD ENOUGH<br />
Hannah Gauss<br />
Why nothing I write is ever going to be good enough, or how<br />
to decide to heal...<br />
Let me explain.<br />
Nothing I write will ever be good enough to stop you from<br />
repeating unhealthy behaviours, identities and traumas that<br />
you are not ready to face. Healing doesn’t work like that.<br />
The only way to effectively heal consists of two connected<br />
processes.<br />
It begins with a decision. You have to be done with all the<br />
ways you are emotionally benefitting from your (unconscious)<br />
patterns.<br />
This means that the pain of keeping you disconnected from<br />
your authentic self and others must be greater than the fear<br />
of feeling pain again.<br />
You see, trauma teaches you how to think and behave to<br />
make you feel safe (and loved). This could be not sharing your<br />
recent artwork to avoid public criticism and to feel like a<br />
failure. It is also pleasing your partner by putting their needs<br />
above your own.<br />
There are all these ways which you avoid to feel this pain<br />
again. They helped you survive our trauma. Now they are<br />
disconnecting you from your authentic self and others by<br />
avoiding vulnerability.<br />
You have to FEEL the ways in which you were abandoned,<br />
betrayed and rejected – especially the ways you are doing<br />
that to yourself! Recognising how you met your unmet needs,<br />
helps you decide to change them.<br />
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