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25 ivnisi - 8 ivlisi 2010<br />
nata varada<br />
gancxadeba<br />
eleqtroboZebze<br />
dasasruli<br />
- gogo, Camomiwere Seni, Seni Z<strong>me</strong>bis,<br />
dedisa da mamis dabadebis wlebi, Tveebi.<br />
momitane Savi bzis jvari da gasanTluli<br />
Zafi. Caiketeba boqlomi, dar-<br />
Cebi ganze.<br />
oTxSabaTis sizmari<br />
eniT uTq<strong>me</strong>li mowyenilobisgan infantilur<br />
arsebad viqeci. rogor mindoda<br />
gamo<strong>me</strong>xata sixaruli, roca gxedavdi<br />
mdinaris xidze. srulma uunarobam<br />
momicva. rac adre <strong>Cems</strong> sisusted<br />
mimaCnda, anu siyvaruli, axla undoblobad<br />
<strong>me</strong>qca da swored igive ram ma-<br />
Zlierebda SenTanac da (zogadad gare<br />
samyarosTan). yelSi gamoburTuli<br />
xorc<strong>me</strong>ti maZlevda warmoudgenel energias<br />
da mutantis ier-saxes. mudmivad<br />
CarTuli radioTi, televizoriT,<br />
kompiuteriT, yursacva<strong>me</strong>bgarWobili<br />
gadavrbodi gzajvaredinebze da<br />
Tvalebs vawebebdi wamwa<strong>me</strong>biT, rom ubedureba<br />
ar damtexoda Tavs da vaiTu,<br />
SemTxveviT ga<strong>me</strong>xila.. ise davpataravdi..<br />
silamazisadmi yovelgvari mowiwebis<br />
grZnoba gamiqra. sixarulisa da<br />
mwuxarebis zeaWrili da xan qvedaSvebuli<br />
klaknilis rxeviT SiSiT vadgamdi<br />
TiToeul nabijs. genetikurad<br />
daviSale. <strong>Cems</strong> socialur qcevas<br />
aranairi axsna ar moeZebneba. <strong>me</strong> Semi-<br />
Zlia aTi frankis gamo sicocxles gamovasalmo<br />
mama, ro<strong>me</strong>lic didi xania<br />
arsad muSaobs da daxeuli fexsacmliT<br />
dadis. aRarc ki maxsendeba babuas saxlSi<br />
rodis viyavi stumrad. masTan er-<br />
Tad sad<strong>me</strong> wasvlaze aRar maqvs laparaki,<br />
is CemTvis sruliad ucxo eTnikuri<br />
jgufis wevria. <strong>Cems</strong> identifikacias,<br />
anu diagnosis dasmas <strong>me</strong> Tvi-<br />
Tonac veRar vaxerxeb da mudmivad sakuTar<br />
TavTan SejibrSi dasasrulisken<br />
miveqanebi.<br />
Sen ki, am yvelafris sawinaaRmdegod<br />
mamapapiseul saxlSi mogyavs<br />
lamazi qali, wvebi masTan pirveli Ramis<br />
uflebiT da yovel Tves mis <strong>me</strong>nstruaciul<br />
cikls akontroleb. naTesavebTan<br />
erTad awyob SabaTobis Sexvedrebs<br />
da did sufrebze Seni simamri<br />
Tamadaa. kviraobiT ki ubnis taZarSi<br />
dadixar da stiqarosnis TeTri kvar-<br />
TiT aRavlen <strong>me</strong>sas.<br />
dRes WuWyiani Ra<strong>me</strong> Cavicvi.<br />
- mgoni krizisuli mdgomareobidan<br />
nel-nela gamodis. ramdeni<strong>me</strong> firfita<br />
darCa. esenic rogor<strong>me</strong> Cumad da<br />
SeumCnevlad SevaparoT saW<strong>me</strong>lSi.<br />
eqimic ase fiqrobs. mTavaria ver mixvdes.<br />
- ra xma gaqvs deda?!<br />
am aRmarTs rom Cavyevi adrian kvira<br />
dilas, am aRmarTis boloSi beberi<br />
bukinisti ijda TeTri wveriT da<br />
wignebs yidda. Se<strong>me</strong>coda da davpirdi,<br />
ukan rom movbundebi virgiliusis<br />
“eneidas” viyidi, <strong>me</strong>eqvse Tavi aucileblad<br />
waikiTxeo. eqvsamde dagelodebio.<br />
<strong>me</strong>re davyevi da yvela boZs es<br />
TeTri carieli furclebi davakari.<br />
isini hgavdnen zavis mosurne morebs.<br />
ofisSi, magidasTan dasva<strong>me</strong>n axal<br />
gogos. mas eyoleba saqmro kargi ojaxidan,<br />
sami biniT da umaRlesi gana-<br />
TlebiT. is iqneba mowesrigebuli, suf-<br />
Ta da punqtualuri. aTidan eqvsamde<br />
moamzadebs masalebs gamosaqveyneblad,<br />
upasuxebs mSvidi xmiT satelefono<br />
zarebs. Sesvenebaze gava <strong>me</strong>gobrebTan<br />
finjan yavaze da kompiuteris<br />
nagvis yuTidan binidan aRadgens<br />
<strong>Cems</strong> ardaweril leqsebs, waiRebs literaturul<br />
JurnalSi da iq avtobiografiasTan<br />
erTad gamoaqveynebs,<br />
oRond fotosuraTis gareSe, radgan<br />
fotoebi yovelTvis ityuebian.<br />
toti motydeba xes.<br />
mdinares dauSreba wyali.<br />
nisli Cawveba qalaqis Tavze.<br />
vidre didi, Savi frinvelebi<br />
frTebs aikecavdnen – SiSveli <strong>fexi</strong>sgulebiT<br />
nawvimar miwas Sens anabeWdebs<br />
davutoveb.<br />
iagom morigi sarecenzio dedani<br />
damido magidaze - erTi Seneburad<br />
mixedeo. saqaRaldeze ewera`Wabua<br />
amirejibi, moTxrobebi~. ar ga<strong>me</strong>gona.<br />
`aseTi mwerali gagigiaT vin<strong>me</strong>s?~ - vikiTxe.<br />
`arao~ - yvelam, garda elizbar<br />
ubilavasi. <strong>me</strong> CavTvale, rom muSaobaSi<br />
garTulma ver gaigona Cemi SekiTxva,<br />
anda gaigona da... e.i. morigi damwyebi<br />
Tu ucnobi mwerlis dedani gadmo<strong>me</strong>ca.<br />
iago aseTebs ratomRac <strong>me</strong> maZlevda<br />
ufro xSirad. Tumca ra ratomRac.<br />
uaryofiTi daskvnebis wera ar iyo sasiamovno<br />
- Sromac ikargeboda, raki<br />
wigni ar gamovidoda da ganawyenebuli<br />
avtorebis mogeriebac gixdeboda.<br />
rogoria Tavis leqsebis genialurobaSi<br />
darwmunebuli giJpoetasaTvis<br />
mtkiceba imisa, Seni leqsebi ar vargao.<br />
ganawyenebulni midiodnen da ranair<br />
cils aRar mwa<strong>me</strong>bdnen. marto leqsebi<br />
ara, proza xSirad uaresi iyo, Tu ki<br />
imaTze`proza~ SeiZleboda eTqva kacs.<br />
CavTvale, rom es viRac Wabua amirejibic<br />
am rangis iqneboda, Tumca<br />
gvar-saxelma erTgvari simpaTia gamiCina.<br />
roca saamisod movidrove, daviwye<br />
kiTxva da pirvelive abzacidan vigrZeni<br />
namdvil da saintereso mweral-<br />
Tan mqonda saq<strong>me</strong>. TiToeuli moTxroba<br />
iseTi interesiT wavikiTxe, redaqtoruli<br />
Tvali mimaviwyda. <strong>me</strong>re mivubrundi<br />
saCxrekad, magram am mxrivac<br />
sasworebi TiTqmis araferi iyo. ra<br />
Tqma unda, dadebiTi recenzia davwere.<br />
sxvanairad <strong>me</strong> ar Se<strong>me</strong>Zlo, kargze<br />
kargs vwerdi, cudze - cuds. mafrTxilebdnen<br />
gamocdili redaqtorebi,<br />
sanam recenzias dawer, jer gaige mosamzadebel<br />
gegmaSi aris Tu ara, surT<br />
gamocema Tu arao. amis gamo didi usiamovnebebic<br />
Semxvda. Cemi dadebiTi recenziiT<br />
<strong>me</strong>re iTxovda avtori, gegma-<br />
Si unda SemitanoTo, gegmaSi Setanili<br />
iwyebda yvirils, roca amoagdebdnen.<br />
recenzia damTavrebuli ara mqonda,<br />
x<strong>me</strong>l-x<strong>me</strong>li, maRali kaci Semovida.<br />
ikiTxa, rogor aris Cemi wignis saq<strong>me</strong>o?<br />
iagom <strong>Cems</strong>ken aniSna - sarecenziod ai,<br />
gigi xornaulsa aqvso. ase gavicaniT<br />
Wabua amirejibi. vuTxari, Tqveni moTxrobebi<br />
mo<strong>me</strong>wona da dadebiT recenziasa<br />
vwer-<strong>me</strong>Tqi. didi madlobao miTxra<br />
da Tan imave toniT gaagrZela:<br />
- Cem saproteqciod, saTxovnelad<br />
xom aravin mosula SenTano?<br />
- aravin, vin unda mosuliyo-<strong>me</strong>Tqi?<br />
- aravin! ubralod <strong>me</strong> minda esmodes<br />
yvelas, rom marTla mowonebis gamo<br />
wer dadebiT recenzias da ara vin<strong>me</strong>s<br />
TxovniT.<br />
- ara, ras brZanebT, TxovniT da mi-<br />
TiTebebiT arasodes damiweria da arc<br />
amas vwer! - cota ar iyos, <strong>me</strong>wyina. ver<br />
vigebdi ras ambobda, - giTxariT da<br />
kidev gi<strong>me</strong>orebT, Tqveni moTxrobebi<br />
<strong>me</strong> mo<strong>me</strong>wona, gnebavT xutasTan SebrZandiT<br />
da SemogyvebiT - es moTxrobebi<br />
unda gamoices-<strong>me</strong>Tqi!<br />
- didi madlobeli var! - odnav Cae-<br />
Rima, gaficxeba rom Se<strong>me</strong>tyo, - <strong>me</strong> arsad<br />
Semsvleli da mTxovneli ara var!<br />
varga, gamoeciT, ar varga, rogorc<br />
momitania, iseve waviReb! - moWra mokled,<br />
mqised wamoxta, xeli CamomarTva<br />
da ise swrafad gavarda, gacileba ver<br />
movaswari.<br />
- dedas geficebiT, ver davijerebdi,<br />
Tu aseTi vaJkaci kidev dadioda<br />
Tbilisis quCebSi! - SesZaxa Zvelma redaqtorma<br />
naTela lorTqifaniZem.<br />
marto naTela da sxva Cveni qali redaqtorebi<br />
- lili gegelia, neli ama-<br />
Sukeli - ki ara, <strong>me</strong>c aRtacebuli davr-<br />
Ci. Wabua ara hgavda sxva avtorebs,<br />
`CawyobebiTa~ da qlesaobiT mosulni,<br />
xutasTan Seyolas rom <strong>me</strong>xvewebodnen.<br />
xutasTvis Seetana viRacas ambavi.<br />
sxva aravin iqneboda an TviT iago, an<br />
elizbari. <strong>me</strong>ore dRe iyo Tu <strong>me</strong>sa<strong>me</strong>,<br />
gamomiZaxa da:<br />
- gigi, Wabua amirejibis wignze<br />
dadebiTs wer?<br />
- diax, Zalian mo<strong>me</strong>wona.<br />
- mainc ras wer?<br />
- rom wigni aucileblad unda gamoices.<br />
- Senze yofila aq yvelaferi!<br />
elizbars rom uaryofiTi aqvs dawerili,<br />
ici? Sen Tvli, rom imaze <strong>me</strong>tad<br />
erkvevi, ra unda gamoices da ra ara?<br />
literaturuli literaturuli gazeTi<br />
gazeTi<br />
- namdvilad ar vicodi, baton<br />
elizbars uaryofiTi Tu hqonda dawerili,<br />
magram romc mcodnoda, <strong>me</strong><br />
mainc imas davwerdi, rac davwere.<br />
- eg imitom, rom Sen briyvi xar, win<br />
ar ixedebi, elizbari gamocdilia,<br />
windaxeduli - eg Seni Wabua amirejibi,<br />
ici, rom gadasaxlebidan axlaxans<br />
aris dabrunebuli, aTi Tu TxuT<strong>me</strong>ti<br />
weli cixeebsa da gadasaxlebaSi aqvs<br />
gatarebuli.<br />
- pirvelad <strong>me</strong>smis, batono xuta!<br />
kidec imitom aris ase damajereblad,<br />
ase Zalian sainteresod cimbiruli<br />
ambebi... raki eWvi geparebaT, SemogitanT<br />
erT yvelaze patara, yvelaze<br />
ubralo moTxrobas, waikiTxeT da<br />
Tqven gadawyviteT, <strong>me</strong> ki vici, rom mogewonebaT.<br />
- egre vqnaT, kargi, Semomitane.<br />
mdare arcerTi ar iyo, moculobiT<br />
ki `velosipedi~ iyo yvelaze patara,<br />
is Sevutane. miTxra, aq ara mcalia amis<br />
wasakiTxad, Sin waviReb da pasuxs xval<br />
getyvio. naxevari saaTic ar iqneboda<br />
gasuli, mdivanma Semoixeda, xuta<br />
geZaxiso.<br />
- biWo, rodis aqeTia gaeSmakdiT es<br />
xevsurebi - yvelaze kargi moTxroba<br />
Semomitane?<br />
- ara, batono xuta, geficebiT, rom<br />
eg moTxroba imaTTan SedarebiT<br />
mdarec aris da mcirec.<br />
- erTi Tvali Cavkari da sanam bolomde<br />
ar CavikiTxe, veRar movwydi. Tu<br />
sxvebi amaze ukeTesebia, rogorc Sen<br />
ambob, kargi mwerali yofila. Semomitane,<br />
mTlianad waviReb.<br />
<strong>me</strong>ore diliT gvian movida, batoni<br />
xuta. Cveulebriv cxramde modioda<br />
xol<strong>me</strong>. movida da sanam sxvadasxvebs<br />
dauZaxebda, isev <strong>me</strong> damiZaxa.<br />
- yoCaR, gigi, Cven es wigni dawunebuli<br />
rom gadagvegdo avtorisTvis,<br />
Tavi mogveWreboda. Tqven ra giTxariT,<br />
TeTrad gamaTenebineT Ra<strong>me</strong>.<br />
moawere dasabeWdad xeli da stambaSi<br />
gavuSvaT, am wigns gegmaSi Setana ara<br />
sWirdeba, gegmis gareSe unda gamovceT!<br />
fexebze ekida cenzura da moskovic,<br />
wigni Tu moewoneboda, Tu saWirod<br />
miiCnevda, gegmis gareSe pirdapir stambaSi<br />
agzavnida. Cemi SuamdgomlobiT,<br />
magaliTad, ase gamosca mixeil WabaSvilis`ucxo<br />
sityvaTa leqsikoni~; Cemamde<br />
didi brZola hqonda gadaxdili<br />
`Cveni saunjis~ pirvel tomSi Setanili<br />
hagiografiuli teqstebis gamo -<br />
rogor SeiZleba sabavSvo gamomcemlobam<br />
religiuri literatura gamosceso?<br />
`Zia SoTas badia~ - ase hqvia Wabua<br />
amirejibis moTxrobebis im krebuls,<br />
ro<strong>me</strong>lic 1965 wels gamoica da romlis<br />
redaqtoric <strong>me</strong> gaxlavarT. am ambavma<br />
dagva<strong>me</strong>gobra. sufrebze, sadac<br />
ki erTad movxvdebodiT, yovelTvis<br />
didi rixiT afor<strong>me</strong>bda Cemi `gmirobis~<br />
ambavs. Sexvedrebi ki xSiri gvqonda<br />
vaxuStisTan, gogi TurmanaulTan fSav-<br />
Si da sxvebTan. <strong>me</strong>ubneboda - exla erT<br />
romans vamTavreb`daTa TuTaSxias~,<br />
imis redaqtoradac Sen <strong>me</strong>yolebio.<br />
magram <strong>me</strong>re, jer`ciskarSi~ im romanis<br />
dabeWdvasTan dakavSirebiT, <strong>me</strong>re wignad<br />
gamocemasTan, iseTi ambebi dautriales,<br />
iq gigi xornaulis adgili<br />
aRara rCeboda. miuxedavad amisa, Cveni<br />
<strong>me</strong>gobroba mainc grZeldeboda.<br />
1976 wlis Semodgomaze damireka,<br />
CemTan, Sin, patara wveulebas vixdi da<br />
cxvari minda Sen damiklao. zustad<br />
wina dRes qisteTidan blomad taxis<br />
xorci mqonda Camotanili. samwvade<br />
wavuRe. cxvari binaSi, <strong>me</strong>ca<strong>me</strong>te<br />
sarTulze davkali da davamuSave.<br />
oci-ocdaxuTi kaci hyavda stumari,<br />
sul rCeulni Cveni sazogadoebisa,<br />
Tavaduri jiS-jilagisani. qalebidan<br />
cinuki dadiani damaxsomda, radgan<br />
xSir-xSirad miujdeboda xol<strong>me</strong><br />
roials da rusuli romansebis simRe-<br />
portreti 15<br />
gigi xornauli<br />
Wabua amirejibi<br />
mogonebaTa wignidan<br />
riT gvatkbobda.<br />
taxis mwvadebi rom Semovida da<br />
Tamadam Cemi sadRegrZelo Tqva, <strong>me</strong>orem<br />
Wabuam iTxova Tqmis ufleba. man<br />
jer gamomcemlobasTan dakavSirebuli<br />
ambebi gaixsena, axla Cemi`magari~<br />
monadireoba moayola (nanadirevis<br />
sufraze ramdenjer<strong>me</strong> iyo CvenTan<br />
namyofi Tavis axalgazrda <strong>me</strong>uRle<br />
Tamriko javaxiSvilTan, Cemi <strong>me</strong>uRlis<br />
<strong>me</strong>gobarTan erTad).<br />
- qisteTSi sad inadire? - mkiTxa<br />
uceb.<br />
- inguSeTSi.<br />
- inguSeTSi ra adgilebSi?<br />
- xamxas.<br />
- ufro konkretulad? - Ca<strong>me</strong>kiTxa.<br />
<strong>me</strong> vifiqre, raSi ainteresebs, im nasoflaris<br />
dasaxeleba-<strong>me</strong>Tqi. mainc<br />
davusaxele, im i<strong>me</strong>diT, rom dasaxeleba<br />
arafers etyoda:<br />
- hadaxkes.<br />
- egre geTqva... asas xeobis maRla<br />
tyiT Semojarul vakeze rom aris sofeli,<br />
SuaSi erTi cixe dgas. CrdiloeTis<br />
mxridan oZikidan aris gadasasvleli<br />
tyian mTaze...<br />
- saidan ici?! - SevZaxe gaocebulma.<br />
- saidan? - Caecina, - eqvsi weli mag<br />
adgilebSi vimalebodi. magari adgilebia,<br />
magari xalxia qistebi. eqvsi<br />
weli ise minaxavdnen, civ niavs ar<br />
makarebdnen.<br />
- TviTonac magari xar, - Caeria<br />
saubarSi erT-erTi sufris wevri, -<br />
rogor iyo gatacebuli manqana rom<br />
daabrunebine?<br />
- eh, ar Rirs! - xeli Caiqnia Wabuam.<br />
ar moeSvnen da gviambo: gadavixede<br />
ezoSi, manqana iq aRar idga; vfiqrobdi<br />
Camowerili taqsi vis rad unda, vin<br />
moiparavso, gamoCnda yvelafris mkisrebeli<br />
xalxi. Tanac, etyoba, icodnen,<br />
rom Cemi iyo, telefonze damirekes`oriaTas<br />
maneTs ama da am adgilas<br />
moitan da manqanas waiyvano~.<br />
`moicaT, moicaT yurmili ar dahkidoTo!<br />
- CavZaxe, - viRaca nabiWvrebi<br />
xarT, Tqven <strong>me</strong> ar micnobT. midiT ama<br />
da am misamarTze, ikiTxeT esa da es<br />
kaci da hkiTxeT, Wabua amirejibi ra<br />
kaciao da is getyviT. exla ori saaTis<br />
vadas gaZlevT: manqana moiyvaneT da<br />
iqve daayeneT, Tu TavisTvis kargi gindaT-<strong>me</strong>Tqi.<br />
erTi saaTic ar iyo gasuli,<br />
gadavixede da moeyvanaT.<br />
saocrad kargi mosaubre iyo Wabua.<br />
hyveboda Tavis Tavgadasavlebs, hyveboda<br />
axalTaxal anegdotebs da SevcqerodiT<br />
monusxulebiviT.<br />
wamosvlisas Wabuam im weliwads gamosuli<br />
`daTa TuTaSxias~ II tomi maCuqa<br />
warweriT: `gigi xornauls, SesaniSnav<br />
mwerals, <strong>me</strong>gobarsa da Zmakacs siyvaruliT<br />
- Seni Wabua 1976 w.~ pirveli<br />
tomi raki nayidi mqonda, aRar gamovarTvi.
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